The air is cold, the sky dreary. Ever since your return to Aldric’s Grove, the chill in the air is as bitter and sharp as a knife. The scent of stew from the General Store’s windows is comforting, almost as much as the teas Ydalir is handing out if you pass by her tent. Nene puts baskets of her fresh produce on every doorstep or before the doors of people’s rooms in the inn, and Evan and Rillian join her sometimes, the two also handing out sweaters or cloaks. It’s not going to be as bad as last year, but a bitter winter is coming. It’s best to be prepared, isn’t it?
As the winter approaches, plantimals busy themselves to prepare as best they can, too. Pinecone squirrels harvest away nuts while one by one birds move as close to warmth as they can — and that may well just be Sehul and Aurora’s domains. The river water is clear as ever and even colder, with only the blessed trees and bushes still flowering and bearing fruit.
Yet nothing prepares anyone for the green mist, knee-high at the lowest, waist-high at the highest. It smells earthy and grassy, almost floral like a garden,and it pours out of
the research hall.
There’s a chill in the air. Something… strange is happening, yet again.
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And you've figured out how to be gentle to yourself? [Considering the fact that Lily admitted to struggling with her own forgiveness, he has his doubts. He doesn't bring it up to call her out, though. If she's somehow figured it out despite that, he'd love to know it.]
Like I said, you don't know me. The things I've done, the things I have to do to survive... Ask anyone familiar with the corps, and they'd say I don't deserve it either.
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The difference between you and me is that I am required, by duty, to commit to immortality.
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Sounds like you'll at least have love with you, for all those long years. [He scratches at his cheek, reaching for something to lighten the mood.] You must be pretty old already, considering the hair.
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( lily laughs. )
I've always had this color icing. ... But yes. I'm the youngest of my companions, but we are all centuries old. Pure Vanilla is older than me by circumstances, and Elder Faerie and Shadow Milk are both from the era when our creators watched over us.
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I'm glad you have people to watch your back. Even if one of them is that Shadow Milk guy.
[He still doesn't trust SM, but he also sounds... significantly more deflated than he did last time they spoke. There's another layer of guilt to add to the pile.]
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...
He's trying his best. Just like we are. He has a lot to make up for. There are some things he's done that even I cannot forgive, and Elder Faerie Cookie has every reason not to as well... But when I was at my lowest, despite having every reason to hurt me more or mock me...
...
He tried to make me laugh again.
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[There is... a surprising lack of malice in those words.]
... I felt bad, you know. Almost calling him a murderer, I mean. [Not going to get into the why of that right now, thanks.] I really don't know him. Or anyone here. Only really got on with Elder Faerie as much as I did because he reminds me of my master.
A lot of people do, really.
[Or maybe he just misses the guy, and is desperate to apply aspects of the only positive role model he knew for years to anyone he comes across.]
People seem to trust you, though. And if you trust him... maybe I should too.
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I think... you should get to know him, and make your own judgement on his personality, but trust that he truly is doing his best to help in this world, too.
I'm glad that you get along with Elder Faerie, though! He's a very dear friend of mine. Pure Vanilla Cookie is also very kind, though he loves very warmly and quickly- he is gentle, but it might be overwhelming if you aren't used to a heart like the sun.
Oh, and Pavlova- he looks to be about your age. He's a sweet boy, even if hes more than willing to defend himself...
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[If he had actually been planning anything with the door, he would have kept what happened a closely guarded secret, right?]
Pure Vanilla Cookie... kinda sounds like a guy I know. [A guy Lily knows, too, for that matter.] Maybe I oughta give him some space for now.
[Genya knows how he is. He'd be a little worried about dimming that light.]
Pavlova's the uh, pink one, right? Think I've seen him around. Seems nice enough.
[From a distance, Pavlova had given him Tanjiro vibes. Which is probably why he'd stayed far away.]
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( she hums thoughtfully. )
You'd be surprised. He is a healer in many ways- including that of the heart and mind. If he comes to you, let him...
And yes. Pavlova's a sweet boy, I love him dearly.
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[He shudders to think of what could have happened to all of them. There are good people in this place. None of them would have deserved a fate like that.]
I... might try. With both of them. I'm not so good with people. You probably picked up on that.