The air is cold, the sky dreary. Ever since your return to Aldric’s Grove, the chill in the air is as bitter and sharp as a knife. The scent of stew from the General Store’s windows is comforting, almost as much as the teas Ydalir is handing out if you pass by her tent. Nene puts baskets of her fresh produce on every doorstep or before the doors of people’s rooms in the inn, and Evan and Rillian join her sometimes, the two also handing out sweaters or cloaks. It’s not going to be as bad as last year, but a bitter winter is coming. It’s best to be prepared, isn’t it?
As the winter approaches, plantimals busy themselves to prepare as best they can, too. Pinecone squirrels harvest away nuts while one by one birds move as close to warmth as they can — and that may well just be Sehul and Aurora’s domains. The river water is clear as ever and even colder, with only the blessed trees and bushes still flowering and bearing fruit.
Yet nothing prepares anyone for the green mist, knee-high at the lowest, waist-high at the highest. It smells earthy and grassy, almost floral like a garden,and it pours out of
the research hall.
There’s a chill in the air. Something… strange is happening, yet again.
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[Maybe not for himself. He has a rough idea of the bitter end coming for him, and thinks it'll be good for him to be here, with people he knows. Still, he also knows that there are others, Like Min-Gi, that have had pleasant enough lives up until this point.]
Maybe we'll figure out a way for you to choose. I know it's probably a little too late but... Thought that counts, right?
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[He sighs, trying not to look too frustrated with someone he knows had no say in them turning up here.]
I know it's not your fault. We were just starting to take off back home, so the timing is... not great.
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[He can only draw guesses from what he knows about his version of Ryan and Min-Gi. Being able to peep in on others' lives is strictly reserved for those he has direct ties to. Or at least, he thinks that's how it works. Maybe he's just never tried.]
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[Min's assumed until this moment that being able to see their lives only occurs to their own past selves, but now he's left with some hesitancy.]
Taking off is probably overstating it, but we're playing shows. Smaller ones anyway.
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[He may not understand the idea of having a career in music, but he can at least empathize when it comes to being torn away from the things that mattered.]
You'll figure out a way back to it. I'm sure of that.
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You're right. Success would be nice, but the important part was we were living our dream together. I really want to get back to that someday.
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[His cheeks warm as he says it, and he quickly turns his head away.]
I mean. I guess.
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His cheeks heat up just as rapidly, looking anywhere but Genya as he scrambles for words.]
Thank you? I want more too.
[Okay, no. That definitely isn't what he meant to say.]
I-I mean. We're... you know. Trying.
[Musically? Romantically? Min-Gi isn't sure what he means anymore.]
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[He laughs, but it comes out as a sputtering, nervous little sound. Just to have something to do, he shoves his hands in his pockets.]
I'm not very good with that kind of stuff myself. I think it took me years to even look girls in the eyes, let alone understand that I could, y'know, like more than that.
[God, even now he's the worst person to go to, for that.]
I think... whatever you do, it'll be okay. We might not have been the closest in my life, but even I could see how much you two cared for each other. And that's all that matters, right?
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The temptation to backpedal is strong, but Min-Gi knows he can't do that. Not when he's promised he'll work on being open and honest. He hadn't planned for the conversation to go in this direction, but maybe that's made the admission come more naturally than if he'd been agonizing over how he should say it.]
I hope you're right. Things are more complicated where we're from. It's hard to let go of that even if I know Ryan needs me to.
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[Something his counterpart could stand to do, but he's not going to get into all of that. The one thing they had in common were all the years spent trying to take care of family. And he learned first hand just how important it was to put yourself first. Not without falling on his face a few times, but he still learned!]
I know you care about the guy. But that doesn't mean he comes first, at least not all the time. You're not going to be any good to him if you're struggling yourself.
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[Is he? Min-Gi's been struggling since even before he admitted the way he felt to Ryan, but that doesn't mean he's neglecting himself. It's not like overcoming his stagefright. It would be unfair to ask Ryan to hold himself back because of his own insecurities.]
It's going to be hard for me no matter what. I don't want to make Ryan feel like he's got to hold himself back over something he shouldn't feel bad about.