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[eidxiety]

Hi... has anyone seen Aventurine? Hopefully alive?? :(

I'll even take "at all" at this point.

He's tall, has fluffy blonde hair, gorgeous eyes that he usually hides behind his sunglasses, and dresses usually in a tailcoat. Let me know if anyone finds him :(

[You know it's serious when Ain's out here dropping real names...]

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cw: minor emeto mention

[chickenchoicejudy]

[He doesn't push Ain once he says he's not hungry. To be honest, Ryan has a tendency to get really nauseous when he's feeling like shit, so he isn't about to force anyone else to eat.]

Well...do Angels get tired?

[He Noticed you skipped that one, Ain.]

[eidxiety]

Not physically, usually. Emotionally... lately it feels like I'm always tired, so I guess so.

[chickenchoicejudy]

Hey, that's a start!

Now are you like, SLEEPING-sleeping? Or are you laying in bed just kind of hoping everything stops eventually? No judgement! Just figuring out where to go!

[eidxiety]

I don't think I've SLEPT-slept in months. Too many nightmares, and if I don't have to do it then I won't.

[chickenchoicejudy]

Yikes! Sorry, bud. ( ´･･)ﾉ(._.`)

Okay, so maybe that's TOO big a step. Being more rested will probably help a little though, so maybe something like just making yourself feel more comfortable? It doesn't have to be like "let's try and sleep-sleep" it could be like. I dunno, make sure all your pillows and blankets feel really good? Maybe make a blanket fort?

I know it doesn't sound like much but sometimes the difference in how you feel between "letting yourself be comfy even if you don't sleep" and "getting a crick in your back because you couldn't make yourself move at all to get under the covers and now your feet are cold too" is like MILES.

[eidxiety]

Speaking from experience? Haha... I'll ooze onto the bottom bunk. It's cozier down there, although I always sleep on the top bunk.

[chickenchoicejudy]

maybe a little?

[But they don't have to talk about that!]

Makes sense though. I mean, if you're not sleeping-sleeping anyway, you might as well be comfortable, right? And top bunk's still there if you do get tired.