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Entry tags:
- !event,
- !tdm,
- alien stage: till,
- arknights: flamebringer,
- arknights: mizuki,
- cookie run: pure vanilla cookie,
- cookie run: shadow milk cookie,
- cookie run: white lily cookie,
- elsword: add,
- elsword: ain,
- final fantasy xvi: dion lesage,
- final fantasy xvi: joshua rosfield,
- gravity falls: dipper pines,
- infinity train: min-gi park,
- original: kiera canorus,
- original: luca aurelius,
- original: sidney wolfe,
- original: valentine,
- trigun: livio,
- trigun: vash,
- trigun: wolfwood
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But he stops before he can. He can't blame them for their fear. They're both familiar with venom black as night, the feeling of losing someone because they didn't try hard enough. How could he ever begrudge her desperation.
The clinic won't help. It may only make things worse, but if it will make Kiera feel better for even a few minutes. he'll allow it. Despite his best instincts, he nods. Unfortunately, he swiftly finds that the movement leaves him unbalanced. His entire body begins to pitch forward, and he can't seem to find the strength to lift his arm to brace himself against the fall.]
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they catch him, just barely, arm tightening around his back. at this point, they don't seem to have a choice in staying or going. given that his legs won't work anymore, they finally allow him to lower to the ground, and they join him.
even now, they sense his irritation, but even worse, they smell the beginnings of fear. just the slightest hint, but -- beasts. out of every emotion, fear has always been the most enticing to kiera. but as it comes off of luca, they find themself repulsed and horrified and... helpless. they can't bring themself to make good on their word. their heart pounds in their chest, in their throat and ears. kiera has never been one to allow panic to rule them, or to pretend like a horrible situation is just a dream or a test of faith. so why do they feel so desperate for a pinch or a miracle?]
Luca. [they hate the way their voice trembles.] You can rest for a moment, but you have to keep speaking to me.
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His head lolls, resting upon her arm. A sigh leaves him, as he tries to find something to say.]
'm sorry. Didn't mean to get you so worked up.
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Don't apologize. [they immediately sigh hard as soon as the words leave their lips.] No, do, actually. You should never have put yourself between that thing and me. [... and they wilt.] I should never have let you work so soon after envenomation.
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[He casts his mind out, expecting to hear another irritated harrumph. Instead, his mind simply echoes back at him, an endless void within his own mind. He grasps again at the connection, but can only feel the faintest flicker of flame.]
Ki - [They'll feel the brief spike of panic, even as he cuts himself off. Whatever happens, he can't tell them. He won't scare them in these final moments. He doesn't want it to be a bleak and hopeless rush for naught. Not when they can enjoy the spring breeze.]
- reminds me of when the snows first melted. When I took you by the hand and showed you the orchards. When we found the first dandelions.
'm sorry I haven't been that boy for so long.
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Beasts, shut up, Luca. [there's no venom in their words, only something small and pitiful, like the child luca dragged across the estate.] Don't say that. Don't apologize for... being you.
[... they realize that before this moment, they haven't really accepted that this is luca, now. for so long, they've wanted him to be as he was. the innocent child in him is just as dead as the one in their own soul. and maybe it hurts knowing about themself, too... but that's something they can dwell on later, when luca is healed.
kiera knows it's useless. knows it's all but spitting in the face of all the suffering luca has endured over the years since cyrus' death. but they regress, anyway. luca might recall a time when a young kiera believed they were alone, crouched in front of the phoenix's effigy and thanking it for their family.]
Please. He's all I have left. [and echoed words that luca himself won't remember.] I've been faithful to You most of my life and only ever asked You for one thing. I fully intend to keep my word, but I can't if You let him die. Fight this False Beast -- find the strength to heal him.
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'n here I thought you hated this me. [He tries to laugh, but it turns into a cough that rattles his entire body. He curls tighter against Kiera afterward, thoroughly exhausted from the effort. He doesn't even realize his eyes have slipped closed.]
forgive you... if you did. Always will. [His hand clutches against whatever part of them he can reach.] Always'll love you.
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Never, Luc. I've never hated you. I -- [he chokes on his own laughter, and she chokes past more tears. they pull him tighter to their body, subconsciously trying to keep him close.] I hate myself. Hate that you had to become this way. That you're not happy anymore. That I couldn't protect you, or Father...
[once more, she shakes her head, but it's softer this time. resigned, like he is.] Don't say that. You're not going anywhere.
Please.
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[Luca glances up, eyes slowly opening. His vision is so blurry that he can't see specifics, but he can still make out the purple of her eye through the murk. He does his best to hold her gaze, even as his strength wanes.]
Who says 'm not happy, Ki? Got my sibling back, didn't I? Still - get to see father every day. Can't ever forget his face now, huh? 'n I finally... stole a man from you.
[He cracks a grin, only for it to shatter as he coughs. He tries to lift his hand fast enough to cover up the blood that puddles forth, but Kiera will surely know that it's there.]
But you're right. Not going anywhere. Still got my baby sibling to protect. [Despite his attempt at assurance, Luca's eyes close. His head lolls, coming to rest against her lap once more.]
Won't - leave you again - [With each word, his breath becomes more and more labored. Speaking is exhausting. He simply wants to sleep, but he can't. There's so much more to say, so little time to say it.]
Ki-Kiera A-aurelius.
[He smiles, faint but there all the same. It tries so hard to be reassuring despite the blood smeared on his lips, and the pain pinching his brow. He doesn't want her to be afraid for him, not right now.
It's why he has to hang on.
Just a little longer.
Just a few more breaths. One quivering inhale, a staggered exhale.
And then? Nothing.]
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no, she allows him to fade in her arms, like a pathetic, weak coward. the moment his last breath shudders, her tears cease to fall.
she waits. waits for the phoenix to make good on its ability, as luca has long insisted it will. she waits.
and waits.]
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if she does, it's only for a few moments, to slip inside her quarters and retrieve the aurelian reserve he gifted her months ago. her perception of time comes and goes, and before she half realizes what she's done, luca's lifeless body lays upon a stack of hay bales pulled from storage, drenched in the wine their father bottled with his own hands.
if the phoenix won't, or can't burn him, she will. she may not have magical flame, but she knows how to use a match.
traditional funerary rites dictate that cremations be observed, but kiera's mind is slipping further away from her. the red of the flames overtakes her vision and her thoughts like blood.
she only remains long enough to confirm that the pyre will take. then she turns and walks directly into the forest path.]