I know. I’m sure everyone does. But if you try to force it, you’re just going to feel worse. If you allow yourself to feel this, it’ll be easier to heal.

[ He waits until Ain is sitting up wholly, then gently settles a hand against the side of his cheek. Once he coaxes him to look at Ezell, he leans forward, pressing his lips very softly against Ain’s. The other had mentioned he was cute, and he’s pretty sure they’d been flirting? Surely this much would be fine. If nothing more than to let Ain know that he really does want him here. ]