[Gnosis is going to go "flying" (read: stumble an inch or two to the left) before he rights himself. Thanks.
He looks incredibly nervous all of a sudden. What do you mean you like him enough to want him to come over?]
Well, I... I do have a lot of history to study, and I tend to lose track of time...
[Wheezes.
He suddenly stops walking, boldly grabs Enciodes by the wrist, and then just. Shoves that love letter against his chest, bright red and looking at the ground as he does it.]
I meant to give you that. Just— just take it before I change my mind and throw it in the trash with the other thirty drafts of it.
[ Well, all of the maps immediately fall onto the ground. His arms are free now! He fumbles for a moment to get the love letter open and pull it out. He wants to be delicate with it, truly, but he's so excited.
He's gotta read it quick before Gnosis leaves! In fact, just to make sure he doesn't, Enciodes is gonna hold Gnosis' hand once he's got a hand to do so with while he reads. ]
Gnosis, panicked, scrambles to pick up the maps in some bid to distract himself while Enciodes reads his 30th draft of a love letter.]
Enciodes Silverash,
It's been 738 days since I first fell in love with you. You're the first person to make me feel something so ridiculously sentimental and real. I had thought myself immune to such things until the moment our eyes locked for the first time.
I've been rehearsing how to tell you this in my head for too long, and writing drafts that have gone nowhere fast, in some bid to tell you how I feel. If you're reading this one, it made the final cut, though I'm sure I'll eventually regret not throwing it in the garbage for all the embarrassment this entire thing brings me. Realistically, I should have invited you on a date (and you may consider this a formal invitation, if you'd like), but something about you makes my mouth dry up and my throat seize. I cannot properly speak when you're around, or think, or do anything other than make a blubbering fool of myself.
Your charm and wit are unrivalled, and I wish so dearly to hear them every day, but it's the fear of rejection that keeps me from saying anything. I know how childish it must seem to you, the man who has everything, who's so put together that the rest of us look like imbeciles in your presence, for me to confess via letter... but I'm no wordsmith, and I'm far more likely to trip into the river or fall flat on my face if I try verbally.
Accept my formal apology as well for this disaster. I assure you, the other letters are worse.
I love you. Please burn this if you don't return the sentiment and never look at me again.
[ Excuse him while he reads over it twice, just to make sure he's reading everything right. Oh, he had known there were some feelings there. He's not oblivious, after all, but he figured it was just a little baby crush. Something he could subtly tease him about, but... hhh. This is a lot!!! And Enciodes finds himself being flushed himself.
He looks up at Gnosis at last, opening his mouth to say something, closing it, holding the note to him...
...
He closes their distance and immediately presses his lips to Gnosis'. ]
The maps are on the ground again. Gnosis is unfortunately too stunned to try holding onto Enciodes until it's far too late. Whenever they break apart, he feebly reaches for Enciodes' hand with both of his and just sort of nervously holds it, wheezing out a sigh.
[ Enciodes gives the heartiest of laughs, shaking his head. ]
I dropped them first, you goob. It's alright, I'll pick them up in a moment.
[ He is not letting go of Gnosis. Not right now, anyway. ]
...Have you really waited so long to tell me? You know, I've had quite the yearning for you for some time, but I feared your avoidance meant you were unsure.
The avoidance was merely because I'm terrible at confronting my emotions. [It's very much easier to hide and pretend to pick mushrooms than it is to explain to a man you want to kiss him on the mouth!!!] I was terrified you'd hate the idea. You're noble and put together, and I am...
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He looks incredibly nervous all of a sudden. What do you mean you like him enough to want him to come over?]
Well, I... I do have a lot of history to study, and I tend to lose track of time...
[Wheezes.
He suddenly stops walking, boldly grabs Enciodes by the wrist, and then just. Shoves that love letter against his chest, bright red and looking at the ground as he does it.]
I meant to give you that. Just— just take it before I change my mind and throw it in the trash with the other thirty drafts of it.
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...My hands are a little full right now. Should I... read this when I get home? Do you want to just tell me what's inside?
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It's— it's a love note, and you don't have to read it, you could even burn it if you wanted...
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He's gotta read it quick before Gnosis leaves! In fact, just to make sure he doesn't, Enciodes is gonna hold Gnosis' hand once he's got a hand to do so with while he reads. ]
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Gnosis, panicked, scrambles to pick up the maps in some bid to distract himself while Enciodes reads his 30th draft of a love letter.]
Enciodes Silverash,
It's been 738 days since I first fell in love with you. You're the first person to make me feel something so ridiculously sentimental and real. I had thought myself immune to such things until the moment our eyes locked for the first time.
I've been rehearsing how to tell you this in my head for too long, and writing drafts that have gone nowhere fast, in some bid to tell you how I feel. If you're reading this one, it made the final cut, though I'm sure I'll eventually regret not throwing it in the garbage for all the embarrassment this entire thing brings me. Realistically, I should have invited you on a date (and you may consider this a formal invitation, if you'd like), but something about you makes my mouth dry up and my throat seize. I cannot properly speak when you're around, or think, or do anything other than make a blubbering fool of myself.
Your charm and wit are unrivalled, and I wish so dearly to hear them every day, but it's the fear of rejection that keeps me from saying anything. I know how childish it must seem to you, the man who has everything, who's so put together that the rest of us look like imbeciles in your presence, for me to confess via letter... but I'm no wordsmith, and I'm far more likely to trip into the river or fall flat on my face if I try verbally.
Accept my formal apology as well for this disaster. I assure you, the other letters are worse.
I love you. Please burn this if you don't return the sentiment and never look at me again.
~ Yours
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He looks up at Gnosis at last, opening his mouth to say something, closing it, holding the note to him...
...
He closes their distance and immediately presses his lips to Gnosis'. ]
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The maps are on the ground again. Gnosis is unfortunately too stunned to try holding onto Enciodes until it's far too late. Whenever they break apart, he feebly reaches for Enciodes' hand with both of his and just sort of nervously holds it, wheezing out a sigh.
This is an adult man btw.]
U-um. [WHEEZE] S-sorry for dropping your maps.
[Gnosis.]
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I dropped them first, you goob. It's alright, I'll pick them up in a moment.
[ He is not letting go of Gnosis. Not right now, anyway. ]
...Have you really waited so long to tell me? You know, I've had quite the yearning for you for some time, but I feared your avoidance meant you were unsure.
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[Sucks in a breath through his teeth.]
...kind of a disaster, honestly.