[ God he doesn't want to be a shrub anymore. He guesses he has to bite the bullet and get set on fire, screaming and crying the entire time. The thought itself makes him want to cry and maybe be a little sick.

The distraction about hanahaki is nice and he lets out an embarrassed laugh. Which is funny considering how hardcore he's already told Josh he loves him. ]

Uh. Shit, yo. Fer extra cringe, imagine this before I toldchu I loved you an' shit.

[ He parts some fur to show the scar over his heart. ]

The bitch Fog or someone decided ya know? We got too many things we keep close so time to spill our guts or be consumed by 'em. Typical shoujo shit. My heart literally burst from my chest wid branches holding sakura, plum, paulownia....

[ Then parts his shaggy hair for the eye, the lighter blue peeking at Josh playfully. ]

An' wisteria here. I don't 'member why now, but I think it had somethin' to do with someone in my family, since I think that's our family flower. Somethin' I wanted to say to 'em.