[He doesn't need either of those things, but he knows it isn't fair to expect Ryan to hold himself back, and the picnics give him plausible deniability about what he's eating the rest of the time. The river gives him plenty of options for food, but he hides that the same way he does cigarettes from his parents.
He'd still prefer Ryan to stay, but it's not like he can make him. All he can do is make the most of the time that he is here. Min sighs, reaching out of the water to let himself be pulled back up.]
Maybe. Like... I get how you pull it off. [Ryan can make anything look good. He always has.] I just didn't expect me to be so okay with this.
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[He doesn't need either of those things, but he knows it isn't fair to expect Ryan to hold himself back, and the picnics give him plausible deniability about what he's eating the rest of the time. The river gives him plenty of options for food, but he hides that the same way he does cigarettes from his parents.
He'd still prefer Ryan to stay, but it's not like he can make him. All he can do is make the most of the time that he is here. Min sighs, reaching out of the water to let himself be pulled back up.]
Maybe. Like... I get how you pull it off. [Ryan can make anything look good. He always has.] I just didn't expect me to be so okay with this.