[Luca's brows furrow. He remembers talking about this, but the details feel wrong somehow. There are gaps here and there, what feels like names and sensations all but erased. The feeling that had crept into his heart upon arriving in Roseroot returns, a terribly bitter sensation that he had done the worst possible thing and forgotten someone important to him.]
[He frowns, expression scrunched in attempted recollection.]
I was attributing my forgetting the names of people we discussed to the late hour of it all and the amount of information at once to digest, though my memory isn't normally quite so shoddy. But if you've forgotten, then something is seriously wrong.
I've felt it since we arrived in Roseroot. There's someone -
[He grimaces.]
I felt like I had hurt someone I loved. And when I think about it, I have felt like this for a long time. But when I try to put my finger on it, I cannot remember them.
Do you think that whoever brought us here, altered our memories in some capacity as well...? I did notice my head got kind of foggy once we went through the mountains.
[Astrid grimaces, crossing his arms across his chest.]
Yes, best not to upset anyone unduly. But meanwhile, I suppose we'll have to just continue our arduous trek — if we'll find any answers, I bet it'll be somewhere around here.
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[Luca's brows furrow. He remembers talking about this, but the details feel wrong somehow. There are gaps here and there, what feels like names and sensations all but erased. The feeling that had crept into his heart upon arriving in Roseroot returns, a terribly bitter sensation that he had done the worst possible thing and forgotten someone important to him.]
Who were they, Astrid? I can't -
[He shakes his head a few times.]
I should know this.
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I was attributing my forgetting the names of people we discussed to the late hour of it all and the amount of information at once to digest, though my memory isn't normally quite so shoddy. But if you've forgotten, then something is seriously wrong.
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[He grimaces.]
I felt like I had hurt someone I loved. And when I think about it, I have felt like this for a long time. But when I try to put my finger on it, I cannot remember them.
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I'm sorry, Luca. That sounds incredibly difficult.
[Especially if he feels like he'd hurt this person he'd forgotten... like a wound that can't close.]
For what reason would someone possibly be hiding this loved one from you...?
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[He sifts through his mind, searching for anything. Yet again, he largely comes up empty handed.]
I... do not think it's personal, though. There are other, smaller gaps here and there. Shadows within my memory that should be something more.
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[It felt like a logical conclusion, right?]
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[Luca practically spits this much out.]
But I cannot say for certain. And I would rather not alarm anyone else before we can be sure.
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Yes, best not to upset anyone unduly. But meanwhile, I suppose we'll have to just continue our arduous trek — if we'll find any answers, I bet it'll be somewhere around here.
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[If nothing else, his sense of trepidation has grown substantially as they've traveled further upward.]
Regardless, I am still at your side, no matter what.