[at the same time she thinks it, she gives a long-suffering huff and nips at his hair. somebody either forgot about their bracelets, or figured that they wouldn't work if she was in animal form, the same way she can't speak in it.]
[now, she makes a sound partway between a huff and a pitiful howl, as she drops her head to the ground dramatically. is luca at all surprised?]
Guess you're just shit out of luck, brother of mine.
[they contemplate this for a moment...]
It's for the best you didn't. Even dead, that bitch won't leave me alone. [kiera fails to mention that the body the empress-monster dragged around looked far too much like luca for comfort. they can only imagine it would have dropped its corpse in order to capture and force the real thing at them.] Are you alright?
[Said without the faintest tinge of suffering. He'd be terribly lonely, without her voice. It had been so long, weeks, since he'd seen her. It's the longest they've been apart since arriving at the Grove, he realizes. At least when her fear had kept her from Luca's side, they'd been able to exchange letters.]
I... am sorry to hear that. [He wants to add that he would have ripped the Empress's throat out if given the chance but... He doubts that would be any comfort right now.] ... I saw father, there.
[Not just Cyrus, nor anything at all like any of them should have been. But the details are grotesque enough that he opts to spare Kiera the detail.]
[just as what was surely the forest warped her mother, so too must it have bastardized their father. to kiera, that can only mean that luca is decidedly not alright. she whines and curls up a bit, cradling his head between her shoulder and neck.]
Do you want to talk about it? [she's still never quite sure whether luca is up for this sort of discussion, but she'll always give him the option.]
[If there's an edge to his voice, it's only a teasing one. They both know that their mutual experiences were difficult, and they're still learning how to talk about these things with one another. Still, harsh as it was to deal with, Luca figures it's better to get it out into the open.]
He was trapped, stuck with the bodies with other people that I've... [He shakes his head.] Other people. All of them made up the heart of a mockery of the Phoenix.
[other people that he's... what?] Killed, or loved? [she winces as soon as she thinks it, the mindlink unbroken. hopefully luca understands that even in her head, the thought was curious rather than accusatory. the more she knows, the better she can help.]
Forgive me.
That wretched bird won't leave you be, either, will it?
[of course. kiera does tend to assume the worst, and then overcompensate with the best. and luca would feel that he harmed aquila and giselle, even if they'd forgiven him.
they can't help but growl, deep in their chest. they're fucking sick of this place using luca's darkest feelings against him.]
I meant persistent, but... That is a good way of phrasing it too.
[Luca closes his eyes, nosing further into the fur of Kiera's chest. It's not too different than snuggling into her ruff, he thinks. And if it keeps her from growling, from feeling even a modicum of the misery he had been plagued with, all the better.]
I'm sorry, Ki. I don't mean to add to your own suffering.
[kiera isn't sure whether luca is doing this to comfort them, or guilt them into settling down, but fine, it works. they give one particularly large final huff, then nuzzle against his arm.]
Don't apologize. [they're aware it's ironic that luca had only just said as much to them.] It's a badge of honor to get angry on my brother's behalf.
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[at the same time she thinks it, she gives a long-suffering huff and nips at his hair. somebody either forgot about their bracelets, or figured that they wouldn't work if she was in animal form, the same way she can't speak in it.]
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Oh, w-wonderful. I still get to hear your nattering like this?
[But within the confines of their shared minds, there's nothing but affection, perhaps even relief that he won't have to suffer in silence.]
'm s-sorry.... That I c-couldn't find you in there.
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Guess you're just shit out of luck, brother of mine.
[they contemplate this for a moment...]
It's for the best you didn't. Even dead, that bitch won't leave me alone. [kiera fails to mention that the body the empress-monster dragged around looked far too much like luca for comfort. they can only imagine it would have dropped its corpse in order to capture and force the real thing at them.] Are you alright?
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[Said without the faintest tinge of suffering. He'd be terribly lonely, without her voice. It had been so long, weeks, since he'd seen her. It's the longest they've been apart since arriving at the Grove, he realizes. At least when her fear had kept her from Luca's side, they'd been able to exchange letters.]
I... am sorry to hear that. [He wants to add that he would have ripped the Empress's throat out if given the chance but... He doubts that would be any comfort right now.] ... I saw father, there.
[Not just Cyrus, nor anything at all like any of them should have been. But the details are grotesque enough that he opts to spare Kiera the detail.]
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Do you want to talk about it? [she's still never quite sure whether luca is up for this sort of discussion, but she'll always give him the option.]
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[If there's an edge to his voice, it's only a teasing one. They both know that their mutual experiences were difficult, and they're still learning how to talk about these things with one another. Still, harsh as it was to deal with, Luca figures it's better to get it out into the open.]
He was trapped, stuck with the bodies with other people that I've... [He shakes his head.] Other people. All of them made up the heart of a mockery of the Phoenix.
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Forgive me.
That wretched bird won't leave you be, either, will it?
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Don't apologize.
[He shakes his head.]
Harmed is the best way to phrase it, I think. Quil was there, too. Same with Giselle.
[River had also been in the mix, but considering everything, that's not a topic he wants to get into.]
The Phoenix, it seems, is the same in death as it was in life.
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they can't help but growl, deep in their chest. they're fucking sick of this place using luca's darkest feelings against him.]
A cruel joke? Yes, it is, and was.
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[Luca closes his eyes, nosing further into the fur of Kiera's chest. It's not too different than snuggling into her ruff, he thinks. And if it keeps her from growling, from feeling even a modicum of the misery he had been plagued with, all the better.]
I'm sorry, Ki. I don't mean to add to your own suffering.
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Don't apologize. [they're aware it's ironic that luca had only just said as much to them.] It's a badge of honor to get angry on my brother's behalf.
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[He snorts once, then proceeds to sniffle when the force blows fur into his nose. Immediate karma, apparently.]
Thank you for keeping me safe. And yourself, as well.