[ "I don't want to" rises to his lips but dies there. Frustration takes it's place in his throat instead. No one has any right to be making requests of him. A.B.A. yelling and screaming at him, making herself the victim because he can't be Pure Vanilla, won't let her belittle him.
Wolfwood telling him to give the man who walked away from him time, with no regards to how it made him feel.
Even when he's trying.
His grip tightens on his staff and the shadows under them both shift a little, eyes blinking open to stare at Wolfwood. Then he merely turns around and begins to walk away back towards the Inn. ]
[The Wolfwood from the past, the one newly arrived to the Grove and distrusting of everyone, would have just let Truthless leave without another word. Maybe thrown some sort of angry comment in his wake. And maybe he should just let him go, since he's clearly just making it worse.
But that doesn't stop him from taking a step forward, even as Truthless leaves.]
Wait. Hang on a sec.
[And even if he doesn't wait, he'll keep talking-]
Look, I'm. Sorry. I know I ain't good at this shit. I get that. I still don't really get...any of this. Just...
[...]
Forget all that I said. You should focus on what you wanna do, right now. The rest of us will...
[Learn to live with it. Even if it means never seeing Pure Vanilla's smile again. As much as that hurts.]
We'll be alright. What you do for yourself is what matters more than anythin' else.
[ For his part, Truthless does stop to the cry of wait. He listens, and a whisper of a thought comes back to him.
And you... do you know what you desire?
What does he want to do? He wants to head back to the Inn and be left alone. What does he WANT? He wants to stop trying. He wants to give up. He wants the ache of Pure Vanilla out of him, so he can stop caring entirely.
He wants...
He tilts his head back and looks up towards the unnatural night, half expecting to see Shadow Milks eyes grinning back at him. ]
[Wolfwood stands in Truthless' wake, his expression falling because he really doesn't know if he got through to him at all or not. If anything, it just sounds like he pissed him off more. Tracks...
He sighs and shakes his head, pushing his hands back into his pockets.]
Yeah. Take care.
[He'll leave the other to his own devices, then, hobbling off towards the Inn while picking his way around what visible bits of the Brand he can make out on the ground.]
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Wolfwood telling him to give the man who walked away from him time, with no regards to how it made him feel.
Even when he's trying.
His grip tightens on his staff and the shadows under them both shift a little, eyes blinking open to stare at Wolfwood. Then he merely turns around and begins to walk away back towards the Inn. ]
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But that doesn't stop him from taking a step forward, even as Truthless leaves.]
Wait. Hang on a sec.
[And even if he doesn't wait, he'll keep talking-]
Look, I'm. Sorry. I know I ain't good at this shit. I get that. I still don't really get...any of this. Just...
[...]
Forget all that I said. You should focus on what you wanna do, right now. The rest of us will...
[Learn to live with it. Even if it means never seeing Pure Vanilla's smile again. As much as that hurts.]
We'll be alright. What you do for yourself is what matters more than anythin' else.
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And you... do you know what you desire?
What does he want to do? He wants to head back to the Inn and be left alone. What does he WANT? He wants to stop trying. He wants to give up. He wants the ache of Pure Vanilla out of him, so he can stop caring entirely.
He wants...
He tilts his head back and looks up towards the unnatural night, half expecting to see Shadow Milks eyes grinning back at him. ]
... Go to the Inn, Nicholas. Rest.
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He sighs and shakes his head, pushing his hands back into his pockets.]
Yeah. Take care.
[He'll leave the other to his own devices, then, hobbling off towards the Inn while picking his way around what visible bits of the Brand he can make out on the ground.]