Is it fine to approach him while he's like this? He does his best to avoid the fog and such, even when he's talking to him normally...
...
He does so, for just a moment, as he sets the cutest bento box in front of him. The food inside doesn't look super appetizing, as Mizuki's food usually doesn't, but it is a meal made by him all the same.
"I would offer some healing, but between my amateur usage of it and the fact Miss Callie said it hurts you, I'd do more harm. So I made you food! Because a good meal is the best way to heal! And rest, but I know you just did a lot of that. Sorry you gotta do it again. At least it'll be warmer this time."
He fidgets, unsure really what he can say. He has a lot of questions. He wants Suri to talk about what he's feeling right now. He wants to tell Suri the stuff the Iris said to him. But... he's tired. That isn't fair.
Suri stares for a moment, completely struck. He does not deserve this, he knows it. He is a bastard of a fallen god, a wretched soul who's stewing in his own misery and madness, and he's intent on dragging everyone down with him.
For the first time, his resolve to make everything around him burn in the most agonizing way falters.
After what feels like minutes, he picks it up and ignores that his hands shake.
"... No, regular healing no longer works for me. She is correct. It is born of love, and I have very little left within me anymore..."
And what he does have, is reserved for Zonari and his sisters.
If there is anyone here who understands the amount of effort it takes to kill not only a God of an ever-present eldritch hivemind, but also a World Eater, it's Mizuki. In his mind, of course Suri deserved some kind of repayment? Even if he does not care for the Grove or it's residents, warriors of all kinds deserve their rest after a fight.
Then again, he hasn't always been the best sort of person to make decisions. It's why he actively doesn't!
"I am neither scales nor gavel, Mister the Forest. It's not up to me to decide what you 'deserve'. Even if you did this for your sisters, or for your own reasons, the consequence of that is that you still helped us, dummy." He laughs a little, almost startled that it makes sound this time. "I never understood things like that, anyway. Deserving stuff and consequences - it doesn't make sense. Everyone is going to believe they're justified for their actions in one way or another, right? So then who gets to choose who deserves something? Someone who believes their way is justified? Who chooses the consequences? If it's the divine, then who chooses for the divine? Sounds too complicated of a process for me."
If he pondered too much on it, it made his head hurt. "Retribution"... what does that even do?
"If you're really opposed to taking it, though, I could ask a favor of you? Like an offering~!"
Suri watches the young man almost impassively- or it would seem so if not for the fact that he's practically vibrating with anxiety, energy and exhaustion alike. It would be an interesting debate had he not just spent an entire month fighting only to end with a surprisingly quiet anxiety attack.
After a moment, he cracks a smile.
"And just what could you even ask of me? I am not a giver."
"Um, I suppose, if you could give Elsword his eyes back...? You can take my voice again, too. I'd understand." Pause. "After you rest, of course. Don't try to do anything right now. Do you need help getting back to your home?"
Oh, shit, he actually had an answer. Suri balks for a moment before sighing dramatically.
"I suppose."
He holds out a hand and closes it tight, a flash of light emitting from beneath his fingers before he opens them again. A single longan fruit rests in his palm.
"Have him eat this, though I recommend you not tell him it's from me. I know he detests me so. It's hilarious. After a full night of sleep, his eyes shall be restored."
Oh! Okay! Mizuki holds his hands out and waits for the fruit. He doesn't have the heart to tell him "Oh, actually, everything I know he knows," or anything like that. He just needs to pout at Elsword a bunch, probably.
Mizuki, however, seems delighted. Overly so, perhaps - with one of those sickeningly sweet, bright smiles.
"I told you to rest, first! But... Food for food, huh? Hehe~ it's like we're having dinner together!!" He's not eating it, of course, but just the thought of food being passed is important to one food obsessed jellyfish. Food is... life to him, after all.
"Oh, this is nothing. It's but a simple boon and restorative growth, it's not that hard."
Suri you are regrowing eyeballs overnight with fruit.
He watches Mizuki, frowning slightly despite the joy on the other's face.
"Is it? ... I keep forgetting, you're a strange one..." ... His voice is warm. Fond, even. There's a surge of energy- and surprise- at his name being used, though- he blinks, whipping around to the young man-
... Does he even know what he's done?
... No, no he probably doesn't.
Suri leans down, cupping his cheek with a dark smile.
"I do so love how my name sounds with your voice. Perhaps this was worth it, after all."
It's hard to forget Mizuki is a weird one, so props to you, Suri. There is a brief moment when he puts a hand on Mizuki where Suri will catch the shadows around him grow violent. The tentacles, obscured as always. A wrath of Gods who hold no power here. Who do you think you are? You, who cannot even keep your own kin together? You, who believes grief is all-consuming? You've experienced Our all-consuming grief. Yet you seek to harm Us? The Iris was but trivial compared to Us, Failed One.
But Mizuki does not voice any of the sudden sea of thoughts that aren't his own. Rather, he just looks up from the fruit with a very small pout.
"If you liked it, you would not have taken it, you know. No need for lies with me." Though, he supposes it wouldn't be the first time someone has taken something from him when they liked him. "But! I did get really good at typing, so I got extra strong thumbs now~! Best in the whole world. Hehe."
He's weak now. Is it not the best time to strike? We don't use magic. Don't need it. Never have.
"Oh... Though... with my voice... ᚾᚢ ᛗᚨ ᛖᚲ ᛊᚨᚾᛚᛁᚷᚨ ᛗᛇᛚᚨ ᚢᛁᚦ ᚦᛁᚲ ᛁ ᚦᛁᚾᛁ ᛏᚢᛜᚢ, ᛖᚱ ᚦᚨᛏ ᛖᛁᚷᛁ ᛊᚢᛟ?" « I suppose I can actually speak to you in your tongue now, can't I? »
"It's not a lie. I hated you for quite a while. But you've grown on me." It is a simple truth, and he thinks for a moment. "You're like a fungus like that."
... Gee, thanks.
Still, he would be a fool not to see the flash of emotions that do not suit the man. A shame, he thought that Mizuki would fluster. It would have been cute. Suri lets go, and its for the best that he does when he does it because he's not sure how he would have responded to Mizuki using the olden tongue naturally like that if he hadn't-
«"... So you can. Though I do not understand why you go out of your way for me still. But if you continue, I might have to take you for myself."»
It’s for the best Mizuki isn’t emotional here. When that happens, he gets bitey, and hurting Suri while he’s already recovering from the Iris… Well, Mizuki would feel bad. His tendrils calm, at least. It takes some effort on his part. He does not mind the Seaborn blood intervening sometimes, but he wishes the Firstborn had a little more faith in him. He knows what he’s doing… probably…?
Though, maybe he doesn't. There's a particular tenseness to him to him at those words. He does his best to brush it aside, because of course he does. This is Suri, and he owes it to everyone here at the Grove to not let the prospect of being called "mine" rattle around too much in his skull. He's better than this! He has this! It's okay!
Hh.
« "Oh! Respectfully, I do decline." » How unfair. « "It is not going out of my way in the slightest. I… am not anything special, anyway. Even if you needed help getting home, helping you would not be going out of my way. I quite like walks!
I will say I worry about you being here for too much longer, though. Even if no one has their magic back, there are some that would like for you to hurt more. I'm sure you know that, though." »
"No, none of you shall know my domain. I will not let the lot of you ruin my child's home again. Even if we were due for an upgrade. But you are correct, should you be caught with me I doubt they will take kindly to it."
He's not worried for himself. Even drained as he is, fallen as he has, he is still a God. He is still the sun. Beiwe and Ourania are both weary as well, so they cannot harm each other.
No, Mizuki's the one at risk. (Why does that matter to him-)
"... If you insist, though. Perhaps next time. And... I thank you, Mizuki. Go rest, yourself. I know these months have been... difficult."
"Difficult months hasn't stopped you before, silly," he laughs, waving it off like it's not actually a big deal. It probably should be.
He does pat himself down a moment and grab his phone, before offering it out to Suri. "Before you go, though, I don't really need this immediately anymore, since I can talk now. So, you should take pictures of your interior, so I can see what you've done! Then next time we talk you can give it back to me."
'Next time', he says, so casually as if he hadn't been tortured for fun by this fallen god for the past two years. The fact Mizuki can be so friendly with someone who's only hurt is... well, maybe not surprising. It's just... who he is? If he could even be described as an individual with uniqueness at all is something he would debate, but...
"Oh, it's like... technology. You, ah, okay, so you have to tap the screen like this and hit this button here, and then this white circle takes pictures of things!"
Mizuki will demonstrate, of course, by twisting around and taking a selfie with Suri in it. Sorry, Suri-
Only he's allowed to break his toys, duh. He almost begins to prepare to leave, but then Mizuki is... handing him his phone? Pulling him down for a photo? Mizuki will find Suri to be almost comically startled, wide-eyed and confused above all else.
He blinks. Blinks again. And then sighs, though it isn't out of displeasure.
Mizuki smiles are a dime a dozen, but the one he gives to Suri here, while soft and small, reaches his eyes. His voice falls low, soft, like reverence, "I suppose it is."
Mizuki... understands, to a strange extent. Perhaps it is because his mentor was not much different in this regard. If Cicero had been in Suri's shoes, he may very well have not have done anything much differently. Less wrath, perhaps. More scientific intrigue. He very often pushed people to see what their breaking point was. He very often observed people to see what a "will to live" looked like. He very often put them through trials to see where one's will stopped, and We Many began.
It is why Cicero took such interest in Mizuki. We Many began, but this sea jelly's will did not stop.
Mizuki has so many questions he wants to ask Suri. Wants to know, wants to pick his brain for. That scientific yearning, that endless need to know stories, that hunger. He does not stay, though. He will not follow. It can be done another time.
That, they have abundance of, surely. For now, Suri should find his respite.
"I get that a weird amount? I do not think I am. I am not trying to be, anyway~." He laughs, and takes the time then to make sure Suri has both the bento and his phone and gives his hands the smallest pat before giving a wave good-bye.
"And no worries, Suri. I will check on the goddesses and make sure they are okay in your stead!"
Suri isn't sure what this feeling is. He's not sure how to handle it or what to do with this, or what these twisting, fluttering, tense sensations within are.
What the fuck, honestly.
He stares at the objects in his hands before he realizes-
"Beiwe will pretend she's fine, even when she's clearly not. If you have any sunberries preserved, give her those. Ourania will especially need rest- mint tea will help her chest."
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Is it fine to approach him while he's like this? He does his best to avoid the fog and such, even when he's talking to him normally...
...
He does so, for just a moment, as he sets the cutest bento box in front of him. The food inside doesn't look super appetizing, as Mizuki's food usually doesn't, but it is a meal made by him all the same.
"I would offer some healing, but between my amateur usage of it and the fact Miss Callie said it hurts you, I'd do more harm. So I made you food! Because a good meal is the best way to heal! And rest, but I know you just did a lot of that. Sorry you gotta do it again. At least it'll be warmer this time."
He fidgets, unsure really what he can say. He has a lot of questions. He wants Suri to talk about what he's feeling right now. He wants to tell Suri the stuff the Iris said to him. But... he's tired. That isn't fair.
"Thank you."
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For the first time, his resolve to make everything around him burn in the most agonizing way falters.
After what feels like minutes, he picks it up and ignores that his hands shake.
"... No, regular healing no longer works for me. She is correct. It is born of love, and I have very little left within me anymore..."
And what he does have, is reserved for Zonari and his sisters.
...
"I do not deserve this."
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Then again, he hasn't always been the best sort of person to make decisions. It's why he actively doesn't!
"I am neither scales nor gavel, Mister the Forest. It's not up to me to decide what you 'deserve'. Even if you did this for your sisters, or for your own reasons, the consequence of that is that you still helped us, dummy." He laughs a little, almost startled that it makes sound this time. "I never understood things like that, anyway. Deserving stuff and consequences - it doesn't make sense. Everyone is going to believe they're justified for their actions in one way or another, right? So then who gets to choose who deserves something? Someone who believes their way is justified? Who chooses the consequences? If it's the divine, then who chooses for the divine? Sounds too complicated of a process for me."
If he pondered too much on it, it made his head hurt. "Retribution"... what does that even do?
"If you're really opposed to taking it, though, I could ask a favor of you? Like an offering~!"
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After a moment, he cracks a smile.
"And just what could you even ask of me? I am not a giver."
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"Um, I suppose, if you could give Elsword his eyes back...? You can take my voice again, too. I'd understand." Pause. "After you rest, of course. Don't try to do anything right now. Do you need help getting back to your home?"
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"I suppose."
He holds out a hand and closes it tight, a flash of light emitting from beneath his fingers before he opens them again. A single longan fruit rests in his palm.
"Have him eat this, though I recommend you not tell him it's from me. I know he detests me so. It's hilarious. After a full night of sleep, his eyes shall be restored."
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Mizuki, however, seems delighted. Overly so, perhaps - with one of those sickeningly sweet, bright smiles.
"I told you to rest, first! But... Food for food, huh? Hehe~ it's like we're having dinner together!!" He's not eating it, of course, but just the thought of food being passed is important to one food obsessed jellyfish. Food is... life to him, after all.
"Thank you, Suri!"
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Suri you are regrowing eyeballs overnight with fruit.
He watches Mizuki, frowning slightly despite the joy on the other's face.
"Is it? ... I keep forgetting, you're a strange one..." ... His voice is warm. Fond, even. There's a surge of energy- and surprise- at his name being used, though- he blinks, whipping around to the young man-
... Does he even know what he's done?
... No, no he probably doesn't.
Suri leans down, cupping his cheek with a dark smile.
"I do so love how my name sounds with your voice. Perhaps this was worth it, after all."
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But Mizuki does not voice any of the sudden sea of thoughts that aren't his own. Rather, he just looks up from the fruit with a very small pout.
"If you liked it, you would not have taken it, you know. No need for lies with me." Though, he supposes it wouldn't be the first time someone has taken something from him when they liked him. "But! I did get really good at typing, so I got extra strong thumbs now~! Best in the whole world. Hehe."
He's weak now. Is it not the best time to strike? We don't use magic. Don't need it. Never have.
"Oh... Though... with my voice... ᚾᚢ ᛗᚨ ᛖᚲ ᛊᚨᚾᛚᛁᚷᚨ ᛗᛇᛚᚨ ᚢᛁᚦ ᚦᛁᚲ ᛁ ᚦᛁᚾᛁ ᛏᚢᛜᚢ, ᛖᚱ ᚦᚨᛏ ᛖᛁᚷᛁ ᛊᚢᛟ?"
« I suppose I can actually speak to you in your tongue now, can't I? »
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... Gee, thanks.
Still, he would be a fool not to see the flash of emotions that do not suit the man. A shame, he thought that Mizuki would fluster. It would have been cute. Suri lets go, and its for the best that he does when he does it because he's not sure how he would have responded to Mizuki using the olden tongue naturally like that if he hadn't-
«"... So you can. Though I do not understand why you go out of your way for me still. But if you continue, I might have to take you for myself."»
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Though, maybe he doesn't. There's a particular tenseness to him to him at those words. He does his best to brush it aside, because of course he does. This is Suri, and he owes it to everyone here at the Grove to not let the prospect of being called "mine" rattle around too much in his skull. He's better than this! He has this! It's okay!
Hh.
« "Oh! Respectfully, I do decline." » How unfair. « "It is not going out of my way in the slightest. I… am not anything special, anyway. Even if you needed help getting home, helping you would not be going out of my way. I quite like walks!
I will say I worry about you being here for too much longer, though. Even if no one has their magic back, there are some that would like for you to hurt more. I'm sure you know that, though." »
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He's not worried for himself. Even drained as he is, fallen as he has, he is still a God. He is still the sun. Beiwe and Ourania are both weary as well, so they cannot harm each other.
No, Mizuki's the one at risk. (Why does that matter to him-)
"... If you insist, though. Perhaps next time. And... I thank you, Mizuki. Go rest, yourself. I know these months have been... difficult."
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He does pat himself down a moment and grab his phone, before offering it out to Suri. "Before you go, though, I don't really need this immediately anymore, since I can talk now. So, you should take pictures of your interior, so I can see what you've done! Then next time we talk you can give it back to me."
'Next time', he says, so casually as if he hadn't been tortured for fun by this fallen god for the past two years. The fact Mizuki can be so friendly with someone who's only hurt is... well, maybe not surprising. It's just... who he is? If he could even be described as an individual with uniqueness at all is something he would debate, but...
"Oh, it's like... technology. You, ah, okay, so you have to tap the screen like this and hit this button here, and then this white circle takes pictures of things!"
Mizuki will demonstrate, of course, by twisting around and taking a selfie with Suri in it. Sorry, Suri-
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Only he's allowed to break his toys, duh. He almost begins to prepare to leave, but then Mizuki is... handing him his phone? Pulling him down for a photo? Mizuki will find Suri to be almost comically startled, wide-eyed and confused above all else.
He blinks. Blinks again. And then sighs, though it isn't out of displeasure.
"You are such a confusing thing. But very well."
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Mizuki... understands, to a strange extent. Perhaps it is because his mentor was not much different in this regard. If Cicero had been in Suri's shoes, he may very well have not have done anything much differently. Less wrath, perhaps. More scientific intrigue. He very often pushed people to see what their breaking point was. He very often observed people to see what a "will to live" looked like. He very often put them through trials to see where one's will stopped, and We Many began.
It is why Cicero took such interest in Mizuki. We Many began, but this sea jelly's will did not stop.
Mizuki has so many questions he wants to ask Suri. Wants to know, wants to pick his brain for. That scientific yearning, that endless need to know stories, that hunger. He does not stay, though. He will not follow. It can be done another time.
That, they have abundance of, surely. For now, Suri should find his respite.
"I get that a weird amount? I do not think I am. I am not trying to be, anyway~." He laughs, and takes the time then to make sure Suri has both the bento and his phone and gives his hands the smallest pat before giving a wave good-bye.
"And no worries, Suri. I will check on the goddesses and make sure they are okay in your stead!"
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What the fuck, honestly.
He stares at the objects in his hands before he realizes-
"Beiwe will pretend she's fine, even when she's clearly not. If you have any sunberries preserved, give her those. Ourania will especially need rest- mint tea will help her chest."
...
Okay no he has to go. Bye!!!!