[ He drops his head into his hands. More excuses for him to not feel bad about ripping a man's heart out. 'He's alive now, he forgives you, you were taken advantage of.' But he saw himself in the memory Dipper showed him. He didn't care at all when he did it. He doesn't want to stop caring now. ]

It's okay if you don't want me around. I'm not- The curse is gone, you don't have to be afraid of me, but I understand if you are.