[If anything, being reminded of those balls of light make Lavi tense right back up. Still, there's a call to the tree that he can't shake.
He shifts on his feet, unsure about the seat-offer. Mostly because it's un-Kanda-like behavior. And he's sure as hell that it's not his own memory influencing the swordsman. And honestly, he doesn't even want to punch the Earl.
Sure, he should. But the rage from Doug's death has long since simmered down. His primary target is Desires now. As much as he would be able to do anything to the Noah in question...]
I'll let you and Allen duke that one out.
[Sorry if you're trying to cheer him up, doesn't seem to be working.]
[This is why he doesn't do the comforting thing. He fucking sucks at it every time, and he knows he sucks at it, and any attempt he makes is usually killed by him saying something stupid. Shout out to telling Allen to vent to him and Allen said "yeah, my dad's dead" and Kanda said "okay but are you sure?" for some goddamn reason.
What is wrong with him, he wonders every day of his life.]
...great. [Fuck dude he's so bad at this.] So, what now? Don't tell me you're going to go mope in bed all day.
[There. That feels a little less forced from Kanda's perspective, even if he knows by this point that is Not The Comforting Thing To Say. He fucking tried man. It was not a good attempt but he did try. Tiedoll, wherever you are, please be proud of your son.]
[Kanda's personality doesn't lend to him being believed, sadly. Perhaps as they grow closer, Lavi will eventually take him at his word. But their growing together is slow! And Lavi does appreciate the attempt, especially considering they were just in each other's heads unwillingly.
Snorting a little and the tenseness starts to leave him. That's the normal Kanda.]
Hardly. [Though, honestly, doing nothing physically would help him get this nonsense in his head sorted. So that means...meditation is the next best thing.]
Can I borrow your garden for a bit? So I can avoid those bobs of annoyance.
Don't care if you do or don't. Link's in there all the damn time and Beansprout pops in. It's not exactly mine.
[Even if he's the one who rolls out of bed at 4am every day to go meditate. He flips his wrist dismissively, like they're talking about the weather and disagreeing on what the cloud cover means.]
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He shifts on his feet, unsure about the seat-offer. Mostly because it's un-Kanda-like behavior. And he's sure as hell that it's not his own memory influencing the swordsman. And honestly, he doesn't even want to punch the Earl.
Sure, he should. But the rage from Doug's death has long since simmered down. His primary target is Desires now. As much as he would be able to do anything to the Noah in question...]
I'll let you and Allen duke that one out.
[Sorry if you're trying to cheer him up, doesn't seem to be working.]
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What is wrong with him, he wonders every day of his life.]
...great. [Fuck dude he's so bad at this.] So, what now? Don't tell me you're going to go mope in bed all day.
[There. That feels a little less forced from Kanda's perspective, even if he knows by this point that is Not The Comforting Thing To Say. He fucking tried man. It was not a good attempt but he did try. Tiedoll, wherever you are, please be proud of your son.]
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Snorting a little and the tenseness starts to leave him. That's the normal Kanda.]
Hardly. [Though, honestly, doing nothing physically would help him get this nonsense in his head sorted. So that means...meditation is the next best thing.]
Can I borrow your garden for a bit? So I can avoid those bobs of annoyance.
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[Even if he's the one who rolls out of bed at 4am every day to go meditate. He flips his wrist dismissively, like they're talking about the weather and disagreeing on what the cloud cover means.]
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[He pauses at the entrance, looking back at Kanda.]
'm sorry about your friend, yeah? Feel free to grab me for a spar later if ya need.
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[This is a promise and not a threat. He's going to Get you, Lavi.]