[ Girl, you canNOT just ask that to someone who asked you very recently asked to "become one" with you?! For many reasons, but for Mizuki specifically it's because… it feels cruel. To turn down his ask like that and then say something like this. She doesn't know, a rational part says. It's not fair, something more feral screams.
Her world is different from yours. She wants to feel a connection. She's already been put off from how you were before. You could make her become part of Us. Breathe. C O N S U M E .
…
He doesn't want to think about this stuff anymore. He hates that she's so easily able to stir these thoughts he's usually able to swallow down so easily, and yet… and yet, and yet, and yet… His hand twitches, desperate for touch, connection, closeness— ]
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Her world is different from yours.
She wants to feel a connection.
She's already been put off from how you were before.
You could make her become part of Us.
Breathe.
C O N S U M E .
…
He doesn't want to think about this stuff anymore. He hates that she's so easily able to stir these thoughts he's usually able to swallow down so easily, and yet… and yet, and yet, and yet… His hand twitches, desperate for touch, connection, closeness— ]