So you're from the future... but you're back here, which means it didn't end. And that's supposed to make me trust you? Do you know what you're talking about?
[Maybe the loops wouldn't be as bad if they had a few months to live through instead of a couple days, but it's still not very encouraging. They would prefer no looping, thanks. No more going through the house, no more struggling, no more repeating the same conversations and the same jokes in the same places...
Still up in the air if this is even the real Odile talking to them (the real Dile... stars that's a good one actually).]
[ It takes a second for her to smooth the grief from her expression. She was right. If this is Loop before they Changed, then she can't help them, can she? Of course, this is a memory, nothing she did would have mattered anyway. But it's such a blow to be right here, to have the answers, and still be completely powerless.
She shakes her head. ]
I'm not looping. I'm not sure exactly how it works, but I'm... a guest, I suppose, in this time and place. When I leave I'll be where I was, as if I never left.
[Even if she's not real, it still stings. The first time anyone has tried to help, and she's still going to leave? What's the point in trying to give them hope when she won't explain anything, won't tell them what they have to do, and won't even stay to help? Is that really what she'd do if she found out?
... oh. Hah! That's it, isn't it? She said was going to leave anyway... is this what she's been like all along? Did they read too much into it all?
This whole time, they thought that maybe their friends cared about them, but when they finally reach out and ask for help... have they really been so stupid?]
I get it. You still need me to... do whatever it is that fixes this, right? So you can go back to your life in Ka Bue?
Well... forget it! I quit! Go save the world yourself, since you're smart and know everything already~
[ Her emotions under control now, she levels a determined glare at them. ]
I know that I'm able to leave. I don't know what will happen if I choose not to.
To be clear, since you seem to have the wrong idea:
I am choosing to stay by your side regardless of your decision because you're a dear friend and I am worried about you. Not because the King is freezing Vaugard in time, not because I need you to do anything, but because I care about you and want you to be happy.
[... all of this has been a lot to try to process, and they already feel like they reached their limit long ago. So maybe this is real, or it's not. Maybe Odile never cared about them at all, or maybe she did! Does it matter anymore? Does anything?
They sigh, anger fading back into apathy. They don't have the energy to keep this up.]
I'm tired. I just want to rest.
[... that star has had plenty of time to fall, now close enough to bathe them both in its soft waves of light. It thrums, warm and sweet and overflowing with Craft.
They hold out their palms to catch it, because it's what the script would call for.]
[Oblivion is all they really want at this point. An eternal, uninterrupted peace. If they could go back and change their wish, they would've made that part clearer.
... but it's too late for that now, isn't it? Even if they changed their mind here, this is only a memory. Nothing can take back what's already been done. This isn't a mistake that can be looped away, no matter how much they wish for it, no matter what wild scenarios they imagine. The facts are already set in stone.
That day, at their lowest moment, they were utterly alone. What could they do but accept the Universe's help?
They stare into the light cradled in their hands. Knowing what comes next, it's a lot less appetizing than before.]
... It's okay. You don't have to keep pretending for me.
[ She keeps her eyes on their face. She hates this. She hates hearing them talk about longing for death. She hates knowing what they end up with instead. She hates that she didn't get to hear it from them. She hates that any of this happened at all. But like it or not, she's here, and pointless as it is she can't stand the thought of allowing them to go through this alone. ]
You're smart, Researcher. I know you must've figured it out by now.
[They've already shown too much to try and hide it. Oh well, haha! This is what they get for not saying it sooner!
Stars, this is somehow even worse than their first attempt at a confession. At least back then they had the decency not to make a big show out of it... she didn't ask to see this. She shouldn't have to.]
I'm not your Siffrin. What happened back then was my own fault, you don't have to keep feeling sorry for me.
Besides, you wouldn't exist at all if I'd succeeded! So it's fine! It had to happen. You understand, right?
But it is, isn't it? I made the wish, and I couldn't handle it. My fault.
... I believe you when you say you mean it, but you don't need two Siffrins. It's fine, really! You don't have to change anything. Just treat me as the same old Loop you always have.
[They've gotten to know each other here for awhile, after all. They're not strangers. They were going to tell her eventually! The Fighter knew, and nothing really changed after that! They can still be... housemates, or allies or whatever, just like before, and the only difference is she knows a weird little fun fact about them now.]
[ They don't need two Siffrins? She can argue that it isn't their fault another time. She frowns and crosses her arms. ]
You may have been the same to start with, but the two of you are clearly different people now. And even if you were still the same, I don't recall agreeing to any rule that limits the number of people I can have in my life.
I had my suspicions to begin with. I had hoped to hear it from you by choice, not by being dropped into your memories against your will. I apologize for that.
Hah! It's fine. You didn't come here on purpose. I was going to keep putting it off anyway, so it's better to just... get it over with!! Rip that bandaid!
[they are Not Okay with any of this, actually, but if they keep saying they are maybe they'll get over it faster. this is definitely how that works.
They start to juggle the star a little, as it's getting uncomfortably hot to keep holding like this. They didn't really give themselves much time to think about it back then, but wow, this thing is seriously a hazard, it's not even subtle. Why did they ever think sticking it in their mouth was a good idea? Is this just how Wish Craft works sometimes, or were they already fucking it up trying to eat the damn thing? Stars, that would be their luck...]
Well... we're both awake now, so I guess that's the end of the show! You said you knew how to leave, right? I'll be right behind you!
[... They have to think about that one. They don't actually... remember how they got here. Or what they were doing before. Which isn't that unusual, but.]
... I think I came in a different way than that. [the temptation of stargazing might've been a trap]
[ She was afraid they might say that. Either they're trapped in that stuff right now, or they're... a memory of consciousness, maybe? She knows she isn't really here. Maybe they aren't either. ]
If I can't contact you when I go back, I'll come and find you.
I guess I'll see you soon, Researcher. Watch your step out there! Wouldn't want to get stuck trying to save someone else!
[That smile is really starting to strain their face... maybe not having a mouth wasn't so bad after all. Please, just leave so they can die alone in peace.]
[To them, she fades, and they're left standing alone once more... but the ghosts still linger, unbeknownst to Loop. They wait a little while before taking their final bows—the explosion of burning light that follows doesn't translate well to this shadowy illusion, but the details here aren't important. Their form jolts, flickers, then burns away, leaving not a trace behind.
...
Yeah, they're not answering. If she's lucky, they collapsed somewhere before climbing onto a roof.]
[ WELL time to assemble the search party. Starting with somebody more comfortable with heights than she is, since they might just be asleep or something. ]
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So you're from the future... but you're back here, which means it didn't end. And that's supposed to make me trust you? Do you know what you're talking about?
[Maybe the loops wouldn't be as bad if they had a few months to live through instead of a couple days, but it's still not very encouraging. They would prefer no looping, thanks. No more going through the house, no more struggling, no more repeating the same conversations and the same jokes in the same places...
Still up in the air if this is even the real Odile talking to them (the real Dile... stars that's a good one actually).]
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She shakes her head. ]
I'm not looping. I'm not sure exactly how it works, but I'm... a guest, I suppose, in this time and place. When I leave I'll be where I was, as if I never left.
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[Even if she's not real, it still stings. The first time anyone has tried to help, and she's still going to leave? What's the point in trying to give them hope when she won't explain anything, won't tell them what they have to do, and won't even stay to help? Is that really what she'd do if she found out?
... oh. Hah! That's it, isn't it? She said was going to leave anyway... is this what she's been like all along? Did they read too much into it all?
This whole time, they thought that maybe their friends cared about them, but when they finally reach out and ask for help... have they really been so stupid?]
I get it. You still need me to... do whatever it is that fixes this, right? So you can go back to your life in Ka Bue?
Well... forget it! I quit! Go save the world yourself, since you're smart and know everything already~
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[ Her emotions under control now, she levels a determined glare at them. ]
I know that I'm able to leave. I don't know what will happen if I choose not to.
To be clear, since you seem to have the wrong idea:
I am choosing to stay by your side regardless of your decision because you're a dear friend and I am worried about you. Not because the King is freezing Vaugard in time, not because I need you to do anything, but because I care about you and want you to be happy.
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[... all of this has been a lot to try to process, and they already feel like they reached their limit long ago. So maybe this is real, or it's not. Maybe Odile never cared about them at all, or maybe she did! Does it matter anymore? Does anything?
They sigh, anger fading back into apathy. They don't have the energy to keep this up.]
I'm tired. I just want to rest.
[... that star has had plenty of time to fall, now close enough to bathe them both in its soft waves of light. It thrums, warm and sweet and overflowing with Craft.
They hold out their palms to catch it, because it's what the script would call for.]
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Even if you come back as someone different.
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[Oblivion is all they really want at this point. An eternal, uninterrupted peace. If they could go back and change their wish, they would've made that part clearer.
... but it's too late for that now, isn't it? Even if they changed their mind here, this is only a memory. Nothing can take back what's already been done. This isn't a mistake that can be looped away, no matter how much they wish for it, no matter what wild scenarios they imagine. The facts are already set in stone.
That day, at their lowest moment, they were utterly alone. What could they do but accept the Universe's help?
They stare into the light cradled in their hands. Knowing what comes next, it's a lot less appetizing than before.]
... It's okay. You don't have to keep pretending for me.
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[ She keeps her eyes on their face. She hates this. She hates hearing them talk about longing for death. She hates knowing what they end up with instead. She hates that she didn't get to hear it from them. She hates that any of this happened at all. But like it or not, she's here, and pointless as it is she can't stand the thought of allowing them to go through this alone. ]
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[They've already shown too much to try and hide it. Oh well, haha! This is what they get for not saying it sooner!
Stars, this is somehow even worse than their first attempt at a confession. At least back then they had the decency not to make a big show out of it... she didn't ask to see this. She shouldn't have to.]
I'm not your Siffrin. What happened back then was my own fault, you don't have to keep feeling sorry for me.
Besides, you wouldn't exist at all if I'd succeeded! So it's fine! It had to happen. You understand, right?
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Do you really trust me so little? I haven't said anything I didn't mean. And whether it had to happen or not, none of this has ever been your fault.
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... I believe you when you say you mean it, but you don't need two Siffrins. It's fine, really! You don't have to change anything. Just treat me as the same old Loop you always have.
[They've gotten to know each other here for awhile, after all. They're not strangers. They were going to tell her eventually! The Fighter knew, and nothing really changed after that! They can still be... housemates, or allies or whatever, just like before, and the only difference is she knows a weird little fun fact about them now.]
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You may have been the same to start with, but the two of you are clearly different people now. And even if you were still the same, I don't recall agreeing to any rule that limits the number of people I can have in my life.
I had my suspicions to begin with. I had hoped to hear it from you by choice, not by being dropped into your memories against your will. I apologize for that.
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[they are Not Okay with any of this, actually, but if they keep saying they are maybe they'll get over it faster. this is definitely how that works.
They start to juggle the star a little, as it's getting uncomfortably hot to keep holding like this. They didn't really give themselves much time to think about it back then, but wow, this thing is seriously a hazard, it's not even subtle. Why did they ever think sticking it in their mouth was a good idea? Is this just how Wish Craft works sometimes, or were they already fucking it up trying to eat the damn thing? Stars, that would be their luck...]
Well... we're both awake now, so I guess that's the end of the show! You said you knew how to leave, right? I'll be right behind you!
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Do you know how to leave? I don't know how all this works, but I do know that people have gotten trapped in that... web-like material.
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... Wait, you're not actually stuck in that, are you?
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No. There are... things, in town. Like ghosts, almost. They have a way of capturing your attention, but they don't seem to be harmful.
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[... They have to think about that one. They don't actually... remember how they got here. Or what they were doing before. Which isn't that unusual, but.]
... I think I came in a different way than that. [the temptation of stargazing might've been a trap]
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If I can't contact you when I go back, I'll come and find you.
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I guess I'll see you soon, Researcher. Watch your step out there! Wouldn't want to get stuck trying to save someone else!
[That smile is really starting to strain their face... maybe not having a mouth wasn't so bad after all. Please, just leave so they can die alone in peace.]
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See you soon.
[ And slowly, she fades away.
Back in reality, she tears herself away from the ghost that caught her attention and immediately calls Loop. ]
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...
Yeah, they're not answering. If she's lucky, they collapsed somewhere before climbing onto a roof.]
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