The air is cold, the sky dreary. Ever since your return to Aldric’s Grove, the chill in the air is as bitter and sharp as a knife. The scent of stew from the General Store’s windows is comforting, almost as much as the teas Ydalir is handing out if you pass by her tent. Nene puts baskets of her fresh produce on every doorstep or before the doors of people’s rooms in the inn, and Evan and Rillian join her sometimes, the two also handing out sweaters or cloaks. It’s not going to be as bad as last year, but a bitter winter is coming. It’s best to be prepared, isn’t it?
As the winter approaches, plantimals busy themselves to prepare as best they can, too. Pinecone squirrels harvest away nuts while one by one birds move as close to warmth as they can — and that may well just be Sehul and Aurora’s domains. The river water is clear as ever and even colder, with only the blessed trees and bushes still flowering and bearing fruit.
Yet nothing prepares anyone for the green mist, knee-high at the lowest, waist-high at the highest. It smells earthy and grassy, almost floral like a garden,and it pours out of
the research hall.
There’s a chill in the air. Something… strange is happening, yet again.
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But no, he's here to make amends. Or at least, something close to that. He doesn't want to be friends with the guy, still doesn't trust him for anything, but he's supposed to be trying. After all, he knows what the toll of words can be.
He still hears his own from years ago within his head.]
Not that! [His tone does come out a little sharper than he means, the volume a little louder. He curbs it back with a grimace. It gives him just long enough to notice Shadow Milk's own reaction, but he doesn't quite care enough to ask at present.]
Murderer. That's what I was going to call you.
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[He simmers down a little. Even more surprising, considering one of their first conversations. That mocking tone, his uncertain laughter, it all dies down and Shadow Milk speaks in a surprisingly even tone. He almost sounds normal.]
And yet you would have had every right to call me that, you realize. My hands are soaked in jam- in blood, for you humans, I guess. I may be a deceitful beast, but for something like that, I won't deny things things I've wrought.
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[Even if it's true, and he has no reason to doubt that it is. Unlike Shadow Milk, Elder Faerie has proven to be kind and trustworthy. And that's to say nothing about the fact that Cookie outright admits it. No, it goes deeper than that. The actions and crude exterior, after all, are not unfamiliar to Genya, even if the methods and behaviors are entirely different.]
So. There you go. Sorry. Won't happen again. We can leave it there, right?
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Of course. Though I find the apology unnecessary, I do acknowledge your words.
[It's a novel sentiment. He had no reason to come back and say all this, so that he did speaks of something, doesn't it? A good heart perhaps? Something sentimental?]
Words have power, after all, especially in a place like this.
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[He knows that more than anyone. He's borne the weight of his own words for so many years now, after all. He had witnessed how those words had changed someone dear to him, had destroyed the happiness shared between them.]
Look, I still don't trust you. And maybe I'm not supposed to. But... you didn't have to be worried about the rest of the town when I fucked up. [Genya also acknowledges that Shadow Milk made an effort to conceal his identity during his announcement. He only fails to bring it up because, well, it had been kind of pointless thanks to his own efforts.] So... I can at least acknowledge that you did something right.
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[He turns back to his scroll, not to be dismissive, but because he has a hard time being still. Or perhaps to have the "good" thing he did pointed out makes him feel weird. He returns to putting lines on the map.]
For a character like mine, written the way I should be, you could say I did it only because the people here are more useful to me alive than dead. That would be easy to believe, right?
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Nevertheless, something stands out to him.]
Morrigan didn't seem to think so. The uh. The death person. They said you were trying. So maybe this is you, trying to be better. [Genya wrinkles his nose. He sounds like Tanjiro, when he thinks about it.] And if that is the case, maybe I can relate.
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[WHO said that about him?]
Huh. Really, and of all people they have the most reason to renounce me. How about that.
[They have had their chat by now, and he knows she seems to find him an amusing child more than anything, but to have them say that to someone ELSE is a little...hm.]
Mm, well, perhaps you're better at reading between the lines than I had given you credit for.
[After all, the reason he always phrases things that way, like how the story should go, what acting would be most believable, is often to deflect from the truth.]
Perhaps I have a word, too, that I care not to say.
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[Still, Genya manages a half-smile through his self-deprecation. He appreciates the sentiment, but they don't need to fool themselves with it, either. Even now, he isn't entirely sure what Shadow Milk is trying to say, but he thinks he might have an idea of it?]
It's the one you said earlier, right? The one you thought I wanted to say?
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[One of his colleagues is the Beast of Destruction after all.]
Make no mistake, little rooster. I have no illusions of what I am and what I've done. I know that word is an easy way to describe my very core and I have been called it time and again with very good reason!
[He sighs, he opens his palm and a small mote of light appears, he closes his hand and it disappears.]
But someone made me promise to never be the one to say it about myself, regardless of its Truth, because as you're very aware, words have power.
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I guess I get it. [He's said a lot of bad things about himself, only to have the force of someone contend directly with it. He gets it on more than one level.]
If it helps, it's not the kind of word I'm gonna throw around either. Not with... people at least. [And Shadow Milk, regardless of where he comes from or what he's done, is a person.] 's just being a hypocrite at that point.
[After all, Shadow Milk has seen what he can do, even if he doesn't understand it himself.]