The air is cold, the sky dreary. Ever since your return to Aldric’s Grove, the chill in the air is as bitter and sharp as a knife. The scent of stew from the General Store’s windows is comforting, almost as much as the teas Ydalir is handing out if you pass by her tent. Nene puts baskets of her fresh produce on every doorstep or before the doors of people’s rooms in the inn, and Evan and Rillian join her sometimes, the two also handing out sweaters or cloaks. It’s not going to be as bad as last year, but a bitter winter is coming. It’s best to be prepared, isn’t it?
As the winter approaches, plantimals busy themselves to prepare as best they can, too. Pinecone squirrels harvest away nuts while one by one birds move as close to warmth as they can — and that may well just be Sehul and Aurora’s domains. The river water is clear as ever and even colder, with only the blessed trees and bushes still flowering and bearing fruit.
Yet nothing prepares anyone for the green mist, knee-high at the lowest, waist-high at the highest. It smells earthy and grassy, almost floral like a garden,and it pours out of
the research hall.
There’s a chill in the air. Something… strange is happening, yet again.
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... [He feels so called out, his face is burning again. What the fuck.] Smaller me didn't even know what being gay was, no way.
[So yes—]
......I really needed Ran to tell me I was gay sooner. [HE TRIED TO] He knows exactly how I act, he's the one who trained me, I bet he'd have known.
[HE TRIED TO TELL YOU BECAUSE HE'S IN HIS OWN SITUATIONSHIP WITH HIS OWN WHITE-HAIRED ANIME BOY OF COURSE HE KNEW WHAT ARE YOU FUCKING TALKING ABOUT]
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[He's brushing his hands through Ras' hair as he says this.]
Usually a common stereotype is that big muscular people aren't into things like watching musicals or painting, but the reality could be that that person actually just works out and cares about fitness on top of the arts. You don't have to worry about learning stereotypes. Actually, it's probably better that you don't. They create biases.
[Humaning... is complicated.]
But yeah, I guess you can act gay. The tailor, for example. [you can't be this mean to ain he's trying his best]
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[ Besides maybe their empathy and intelligence, but that aside??? ]
Even you can be confusing at times. Yet, the things that make you "you" are immensely comforting to me, anyway. Is that not strange?
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[He laughs, again, but this one is softer this time. More muted, reverent, and his fingers run through Ras' hair as he gazes up at him. Propped up like this, he has the best seat in the house to seeing all of Ras' little microexpressions, which... aren't many but they're still cute, okay.]
...That has to be true, because clearly I've loved you in other timelines. I just wasn't aware of it until... an houuuur-ish ago.
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On the one hand, it is a nice thought. But on the other, I would truly feel foolish for not disclosing my unending admiration for you sooner.
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["Unending admiration"... Vildred wonders what he did to deserve it. Of all the heroes on Orbis, of all the people Ras could and does choose to surround himself with... why him? Vildred would say he's hardly more important than anyone else. He's a General, sure, but he's also a dork who avoids getting too downtrodden, and he's almost certainly not as strong as his father was (despite the awards) and he definitely isn't some royal with the sway to captivate entire battlefields. He's just... a guy. Just Vildred. Ras could have the world thrice over if he only asked for it, and yet...
His hand falls to the small of Ras' back, the subtle curve of his spine, and his tail lazily drapes over the Heir's legs, the fuzzy tip tickling against Ras' ankle.]
I think the past-life you here must've disclosed it, if it makes you feel better.
[Did they ever have time in their other timelines to get this far...?]
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It doesn't matter, though, he supposes. It's hard to be anxious and upset about something like that when the more important thing is keeping his focus. That Vildred loves him. Truly and genuinely loves him, as Ras always has. It's... hm. He's not sure he knows a human word good enough for this feeling. Relief, love, joy, guilt and surely others all bubble in his heart like a pot that'd been left to boil on too high of heat. He isn't even sure he knows how to convey any of this to Vildred, either. They so casually are together, cuddling on the couch, as if it were something they've grown accustomed to from being together for so long. But this is still new. Maybe not the affection, but the intimacy for sure. ]
What makes you say that...?
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[Intimacy is new. Cuddling, and being too close to each other... maybe closer than "just friends" should be? That's not new at all, and comes instinctively to Vildred without him giving much thought to why he's like this. He truly, really, isn't this touchy with anybody else. Not even his own mother got this many snuggles out of him.
He wonders if he should tell Ras later about the dreams he's been having about the two of them. That feels like a whole other level of intimacy, the sort that comes with a territory deeper than they've ventured so far. Every time Vildred thinks of all the little moments leading up to this one, he can't help but think he's a fucking idiot for being as oblivious as he's been. Regardless, that thread seems like it should be brought up later, considering...
Mm. Vildred carefully tucks his arms against Ras, tail too, and sits up, then starts moving off the couch.]
I think it was the way I saw them... us, kissing. One of the many times. [He doesn't move too far, just to the nearest wall to press Ras against it while still holding him up with one arm. The other is, of course, bracing against the wall proper.] It was like this.
[And then he leans in to kiss Ras, curious himself as to how this is much different than just a standard smooch, and uh.
Yeah this sure is a bit spicier isn't it. He's realising the error of his ways. It does not convince him to stop though.]
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