[Especially when you're so sure you've finally found somewhere you belonged again. He didn't expect to feel this SEEN, how dare - ]

Right now my driving force is to find a way out of this place.

[...]

It's not impossible.

[If it was, would he bother to want to leave rather than die? Despite everything, there's a part of him that's content with his gamble, that the entity behind this torture chamber is also one to revive its toys. The seedling that broke through the frozen ground of his soul still clings to life.]

But it's also not something you can do right away.