[This is far better than he could have hoped for. Both arms quickly wrap around Kiera, holding them close. He doesn't give a damn about the blood they're stained with (it's only an illusion after all) and only a fraction of a damn at how small they feel in his arms (it's an illusion, but damn the bitch to hell for making them feel this way.]
She won't hurt me. Or you. I won't let her. [He isn't just talking a big game. Loath as he is to lean away from their embrace, he does so just enough to show them a flame cupped within his hand.] Castilla's always hated me for the risk I posed, right? Might as well make them recognize it for what it's worth.
[But that can come later. He goes right back to holding them, flame gone completely.]
You're safe. I'm not leaving you alone. Not again.
[as much as they should fear fire, they remember learning to embrace luca's flames. the hearth. safety. family. kiera doesn't flinch away, but they also aren't entirely comforted.]
I'll never be safe. No matter how far I go, or -- or how much I hide. You can't fight her, Luca, she'll kill you. Promise me you won't. Promise.
I have no intention of seeking her out. [He can't bring himself to promise it outright. If the woman were to come back, to try to snatch Kiera away, there was no guaranteeing he wouldn't lift his blade.]
I have to protect you. I've done a shit job of it the last few years, I know, but...
[He squeezes them as careful as they can. He remembers the late nights. The nightmares. They didn't have to share a bed, but they did more often than not because Luca wanted them to know they were safe.] I'm your big brother. I swore I'd keep you safe.
[luca's in luck -- in the child-brain, they don't fully register the lack of a true promise. they just cling to him, trying to hold on to that sense of safety. but it's hard, here.]
I don't want you to protect me. I don't want you to get hurt for me. I just -- want to go home.
Don't worry, I'll get you home. Warm and safe by the hearth, with Giselle and Father to tend to you.
[It hurts his heart to say, knowing that none of that is possible. But perhaps, as long as they find themselves within this dream, it would be easier to believe. Kiera seems lost enough in the illusion, at least. And with nothing more to do, he's scooping them up. It's the first time he's ever been able to do this. They've always either been the same height, or Kiera far taller than him.]
[ironically, this reminds them of cyrus, and not simply because luca just mentions him. though their father was never physically fit enough to carry her like this, a close snuggle in bed following one of those nightmares or on the sofa as a family wasn't too far off. the window in which kiera allowed it back then was so narrow; by the time she was comfortable enough to consider the aureliuses her true family, she was soon to be too big for such childlike things.
they know enough to understand that luca's words are a lie; there is no father, no home to return to. but maybe, at least just for the time being, they can let themself pretend. let herself imagine the warmth of their father's presence, picture his face, as he was both when they were children and on the verge of adulthood, not knowing at the time that one of those days would be the last she saw him alive.]
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She won't hurt me. Or you. I won't let her. [He isn't just talking a big game. Loath as he is to lean away from their embrace, he does so just enough to show them a flame cupped within his hand.] Castilla's always hated me for the risk I posed, right? Might as well make them recognize it for what it's worth.
[But that can come later. He goes right back to holding them, flame gone completely.]
You're safe. I'm not leaving you alone. Not again.
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I'll never be safe. No matter how far I go, or -- or how much I hide. You can't fight her, Luca, she'll kill you. Promise me you won't. Promise.
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I have to protect you. I've done a shit job of it the last few years, I know, but...
[He squeezes them as careful as they can. He remembers the late nights. The nightmares. They didn't have to share a bed, but they did more often than not because Luca wanted them to know they were safe.] I'm your big brother. I swore I'd keep you safe.
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I don't want you to protect me. I don't want you to get hurt for me. I just -- want to go home.
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[It hurts his heart to say, knowing that none of that is possible. But perhaps, as long as they find themselves within this dream, it would be easier to believe. Kiera seems lost enough in the illusion, at least. And with nothing more to do, he's scooping them up. It's the first time he's ever been able to do this. They've always either been the same height, or Kiera far taller than him.]
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they know enough to understand that luca's words are a lie; there is no father, no home to return to. but maybe, at least just for the time being, they can let themself pretend. let herself imagine the warmth of their father's presence, picture his face, as he was both when they were children and on the verge of adulthood, not knowing at the time that one of those days would be the last she saw him alive.]