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[eidxiety]

Hi... has anyone seen Aventurine? Hopefully alive?? :(

I'll even take "at all" at this point.

He's tall, has fluffy blonde hair, gorgeous eyes that he usually hides behind his sunglasses, and dresses usually in a tailcoat. Let me know if anyone finds him :(

[You know it's serious when Ain's out here dropping real names...]

Comments

[mooninthewater]

...I haven't personally.

But maybe I could help you look? Or... maybe you'd like some company at the therapy building, Ain?

[eidxiety]

I guess it's been a while since I got therapy, huh. Something tells me it's kind of hopeless at this point to keep looking.

[mooninthewater]

It has been busy for everyone. Do not worry. I’m here for when you need me.

That said, even if you find something out, no matter how bad or good, I don’t believe calling it “hopeless” is correct…

[eidxiety]

Can I come have a mental breakdown at the therapy building :(

[mooninthewater]

I’ll prepare some tea and blankets.

[love_swan]

I'm not sure who that is, but I could help look..?

[eidxiety]

You must be new, huh? I'm glad I gave a description, at least.

He's not easy to miss since he's so ostentatious, luckily, haha...

[love_swan]

Mmhm. Pretty new. I've been trying to make more friends but it's kind of hard.

But that's not important. Are there places he usually hangs out?

[eidxiety]

Haha, I'll have time for friendship a bit later...

Usually he's at the inn. I've never seen him anywhere like the beach or the lake, but it didn't stop me from checking. He likes gambling on things, so I thought he might be playing games somewhere, but...

[love_swan]

but you haven't found him... I'll start looking around town.

[fluffiestsoul]

I'm afraid I haven't.
... Are you alright?

[eidxiety]

If "alright" means "breathing" then yeah

[fluffiestsoul]

Sometimes that's all you can do.
Let's try this, instead.
Do you need anything?

[eidxiety]

I don't know, I've never really been asked that while grieving before. It's not like I have to eat or drink anything, and I just barely rearranged all the furniture in me and Add's room, and I'm not good at asking for favours...

[psychokinesia]

[it is so very tempting to just clap the netbook shut after reading this gay shit in Ain's handwriting... but he has been stuck in the Grove for the month while everyone else was ????? Somewhere Else, so.]

I'd remember if I saw any jackasses around.

[unheiring]

Hardly the time for jealousy, my friend.

[psychokinesia]

Where the fuck are you getting jealous out of that?? [yeah he's jealous.]

I answered the question, why don't you mind your fucking business!

[unheiring]

Can you think of a single reason to react so maliciously over a post regarding someone's concern, aside from jealousy?

[eidxiety]

He's not a jackass :( He took me on a date when we were in Neo Eden and bought me jewellery and perfume.

You're just grouchy because you're shedding still, aren't you? :|

[psychokinesia]

If I knew you were into that shit I could've bought you jewellery and perfume too y'know. He sounds like a jackass.

Never say that word to me again.

[eidxiety]

I wear earrings??? I've worn earrings for the last several years you've known me?? You bit a HOLE in my EAR and you had them in your MOUTH.

This was before you were shedding, too!

[chickenchoicejudy]

[Oh shit, a real name...]

Sorry, man. I don't think I ever met him? I'll keep an eye out though.

You need anything though? Like, other than needing him back, obviously. Wow that feels like a super dumb question now that I've written it down I should stop writing augh.

But do you need anything for like. ...You? To help while you wait?

[eidxiety]

It's okay. I don't know what I'm supposed to need, really. The last time I coped with someone's disappearance (Vash's) I uh

I don't know, I didn't, really.

[chickenchoicejudy]

Then...maybe you should this time?

[Just, you know. A gentle suggestion!]

I totally get it though, the not knowing what you need part. I'm pretty bad at that when something messes me up really bad. And then it's like "oh I don't need anything from anyone" for ages and then everything just EXPLODES eventually. BOOM!

Anyway, um. Are you hungry? Tired, maybe?

[eidxiety]

Haha... I didn't tell you that I don't have to eat as an Angel, did I? I normally like eating anyway, but I'm not that hungry...