[ Mizuki just sits there. You know, talking to himself, like a normal guy with the will of the elder gods in his brain. Did he do the right thing? It kind of hurt, he doesn't want to spit it out. If it'll fix Elsword, he could just pull it out of himself. "You might bleed out???" Yes, okay, but also if it'll fix his friend, that's fine.
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He does not do this, half because his Seaborn Survivalist Instincts(tm) aka the Primordial Lifespring is super not into Mizuki's lack of preservation, but also half for the reason that he's trying to make Elsword happy. Elsword's one of those weird people who would be really sad if someone died because someone did something for him. By the time he's unable to make a decision, there's that feeling of refreshing chill and then…
Ah…??? No. No, no, no, hey! He still needs that— He tries to shove his fingers into his mouth to try and get himself to get the shard back out. He gags a bit, but overall just… can't get himself to try harder. What if he hurts himself? What if it's too late? What if this did something? He wishes We Many had the answers.
cw: emetophobia, self harm ment.
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He does not do this, half because his Seaborn Survivalist Instincts(tm) aka the Primordial Lifespring is super not into Mizuki's lack of preservation, but also half for the reason that he's trying to make Elsword happy. Elsword's one of those weird people who would be really sad if someone died because someone did something for him. By the time he's unable to make a decision, there's that feeling of refreshing chill and then…
Ah…??? No. No, no, no, hey! He still needs that— He tries to shove his fingers into his mouth to try and get himself to get the shard back out. He gags a bit, but overall just… can't get himself to try harder. What if he hurts himself? What if it's too late? What if this did something? He wishes We Many had the answers.
Everything is weirdly quiet right now, though. ]