( touch- touch is good. vaikal on his shoulder. elsword hugging him. add is beside him. his chest still hurts, his breathing is still heavy and unsteady, but he can at least hold onto them. he's not sure how long he stares at the floor, unfocused, but eventually-
eventually he can force a smile. just like when they first split up. the sort of smile you wear when you want desperately to cry but you can't because everything comes first, everything will always come first- )
I... I'm sorry. I suppose it's been a very overwhelming day. I'll recover, I promise.
( also yes of course fel is in the kitchen. that's her domain now she just deigns to share it sometimes. she'll make them tea- or better yet, hot chocolate. )
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eventually he can force a smile. just like when they first split up. the sort of smile you wear when you want desperately to cry but you can't because everything comes first, everything will always come first- )
I... I'm sorry. I suppose it's been a very overwhelming day. I'll recover, I promise.
( also yes of course fel is in the kitchen. that's her domain now she just deigns to share it sometimes. she'll make them tea- or better yet, hot chocolate. )