Ain peeks out between his fingers at Livio, breathes a sigh, and slouches back onto the couch. God, he's so cute. This is so not fucking fair.]
No, no, nothing's wrong, Liv... [His face sure is red, though.] I'm, uh, a little — um... oh, I feel bad, since Miss Melanie always lets me in even though I don't really contribute, that's all.
[oh... well, he drops the sad eyes in favor of a look a bit more sympathetic, less outright worried.]
That? I get it... [he lowers his voice, so she doesn't hear. (she's mom, she always hears.)] I don't feel like I do enough for her, either. [and his regular, still gentle tone again.] But she says not to think about it like that. That you don't gotta have a "use" to deserve food or a bed.
[Somewhere, waking-world Ain is hearing "you don't have to have a use to deserve food or a bed" and he's going mmhm, mmhmm sounds fake, and tossing all that out into the trash.
Current Ain is lying his ass off, though, and has no such issues with being a waste of space so long as someone will provide him space to waste. And for what it's worth, he will do chores when he's over, and he generally doesn't make a mess, just... y'know, lies of convenience and all.
He looks at his guitar case and breathes a sigh, tentatively placing a hand over Livio's before he tries to steal it back and return to being incredibly repressed about all of this.]
Haha... then I'm sure she wouldn't mind me being annoying with my guitar real quick, then...
["Real quick" he says, like he's not secretly hoping this goes extremely well and he gets to hold a boy's hand before marriage. You know, like he tried to do a second ago.]
at the precise time that ain and livio have exactly half a second of hand holding, there's a "blech" sound from the hallway entrance then the patter of retreating feet. livio promptly shoves his hands back in his own lap, under the multiple layers of embarrassment. embarrassment ogre.]
Annoying? You're not annoying. [anymore--
livio blinks, though, as if noticing the guitar for the first time.]
[Ope— yeah, of course, how could Ain have forgotten that there's kids here, and that kids are nosey?]
You're just saying that. [He knows how he is! He's obnoxious! He's just not homophobic anymore. Or in a cult! Character development moments.] I, uh... I wrote a song. Finally. I know I kept telling people I was working on it, and I got it done last night.
[don't worry, ain, that's just his little sister. she promises she's "ew"ing because you're making eyes at livio specifically, not because you're both boys.
stronger than his embarrassment is his concern for ain, so he snaps back up pretty quick.]
No, I'm not just sayin'! I really like bein' around you!! [aaand right back to being shy. a bit flummoxed, even. he feels his face steadily warming up...] You wrote one? Yourself?? [livio doesn't have a creative bone in his body. he can't imagine just conjuring that shit out of thin air.]
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[The way Ain goes red... Ough Livio he's so so into you, help.]
Um... I like being around you too. A lot, actually. Uh— but yeah, I wrote a song. I've been working on it for a little while. The melody came to me, but not the words, for the longest time. I'm not really a wordsmith.
[He pats the top of the case, drumming his nails across it. Nervous... too nervous.]
[Hurriedly, he sets the case flat on the floor and pops it open, taking out a fairly well-loved acoustic guitar. The finish on the wood is a bit scratched around the tuning pegs and the bridge, but it's otherwise in perfect condition.]
Please be tuned...
[He tuned it earlier, of course, but what if he didn't... he plucks an experimental chord or five and decides that it's good, and prays to the Gods that it doesn't go out of tune.
After that, since he has the song memorized, he leans down and grabs the loose sheet music from the case and hands it to Livio.]
Here, uh. It's— s-so you can follow along if you want.
[Ain takes a deep breath, breathes out slowly, takes another... and starts to sing.]
[ohhh... between the dreamy melody and ain's soft voice, livio doens't stand a chance fighting back the cliche feeling of butterflies. he can only look up at ain for so long, everything above his collar feeling fit to spontaneously combust. the sheet music is the perfect excuse to look down, though if ain is paying attention, he'll see that despite his embarrassment, livio is smiling so wide it might hurt.
he's quiet for a moment after ain finishes, still a little too shy to look up at him.]
You're -- [his voice cracks, and he gives a short, mortified laugh.] -- really sweet. [... another laugh, not so muffled, and he chances a glance back up at ain.] I didn't mean -- it's a pun, but I didn't mean it to be. But you are! So... I stand by it. You're real sweet, Ain. Thank you...
[Wheeze. Well, he has the jitters now, and his guitar seems to have gone slightly out of tune while he was finishing the song up, so that's nice. So much for his perfect idea of a confession GOSH!!
Despite himself, he laughs in turn, idly drumming his nails against the instrument.]
Aha, I... I really like you. Like— really like. ...Sorry to put you on the spot like that.
[your perfect idea was not ruined, ain, you're both just flustered shy boys and it's very cute. livio thinks you're cute. like, really cute. cute enough that it takes his brain a few seconds to catch up even though ain literally just sang him a song about being into him. once more, he can't even meet ain's eyes, instead staring extremely intently at the fingers on his guitar.]
M-me? [broken record, over here.] Don't -- don't be sorry! I really [can his voice PLEASE stop cracking, jesus christ] -- like you, too...
[don't worry about it. they're only going to laugh at you two for the rest of your short lives. your very, very short, doomed lives.]
'course I want to! [livio's social anxiety and embarrassment is overriden by his need to appease ain, it seems. not that he's complaining. whatever it takes to break out of his shell, especially if it's for someone else's benefit.] I'd go with you whenever. Right now, even! [why did he say that. he hasn't showered yet today. his hair is a mess. he's probably been crying on reflex.]
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Ain peeks out between his fingers at Livio, breathes a sigh, and slouches back onto the couch. God, he's so cute. This is so not fucking fair.]
No, no, nothing's wrong, Liv... [His face sure is red, though.] I'm, uh, a little — um... oh, I feel bad, since Miss Melanie always lets me in even though I don't really contribute, that's all.
[Girl.]
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That? I get it... [he lowers his voice, so she doesn't hear. (she's mom, she always hears.)] I don't feel like I do enough for her, either. [and his regular, still gentle tone again.] But she says not to think about it like that. That you don't gotta have a "use" to deserve food or a bed.
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Current Ain is lying his ass off, though, and has no such issues with being a waste of space so long as someone will provide him space to waste. And for what it's worth, he will do chores when he's over, and he generally doesn't make a mess, just... y'know, lies of convenience and all.
He looks at his guitar case and breathes a sigh, tentatively placing a hand over Livio's before he tries to steal it back and return to being incredibly repressed about all of this.]
Haha... then I'm sure she wouldn't mind me being annoying with my guitar real quick, then...
["Real quick" he says, like he's not secretly hoping this goes extremely well and he gets to hold a boy's hand before marriage. You know, like he tried to do a second ago.]
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at the precise time that ain and livio have exactly half a second of hand holding, there's a "blech" sound from the hallway entrance then the patter of retreating feet. livio promptly shoves his hands back in his own lap, under the multiple layers of embarrassment. embarrassment ogre.]
Annoying? You're not annoying. [anymore--
livio blinks, though, as if noticing the guitar for the first time.]
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You're just saying that. [He knows how he is! He's obnoxious! He's just not homophobic anymore. Or in a cult! Character development moments.] I, uh... I wrote a song. Finally. I know I kept telling people I was working on it, and I got it done last night.
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stronger than his embarrassment is his concern for ain, so he snaps back up pretty quick.]
No, I'm not just sayin'! I really like bein' around you!! [aaand right back to being shy. a bit flummoxed, even. he feels his face steadily warming up...] You wrote one? Yourself?? [livio doesn't have a creative bone in his body. he can't imagine just conjuring that shit out of thin air.]
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Um... I like being around you too. A lot, actually. Uh— but yeah, I wrote a song. I've been working on it for a little while. The melody came to me, but not the words, for the longest time. I'm not really a wordsmith.
[He pats the top of the case, drumming his nails across it. Nervous... too nervous.]
It's, um. It's dedicated to you.
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Me? [it comes out as a squeak. he, a livio, does not deserve this...
and yet, he sits back and looks up at ain expectantly, like a kindergartener at storytime.]
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[Hurriedly, he sets the case flat on the floor and pops it open, taking out a fairly well-loved acoustic guitar. The finish on the wood is a bit scratched around the tuning pegs and the bridge, but it's otherwise in perfect condition.]
Please be tuned...
[He tuned it earlier, of course, but what if he didn't... he plucks an experimental chord or five and decides that it's good, and prays to the Gods that it doesn't go out of tune.
After that, since he has the song memorized, he leans down and grabs the loose sheet music from the case and hands it to Livio.]
Here, uh. It's— s-so you can follow along if you want.
[Ain takes a deep breath, breathes out slowly, takes another... and starts to sing.]
obligatory sorry i died
he's quiet for a moment after ain finishes, still a little too shy to look up at him.]
You're -- [his voice cracks, and he gives a short, mortified laugh.] -- really sweet. [... another laugh, not so muffled, and he chances a glance back up at ain.] I didn't mean -- it's a pun, but I didn't mean it to be. But you are! So... I stand by it. You're real sweet, Ain. Thank you...
obligatory no i love u
Despite himself, he laughs in turn, idly drumming his nails against the instrument.]
Aha, I... I really like you. Like— really like. ...Sorry to put you on the spot like that.
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M-me? [broken record, over here.] Don't -- don't be sorry! I really [can his voice PLEASE stop cracking, jesus christ] -- like you, too...
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[Oh you two are So delightfully awkward. How many kids are poking their heads out around the corner now to watch these two disasters?]
W-we should... maybe, if you wanted to... you can say no! But we should... go out to dinner some time maybe...
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'course I want to! [livio's social anxiety and embarrassment is overriden by his need to appease ain, it seems. not that he's complaining. whatever it takes to break out of his shell, especially if it's for someone else's benefit.] I'd go with you whenever. Right now, even! [why did he say that. he hasn't showered yet today. his hair is a mess. he's probably been crying on reflex.]