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sticksandbones2026-03-03 08:27 pm
godsfavourite) wrote in sticksandbones2026-03-03 08:27 pm
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Who: Allen + You!
What: Holy clown boy coming to a Grove near you!
When: Beginning of March
Where: ??? Around
Warnings: None yet, will be in headers as the pop up.
I. I've tasted all your sin (Forest entrance)
HMU if you wanna do something else pls I have such a strong muse for my baby boy I'm gonna be SO annoying-
What: Holy clown boy coming to a Grove near you!
When: Beginning of March
Where: ??? Around
Warnings: None yet, will be in headers as the pop up.
I. I've tasted all your sin (Forest entrance)
[ There is, perhaps, not a single person who would say arriving in the Grove isn't jarring. Some woke up here from their own slumber back home, and that is perhaps the smoothest transition you can get, even even that has yet to be graceful. For Allen, one moment he's holding the hand of his friend, trying to wake him up from what he could only assume was a horrific coma, and then next he's... here. His hand clasps in on itself, and he's suddenly looking around in a panic. He knew that the place he'd ended up may very well kick him out of his consciousness. May lend just the right amount of strength for Nea to pull him out of the "driver's seat", so to speak, but... is that what's happening now? Now, when he was so close to saving his friend?II. You've lost your appetite (for sacrifice) (Timcanpy, the Inn)
No.
No, no, no.
The panic sets in as he darts from out of the trees, attempting to look for something, anything that might help him figure out how to get back. It's once he gets into the Grove proper that his eye activates. He has his own questions about that - if he's not in control, where is that coming from? What would his eye see... in his own head? Before he can ponder it for too long, he at least gets one of his answers. What does his eye see? Well.
Death.
It's the first time Allen's seeing souls not attached to something else, but Allen doesn't have time to process that part. Rather, he is trying to remember how to breathe again, because as of now, seeing the horrible visions in front of him - death of his friends, of those he loves, of a fire that isn't really there - all has the air he's trying to get out caught in his throat. It's only once his eye deactivates, the sclera turning from black to white and the red of his eye back to a silvery gray, does he finally have some kind of reprieve from the overwhelm. It's not much. The panic has only gotten worse, after all.
He falls to his knees, gasping for air as if he'd been held underwater for too long. ]
[ Timcanpy is a little golden golem. He is here! He isn't sure why he's here, but he is! How exciting! He's gonna...! He's...!!!III. How can we terminate this parasite (Around the Grove)
...
Where is this!!!!!!!!!! He is going to float out of the inn room he Spawned(tm) in and??? chew on the first person he sees. Hello. ]
[ Fortunately, although the panic attack hits Allen like a train, the fact that he's so fucking hungry does as well. Which means... this is definitely his body. He's not stuck in his head. That's?? Good. Probably. Well, it's not good that he doesn't know where he is, but it's good he's still Him. Does this make sense? No. It doesn't. Fuck, he's SO hungry-IV. If you keep digging up the Host? (Wildcard)
He will very hastily try to find the first person he can and catch their attention with a friendly wave of his normal-looking hand, and in a thick, British accent: ] Cheers! Uh, I have a lot of questions, but... most important, do you know where a bloke might find some food? Preferably, a lot of it?
...
Oh, also, what is that? [ He's, uh, pointing at Moder. ]
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[ He knows they don’t have amazing pull within the Order, but…
He reaches a hand over, gently trying to do something more… physically comforting. For himself more than Kanda, since he’s well aware the other doesn’t care for physical touch that isn’t punching or some other form of violence. It’s this discomfort that makes Allen just gently tug his sleeve in the end.
Allen has always been both a physically affectionate person, while also being aware of other people’s boundaries. That has… made it hard for him to know how to handle Kanda. ]
Besides, you’re a General now. Cross got away with way worse shit, didn’t he? You’ll be okay.
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I'm on your side, and I imagine they're going to try kneecapping me due to it. [Keyword: try.] What leverage does Komui even have these days? Lvellie walks all over him. I was barely able to get out of the Order to look for you without telling them where Alma is buried because that mustache-wearing son of a bitch kept jumping down my throat.
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How cruel.
[ He lulls his head on his knees to look off at Kanda's. His smile is tired, matching the redness of his face from crying so much. ]
...Say, if you don't like Lvellie - and, just to be clear, I don't either - but... if that's the case, why did you out Link? Knowing I think of him as a friend, I mean. He was... just watching, right? You could've just continued to let him. I never would have noticed. And then he wouldn't have been able to follow me when I used the Ark.
You hate Central. You hate CROWs.
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[But Allen knows that better than anyone at this point.
Kanda draws his lips into a thin line, briefly meeting Allen's eyes before he looks down at the floor.]
I don't like him. I think he's lying about at least half his motivations for following after you, and I have a feeling he's eventually going to go back to Central with whatever findings he has and some shit will arise because of it.
...luckily for him, I know people. I know he doesn't have it out for you. As much as I think he's a boot-licking twat, I know he cares. And you... [he huffs.] ...need someone like that. Everything I've done 'til now has been for you.
[...]
Besides, Johnny can't hold his own in a fight. [Don't get hung up on him caring now, he's still deflecting—] And you're fucked without either me or Link there watching out for your stupid ass.
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It's complicated. ] ...I don't know that he will. Especially if Apocryphos... if the Cardinal is still part of Central? I wouldn't be surprised if Link wants as little to do with them as us now. He nearly died, Kanda. As far as I'm concerned, he did.
[ Allen bitterly frowns at this. "Everything I've done 'til now has been for you." Why? Johnny he... understands. He isn't happy about it, but he gets it. They're friends. They love one another in a way that family (sources needed) (🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈) does. Kanda, though? They're only barely friends, right? Before like a week or so ago, Allen was convinced that Kanda still hated his guts. Ugh... ]
...You should know now more than ever how much it bloody stings to hear that. I just told you, didn't I? This "Allen" wasn't even supposed to exist. So many of my friends keep sacrificing, and... for what? So you all will be disappointed or worse in the end?
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...
Ha ha anyway.]
I told you we're goddamn fixing it. It doesn't matter if you weren't supposed to exist. Neither was I, not like I am now, but the point is that you do. Stop being a goddamn jackass about it.
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I suppose none of that fucking matters while we're here, so regardless of who's being the wanker here, it's kind of moot until we can get back to where we were, yeah?
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[We Are Now Back To Acting Like A Child.]
Alright, then. [Aaaand he's getting up.] Let's go figure out where the fuck we are, shall we?
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He squeezes his legs. ]
... Hey, Kanda?
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He turns to face Allen.]
Yeah?
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[ Allen ]
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You're dumb as shit, you know that?
[(Affectionate) (said disdainfully) (you can't know)]
Bakery, bar, or that Middle Eastern place?
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Yes! And please! [ That's not an answer, Allen. ]