[ The very last thing you want to hear when you pull back from a kiss is "Sorry". Ezell, admittedly, doesn't know what he was expecting, though. He thought maybe Flamebringer was going to get mad, or that maybe... maybe he'd feel something again. He just wants him to go back to how he was. He doesn't want him to be stuck like this. He's trying so hard, and yet...
Sorry.
Ezell's sorry, too. That he can't help. That he kissed him without asking. That he's got these stupid feelings for Flamebringer to begin with, and that it's now tearing him up to see him like this. Ezell's sorry that even know, he seems to just be fucking everything up with Flamebringer. He stares at him for q very quiet moment, contemplating what to say himself.
Eventually, he just kind of... breaks. He doesn't look more sad than usual - mostly just... tired and apathetic himself. But there are tears. There's a lot of tears, and all of them spill from Ezell's eyes near instantly. Flamebringer's gotten so blurry... ]
I... [ Ugh, speaking is hard, too. What the fuck? ] I sh-...should go...
[ And he doesn't wait for a response. He doesn't want to hear one. He just stands and quickly heads for the door. If he's going to sob and bawl, he's going to do it in the rain where people can't hear him. ]
no subject
Sorry.
Ezell's sorry, too. That he can't help. That he kissed him without asking. That he's got these stupid feelings for Flamebringer to begin with, and that it's now tearing him up to see him like this. Ezell's sorry that even know, he seems to just be fucking everything up with Flamebringer. He stares at him for q very quiet moment, contemplating what to say himself.
Eventually, he just kind of... breaks. He doesn't look more sad than usual - mostly just... tired and apathetic himself. But there are tears. There's a lot of tears, and all of them spill from Ezell's eyes near instantly. Flamebringer's gotten so blurry... ]
I... [ Ugh, speaking is hard, too. What the fuck? ] I sh-...should go...
[ And he doesn't wait for a response. He doesn't want to hear one. He just stands and quickly heads for the door. If he's going to sob and bawl, he's going to do it in the rain where people can't hear him. ]