I have my theories, but that is all they are. I am not you or Harpocrates.
[ He says it with a smile, a little tease. He understands theorycrafting and the deeper thinking needed for research is not for him, but he's heard enough from others. ]
If this is our world, something has gone horribly wrong with the spell that was cast. [ That he cast, his fingers lifting up to call Phoenix's flame to it. The blessing only. ] I should not be able to do this, brother. Ultima's power was overwhelming, I was... fading. [ Petrifying. ]
I'll still take your theories into account. It's an excellent place to start, and I trust your judgment.
[ Anything is better than what he has now, a net zero of information.
What Clive tells him makes his brow furrow again, though. Clive was... dying? And what Clive told him earlier, once the wraiths had been dealt with... Are they being pulled from the brink of death? Is that it? ]
... you'll have to tell me all that happened after the last I can recall. Every detail.
[ He curls his fingers and clenches the flame, snuffing it, before sighing and turning his head away to look at the fire. He doesn't want to, but his brother asked. And he can't deny him anything. ]
The way Clive's hands come together, the way his fingers fold and clench at one another, should be enough to warn Joshua. Just say it, Clive. Just say it so you can both grieve properly and move on, because Joshua is alive and that's all that matters. ]
It... was fatal. Ultima ripping his 'brother' from you. With your last bit of strength, you gave me the Phoenix.
[ While Clive begged and sobbed and asked him not to, to stay with him, to not leave him. Because though the Phoenix's fire raged through him, he was cold and alone and Joshua was limp in his arms. ]
It was the strength I needed to defeat him, however. And at the end, as he lay dying, I- I took his powers. I healed your body, but you remained- [ No. ] Using the Phoenix after Ultima's powers flowed into me, however, showed me it was too much. So I used my strength, every ounce of it, to cast a Wish. No magic. No crystals. To let people live on their own two feet, to walk into the future on their own terms. That's... that's the last I recall.
[ The brilliant all engulfing white. The pain, the fire. ]
[ ... oh. Oh, Clive. Joshua had hoped against hope that he had survived it, that he had gone on to fight alongside Clive, that he wouldn't have put his brother through that anguish. He closes his eyes, clenching his fist at his chest. ]
... so I am...
[ Dead. He can't bring himself to say it, even if it's the truth. So, he focuses on the rest of it. ]
... your wish had to succeed. It had to. A world without magic, without suffering...
[ He hangs his head in silence to Joshua's soft words, his nails biting into his hands as the memory of the grief rolls through him. Dead. Yet here he's alive. Here he walks and breathes and is warm to the touch.
Heaven, for them both? Or Divine punishment for daring to go against the Gods. ]
For everyone whose hopes were placed on us. But... I can still feel them all inside of me. I can still feel him. And it makes no sense.
[ Joshua's mind moves to the same thing. Some sort of afterlife. But accepting that would mean accepting that Clive died as well, and he can't bring himself to do that. Not now, not yet. Not until he's done the research. ]
You can still feel them...
[ Right. Clive had used the power of Garuda. He still possesses the power of the other Eikons. ]
... what if we were taken seconds before these events? Myself taken seconds before death, and you taken seconds before the magic disappeared?
[ He's not keen on the idea of Clive still being able to feel Ultima, but... Perhaps if he's sealed away under Clive's abilities... ]
That, I'm not sure. I'll need to ask around for more information...
[ Beastmen, though. Mostly humanoid. Several of them? Joshua frowns thoughfully, tapping his fingers against his chin. A world where their souls originated... ]
You didn't happen to get their names? I would like to talk to them.
Will, for the young male. [ Oh he's going to butcher the ladies name, forgive him Madam. ] And ... Tingyun... [ His tongue struggles with it, it's such a foreign name to him ] for the Lady. They may yet still be here in the Inn, she seemed keen on setting up as Inn Mistress.
[ The unspoken words are there. Don't go outside, please. ]
[ His own tongue stumbles a little over the second name in the same way that Clive's did, simply because he doesn't know any other way of saying it. If they're good sources of information, he needs to keep their names on hand in his memory.
He can hear those unspoken words, though. He huffs out a soft laugh, sliding the blanket from his shoulders. He's starting to warm up now, and he doesn't need it as much. ]
What about you? What do you plan to do while I start my research?
[ He knows you, Clive. Don't ask him to stay indoors if you won't stay indoors yourself. ]
[ That look tells him all that he needs to know. He knew it. Clive had been planning on going out again. He shakes his head, smiling. ]
I never expected to rid myself of you, Brother. Far from it.
[ Joshua turns in his seat, handing Clive the blanket. ]
In fact, I assumed that you would want to get back to what's going on out there. But, with your dedication as my Shield, that means that I'll just have to go out there myself and do the same thing.
[ After all, if there are people in need of help, neither of them can say no, can they?]
[ He takes the blanket as it's handed over and folds it up carefully, setting it near the fire for the next frozen sod who comes in and needs it.
And... he laughs, as Joshua basically says yes well they're in this together. He gives him a gentle look, shaking his head, before sighing and lifting his hands in supplication his tone turning playful. ]
I am trying to keep you out of trouble. I'm the shield, remember?
[ But Joshua had been following after him from the moment he had first learned to walk. Didn't help that Clive's hand was always in his, leading him on. He's honestly shocked Father didn't get grey hairs earlier. ]
There is a woman of shadow [ And his tone says this is what he heard but he clearly thinks they just meant a woman in robes or something ] that may give us more information if we can find her.
[ As Clive laughs, Joshua feels a laugh bubbling up into his throat as well. It's true, he's always followed in Clive's footsteps. He knows his brother like he knows himself. Clive may be his Shield, but Clive has an intense desire to help others, and he can't deny that. ]
Alright, alright. We can take turns.
[ A woman of shadow... He, too, takes it to mean a woman in dark robes, but it's another lead to follow. He nods, folding his arms. ]
Any ideas where? If we have to go outside to find her, there's no telling when this storm will cease.
[ Taking turns is about as good as it's going to get and he chuckles softly in agreeance. ]
No, but she can't be far. From what little I've heard and seen, this "Grove" isn't that large. And it seems most are moving into the Inn for this Winter.
[ He nods to the fire, and how hot it burns without seeming anyone tending to it. ]
[ Hm. Seems correct. Like the entirety of Martha's Rest moving into the tavern due to the weather. ]
It sounds like we shouldn't have too much trouble finding her if that's the case.
[ Sitting by the fire has bled the cold from his bones, and while he doesn't think he's at 100% quite yet, Joshua feels confident that he can get up and walk around a warm building without setting off his cough too badly. He stands, subtly stretching out his back muscles. ]
[ He knows there's no convincing Joshua to rest longer. They don't have his medicine here, and who knows how much the Phoenix's flames actually healed, and he's going to fret the entire time-
-But neither brother is the type to sit for too long. So he pushes himself to his feet, reaching out to his sword propped up against the wall and swings it back into it's scabbard on his back. ]
Let's.
[ And for once since they're reunion? He's content to not lead the way. Instead he gestures with his hand, amused. ]
Lead the way, Lord Rosfield. Your shield stands ever ready to serve.
[ Somewhere he's sure Jote is pouting even harder than she first did when Joshua chose to let her serves focus on the Hideaway. ]
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[ He says it with a smile, a little tease. He understands theorycrafting and the deeper thinking needed for research is not for him, but he's heard enough from others. ]
If this is our world, something has gone horribly wrong with the spell that was cast. [ That he cast, his fingers lifting up to call Phoenix's flame to it. The blessing only. ] I should not be able to do this, brother. Ultima's power was overwhelming, I was... fading. [ Petrifying. ]
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[ Anything is better than what he has now, a net zero of information.
What Clive tells him makes his brow furrow again, though. Clive was... dying? And what Clive told him earlier, once the wraiths had been dealt with... Are they being pulled from the brink of death? Is that it? ]
... you'll have to tell me all that happened after the last I can recall. Every detail.
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What do you last recall?
[ Give him a place to start. ]
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The last I can remember, Ultima was being torn from my body. After that, everything went dark, and then I woke up here.
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The way Clive's hands come together, the way his fingers fold and clench at one another, should be enough to warn Joshua. Just say it, Clive. Just say it so you can both grieve properly and move on, because Joshua is alive and that's all that matters. ]
It... was fatal. Ultima ripping his 'brother' from you. With your last bit of strength, you gave me the Phoenix.
[ While Clive begged and sobbed and asked him not to, to stay with him, to not leave him. Because though the Phoenix's fire raged through him, he was cold and alone and Joshua was limp in his arms. ]
It was the strength I needed to defeat him, however. And at the end, as he lay dying, I- I took his powers. I healed your body, but you remained- [ No. ] Using the Phoenix after Ultima's powers flowed into me, however, showed me it was too much. So I used my strength, every ounce of it, to cast a Wish. No magic. No crystals. To let people live on their own two feet, to walk into the future on their own terms. That's... that's the last I recall.
[ The brilliant all engulfing white. The pain, the fire. ]
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... so I am...
[ Dead. He can't bring himself to say it, even if it's the truth. So, he focuses on the rest of it. ]
... your wish had to succeed. It had to. A world without magic, without suffering...
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Heaven, for them both? Or Divine punishment for daring to go against the Gods. ]
For everyone whose hopes were placed on us. But... I can still feel them all inside of me. I can still feel him. And it makes no sense.
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You can still feel them...
[ Right. Clive had used the power of Garuda. He still possesses the power of the other Eikons. ]
... what if we were taken seconds before these events? Myself taken seconds before death, and you taken seconds before the magic disappeared?
[ He's not keen on the idea of Clive still being able to feel Ultima, but... Perhaps if he's sealed away under Clive's abilities... ]
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[ The Fallen? They had waged war with Ultima's collective, after all. He hms and tilts his head, recalling some things said to him. ]
I met a Beastman, mostly humanoid, who says he was told we're in a new world where our souls "originated" from.
[ And he blinks, thoughtful. ]
I met several Beastman who were mostly humanoid...
[ Does that help any, Joshua? ]
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[ Beastmen, though. Mostly humanoid. Several of them? Joshua frowns thoughfully, tapping his fingers against his chin. A world where their souls originated... ]
You didn't happen to get their names? I would like to talk to them.
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[ The unspoken words are there. Don't go outside, please. ]
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[ His own tongue stumbles a little over the second name in the same way that Clive's did, simply because he doesn't know any other way of saying it. If they're good sources of information, he needs to keep their names on hand in his memory.
He can hear those unspoken words, though. He huffs out a soft laugh, sliding the blanket from his shoulders. He's starting to warm up now, and he doesn't need it as much. ]
What about you? What do you plan to do while I start my research?
[ He knows you, Clive. Don't ask him to stay indoors if you won't stay indoors yourself. ]
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I will do my duty. We are in a foreign world, with unknown dangers around us.
[ I was proud to call you my shield.
He lifts his eyes to his brother, the look warm but quite serious. ]
I will stick with you, and make sure in your research you are not brought to harm. As your Shield. Your brother.
[ The serious look melts, just a little. ]
I only just got you back. You're not ridding of me that easily.
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I never expected to rid myself of you, Brother. Far from it.
[ Joshua turns in his seat, handing Clive the blanket. ]
In fact, I assumed that you would want to get back to what's going on out there. But, with your dedication as my Shield, that means that I'll just have to go out there myself and do the same thing.
[ After all, if there are people in need of help, neither of them can say no, can they?]
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And... he laughs, as Joshua basically says yes well they're in this together. He gives him a gentle look, shaking his head, before sighing and lifting his hands in supplication his tone turning playful. ]
I am trying to keep you out of trouble. I'm the shield, remember?
[ But Joshua had been following after him from the moment he had first learned to walk. Didn't help that Clive's hand was always in his, leading him on. He's honestly shocked Father didn't get grey hairs earlier. ]
There is a woman of shadow [ And his tone says this is what he heard but he clearly thinks they just meant a woman in robes or something ] that may give us more information if we can find her.
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Alright, alright. We can take turns.
[ A woman of shadow... He, too, takes it to mean a woman in dark robes, but it's another lead to follow. He nods, folding his arms. ]
Any ideas where? If we have to go outside to find her, there's no telling when this storm will cease.
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No, but she can't be far. From what little I've heard and seen, this "Grove" isn't that large. And it seems most are moving into the Inn for this Winter.
[ He nods to the fire, and how hot it burns without seeming anyone tending to it. ]
She must be around.
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It sounds like we shouldn't have too much trouble finding her if that's the case.
[ Sitting by the fire has bled the cold from his bones, and while he doesn't think he's at 100% quite yet, Joshua feels confident that he can get up and walk around a warm building without setting off his cough too badly. He stands, subtly stretching out his back muscles. ]
Well? Shall we, then?
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-But neither brother is the type to sit for too long. So he pushes himself to his feet, reaching out to his sword propped up against the wall and swings it back into it's scabbard on his back. ]
Let's.
[ And for once since they're reunion? He's content to not lead the way. Instead he gestures with his hand, amused. ]
Lead the way, Lord Rosfield. Your shield stands ever ready to serve.
[ Somewhere he's sure Jote is pouting even harder than she first did when Joshua chose to let her serves focus on the Hideaway. ]