[Stan's less aggressive and so it feels like the pressure in the room has eased. He can breathe a little, for now. He drops his hands slowly and looks towards the post card, too.]
But- I know there's something you need to go do, so I can wait. Ford needs your help first.
[He pauses, and then decides to do something a little risky. He steps forward and holds out his hand.]
[This should ring alarm bells, and if this were the real moment or even a dream it might. But this is a memory, and the fact that what Dipper's saying aligns with what the memory wants to do makes it easier to fool him.
Though, he doesn't say anything about going home. It brings up this complicated feeling deep in his chest. He wants to go home more than fucking anything but he can't. He won't. He'll just be turned away because he never earned it. It weighs in him like an anchor, but he can't do anything about it now. Like Dipper said, he has something he needs to go do.
He looks at Dipper's hand, but he doesn't take it. He's still not sure he buys all of this, but...another pair of eyes won't hurt, so he gives a firm nod. It's the closest he'll get to promising anything.]
Yeah, well. ...If you really wanna come, we gotta hurry. Who knows when he wrote this?
[He holds up the postcard, and everything seems to stop for a second. Then, the fire swirls, engulfing Stan and Dipper and everything in the room painlessly--]
[--And drops Dipper in the passenger seat of the Stanmobile. Stan is already driving - they're on a very long road, but the scenery is more of the same: towering blue flames that entirely block the view of where they are on all side. But they sure are in the car!
Stan squints, trying to see any identifying details about anything. There are none. Not a single one.]
Uh. Think I might have taken a wrong turn somewhere? Hey, you there! Make yourself useful and check the map. It's right in the glovebox.
[He waves blindly as if that will help Dipper find it, but Dipper won't have any trouble. It's the road map that's literally on fire. If he starts opening it, it will crumble in his hands, much like an actual flaming piece of paper would.]
[Damn, he was so close. If he could get Stan to take his hand he could maybe pull him out of there. It's fine, he just has to keep trying. He got Stan to agree and that's already a HUGE step in the right direction. If he can continue following after him, he might be able to trigger something lose to get him to wake up.]
[Everything stocks, and he thinks for a moment maybe he did it? But then fire overtakes them, and while he doesn't feel the heat, it causes his heart to stop for the barest moments until the scene resets.]
[Okay, we're here he guesses. We're moving forward.]
--Huh? Oh, yeah sure.
[Oh. It's on fire. That's a problem.]
Hm. Maybe we should stop for directions.
[He says holding the smoldering, probably still on fire remains of the map.]
[When Dipper looks up from the burning map, Stan is gone.
The fire has spread to the car now, since it's noticeably not the Stanmobile, and there are two fiery figures riding with him. The first is driving and chatting with the second, who is sitting in the back acting as a sort of look out. The two are chatting with each other in another language, but even if Dipper knew what one their words are drowned out by the crackling sounds of fire, punctuated by the occasional cruel laughter or shout.
There's a huge spike of fear toward the back of the car that doesn't match either of the figures' body language though. There's a loud metal clanking suddenly, and the second figure leans out the window quick, makes a fist, and bangs it on top of the trunk as hard and loud as he can, while yelling at whatever is in there to presumably can it.
[Hahahaha okay, this is getting pretty bad. He knows what this looks like now, he knows where this might be leading, because he got glimpses of this once, long ago. While he knows the version he saw was not what actually happened in the end, he does not care to test his luck with what this turns into.]
[But that is when Dipper suddenly remembers something very important.]
[He has a gun.]
[Will a gun work on metaphysical mental manifestations of Stan's trauma? He doesn't know, but boy is he about to find out.]
[Whether they know he is there or not, Dipper pulls the azure pine from it's holster and cocks the weapon aiming it at whoever is closest, not that he can really tell them apart like this, they're just flaming ghosts at this point, but there is a furious, harried tinge to his voice.]
[The guy in the backseat is just as freaked out, because this nutjob could whip that gun at him with ease. He looks to the driver and jerks his head toward the trunk.]
[The driver grits his teeth, and swerves roughly enough to leave a skid mark on the road. The car spins and there's screaming from the trunk, and when it comes to a halt it's left sideways. He's hoping this discombobulated Dipper enough for them to be able to jump out of the car and make a break for it. If Dipper allows them to escape, they leave the presumably stolen car and keys behind - and of course, their living cargo in the trunk.]
[It doesn't matter if he doesn't know Spanish at least, because it's clear the message got across. While the swerve definitely jostles him something fierce, he's expecting it to some extent. Expecting the ride to get bumpy, and though his head smacks into the window, he doesn't let it break his eye contact with these fuckers.]
[As they get out and try to flee, Dipper leaves the car, calmly, coolly, and takes aim. It's loaded with silver bullets which as as good as a traditional slug. One shot hits the ground near their feet. The second shot clips a shoulder. He discharges the shells, reloads, and just as the last one is getting out of range, Dipper clips a leg.]
[He could have killed them, his aim is more than good enough. He thinks in this case, it was fine enough for them to suffer. There's nothing satisfying about killing them when he knows this is an illusion. That said, he knows these men had the capacity to kill his uncle, could have killed his uncle, and so his remorse on the matter is simply not there.]
[Each shot hits its mark, exactly as intended. When the hits to the leg and ahoykd make them stumble, they're consummed by the fire surrounding the moment, blending back into the flames like they were never there.
From Stan'sperspective within the trunk, the car spun out of control and gunshots were fired, so really anyone could be out there. Maybe he's just getting rekidnapped by someone else, or maybe they'll get rid of any witnesses.
Or worse - what if they don't know he's there at all and he dies in this tiny trunk with no air?
It's not smart to start yelling right away, no matter how much he wants to. Instead he bites his tongue and listens and hears...footsteps? Coming toward him? Great. So whoever shot at those guys is going to shoot him too, probably.
His heart is pounding in his ears and when the trunk pops open he actually flinches. His wrists and ankles are bound behind him at awkward angles, but he has air again and he breathes, breathes, breathes until it becomes hyperventilation.]
would you believe i had this half typed and forgot to fucking finish it
[Yep, that's more or less what he expected. At least he hadn't started chewing through the trunk yet. Dipper holsters the gun and quickly goes about untying him. He has to get Stan out of here as fast as possible. He can feel the way his panic has been spiking since this part of the memory began.]
[He's pretty sure Stan is about to have an anxiety attack, so, before he can waste anymore time, he is reaching in to haul him out of the trunk. Away from that fucking car, so they can sit on the ground.]
Stan. Grunkle Stan. Can you hear me? Hey-
oh my god you would never (cw: minor emeto mention)
[When Dipper first reaches for him Stan flails like a goddamn fish, thinking that it's probably whoever threw him in here in the first place. Fortunately there isn't exactly a lot of room for him to do so, and he only has so much energy left in him with the amount of panic he's been writhing in, so Dipper will be able to untie him without getting kicked in the face. He'll have to hang on so that Stan doesn't try and push himself out of the trunk as soon as he has a couple of limbs free though.
It takes a bit, but. It does eventually become clear that whoever is there is helping and maybe he should let them. He's still breathing like he's drowning, but Dipper will be able to tug him out of the car, and he only stumbles a little.
They're sitting on the side of the road. Any kind of grounding is difficult in a memory where the details were already lacking, but there's warm sand under his palms. There's a wound in his side, but it isn't fresh anymore so it might as well not be there, aside from a dark rusty stain on his shirt and a hole to match.
Someone's in front of him.
Can you hear me? Hey-
Everything starts to focus a little, but then it hits him too fast and all of a sudden he's nauseous and too aware all at once. His voice shakes.]
Wh-Where'd those guys go? They're gonna put me ba-- fuck!
[He moves like he's going to get up and bolt, but he hisses when he moves wrong. He can't just sit here, he can't just sit here, but apparently all he can do is sit here like-- like a sitting duck!]
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[Stan's less aggressive and so it feels like the pressure in the room has eased. He can breathe a little, for now. He drops his hands slowly and looks towards the post card, too.]
But- I know there's something you need to go do, so I can wait. Ford needs your help first.
[He pauses, and then decides to do something a little risky. He steps forward and holds out his hand.]
We can both go, to Gravity Falls.
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Though, he doesn't say anything about going home. It brings up this complicated feeling deep in his chest. He wants to go home more than fucking anything but he can't. He won't. He'll just be turned away because he never earned it. It weighs in him like an anchor, but he can't do anything about it now. Like Dipper said, he has something he needs to go do.
He looks at Dipper's hand, but he doesn't take it. He's still not sure he buys all of this, but...another pair of eyes won't hurt, so he gives a firm nod. It's the closest he'll get to promising anything.]
Yeah, well. ...If you really wanna come, we gotta hurry. Who knows when he wrote this?
[He holds up the postcard, and everything seems to stop for a second. Then, the fire swirls, engulfing Stan and Dipper and everything in the room painlessly--]
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Stan squints, trying to see any identifying details about anything. There are none. Not a single one.]
Uh. Think I might have taken a wrong turn somewhere? Hey, you there! Make yourself useful and check the map. It's right in the glovebox.
[He waves blindly as if that will help Dipper find it, but Dipper won't have any trouble. It's the road map that's literally on fire. If he starts opening it, it will crumble in his hands, much like an actual flaming piece of paper would.]
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[Everything stocks, and he thinks for a moment maybe he did it? But then fire overtakes them, and while he doesn't feel the heat, it causes his heart to stop for the barest moments until the scene resets.]
[Okay, we're here he guesses. We're moving forward.]
--Huh? Oh, yeah sure.
[Oh. It's on fire. That's a problem.]
Hm. Maybe we should stop for directions.
[He says holding the smoldering, probably still on fire remains of the map.]
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The fire has spread to the car now, since it's noticeably not the Stanmobile, and there are two fiery figures riding with him. The first is driving and chatting with the second, who is sitting in the back acting as a sort of look out. The two are chatting with each other in another language, but even if Dipper knew what one their words are drowned out by the crackling sounds of fire, punctuated by the occasional cruel laughter or shout.
There's a huge spike of fear toward the back of the car that doesn't match either of the figures' body language though. There's a loud metal clanking suddenly, and the second figure leans out the window quick, makes a fist, and bangs it on top of the trunk as hard and loud as he can, while yelling at whatever is in there to presumably can it.
The clanking stops.
The panic skyrockets.]
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[But that is when Dipper suddenly remembers something very important.]
[He has a gun.]
[Will a gun work on metaphysical mental manifestations of Stan's trauma? He doesn't know, but boy is he about to find out.]
[Whether they know he is there or not, Dipper pulls the azure pine from it's holster and cocks the weapon aiming it at whoever is closest, not that he can really tell them apart like this, they're just flaming ghosts at this point, but there is a furious, harried tinge to his voice.]
Stop the car.
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¿̮̜̺̗̹̟̀͐͢͝͝Q̼͉̳̮̭̹̹ͬ͌͠͡ư̢̲̫̳͆é̷̼͕̆ ̗̩̤̒̊́́̚c̷̰̭͍͈͗̑̾̄͐̀̇ͨa̷̵̦̦͉͓͋̎ͦ̓r̶͙̲̜̲̦ͣͧa̱̯̩̠̯̩̅j̬̤̭͔̠̉̚ö̵̡̦̩́͌̉͛̉͂?̨͑̊͑̀̌͠͏̳̻͇
[The guy in the backseat is just as freaked out, because this nutjob could whip that gun at him with ease. He looks to the driver and jerks his head toward the trunk.]
¡̧̣̦̪̟̳̙͆É̟̥ͧ̽͛̈́̑̉ͬ̽l̹̼̟̗̳ͨ͊̾̌ͤͬͤ̓͘͟͡ͅ ̡͍͎̫̞͍̙̹̟̓ͨ̊ͦ̆̾̋̇̽̀n̵̵̥̼̗̦̹̤ͦ́̐̚͡o̱̘̣̪͉ͤͨ̉̓̐ͣ̎̕ ̬͍̤̆̐̿̐ͦͩ́l̨̬̮͙͈̹̞̽̈͛͒̍͝ͅo̶̜̹̦͇͂̽ͬ̄̈́ͨ̀ ̧͖͇̜͖̱͊͠v̬̦̖͈̱͕ͫͬͯ͠a̾͆̉̚҉̴̖̟̳l̶̤̝͉̙̻̮͉̝̓̋͗͂̓͂ͯ̓e̷̢̙̘̽̈͑̋͗͘,̎͆́͏̦̜̫͈͝ ͓̲͉̝̥̘̿̒̒͂͊ͮ͘J̡͉͈̥̺̑ͥ̒ͦͫ̊ͧ̕ö͈̠̹̜̭͉̠́̇ͪ̉r͉̲̖̫͎͍͓͔͋͛̒̔̽́g̿̅̍̈́̓҉̧̤̙͓̰͍̝e̦̗̹͓̖ͯ͋ͨ̄͘͠ͅ!̝̫͆̏̏͊̚ͅ
[The driver grits his teeth, and swerves roughly enough to leave a skid mark on the road. The car spins and there's screaming from the trunk, and when it comes to a halt it's left sideways. He's hoping this discombobulated Dipper enough for them to be able to jump out of the car and make a break for it. If Dipper allows them to escape, they leave the presumably stolen car and keys behind - and of course, their living cargo in the trunk.]
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[As they get out and try to flee, Dipper leaves the car, calmly, coolly, and takes aim. It's loaded with silver bullets which as as good as a traditional slug. One shot hits the ground near their feet. The second shot clips a shoulder. He discharges the shells, reloads, and just as the last one is getting out of range, Dipper clips a leg.]
[He could have killed them, his aim is more than good enough. He thinks in this case, it was fine enough for them to suffer. There's nothing satisfying about killing them when he knows this is an illusion. That said, he knows these men had the capacity to kill his uncle, could have killed his uncle, and so his remorse on the matter is simply not there.]
[He'll walk over to the trunk now with the keys.]
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From Stan'sperspective within the trunk, the car spun out of control and gunshots were fired, so really anyone could be out there. Maybe he's just getting rekidnapped by someone else, or maybe they'll get rid of any witnesses.
Or worse - what if they don't know he's there at all and he dies in this tiny trunk with no air?
It's not smart to start yelling right away, no matter how much he wants to. Instead he bites his tongue and listens and hears...footsteps? Coming toward him? Great. So whoever shot at those guys is going to shoot him too, probably.
His heart is pounding in his ears and when the trunk pops open he actually flinches. His wrists and ankles are bound behind him at awkward angles, but he has air again and he breathes, breathes, breathes until it becomes hyperventilation.]
would you believe i had this half typed and forgot to fucking finish it
[He's pretty sure Stan is about to have an anxiety attack, so, before he can waste anymore time, he is reaching in to haul him out of the trunk. Away from that fucking car, so they can sit on the ground.]
Stan. Grunkle Stan. Can you hear me? Hey-
oh my god you would never (cw: minor emeto mention)
It takes a bit, but. It does eventually become clear that whoever is there is helping and maybe he should let them. He's still breathing like he's drowning, but Dipper will be able to tug him out of the car, and he only stumbles a little.
They're sitting on the side of the road. Any kind of grounding is difficult in a memory where the details were already lacking, but there's warm sand under his palms. There's a wound in his side, but it isn't fresh anymore so it might as well not be there, aside from a dark rusty stain on his shirt and a hole to match.
Someone's in front of him.
Can you hear me? Hey-
Everything starts to focus a little, but then it hits him too fast and all of a sudden he's nauseous and too aware all at once. His voice shakes.]
Wh-Where'd those guys go? They're gonna put me ba-- fuck!
[He moves like he's going to get up and bolt, but he hisses when he moves wrong. He can't just sit here, he can't just sit here, but apparently all he can do is sit here like-- like a sitting duck!]