Elder Faerie stops moving, stops wiggling in the coffin. he stares, his lips twitching from a smile before settling into a thin line. he speaks slowly, afraid]
Cannot... hear... anymore?
[his eyes do flick to the little creature, but his focus goes back to White Lily in an instant]
( she doesn't respond, but she pushes her hair out of the way on one side- a foreign ear, with light scarring spreading towards her face almost from within. once she knows he's seen it, she lets her hair fall once more, not responding to his words- she's not quite adept at lipreading, just yet.
instead she walks over quietly, bending just enough to offer a hand to assist. )
... This place is... terrible and wonderful. The people are kind, but our captor is cruel, crueler than anything I could ever imagine. The pain it inflicts... and yet it does not let us stay dead, yet still punishes us for dying at all.
My hearing was my price to pay. It chooses at a whim. ... Or perhaps it is- calculated...
[she really-- she cannot hear him! as he's pulled from the casket, Elder Faerie feels hot with frustration. her words, her fate, it's all so sad. he grips at his chest once he's up. this was not what he had wanted for her!]
White Lily Cookie--!
[she cannot hear him. she cannot hear him!
he wants to cry for her, but he won't. she doesn't need his pity, he, who only just arrived. so he goes silent as they walk to town together. well, he's still a little wobbly on these legs, with this new weight. and his wings don't seem strong enough to lift him anymore]
( the weight of his steps is easy to notice, and she looks up at him, linking their arms together for support. )
... I'm sorry. I must sound like a madwoman. And you... you need your rest. The inn is closest. Would you like to go there?
( it's both closest and... she cannot just drop him into her home with shadow milk and pavlova both there- not without warning.
oh, how is she going to explain the changes that have happened in this place? will he believe her? will he hate her for the hand extended? something in her chest tightens. )
[for a long while, he contemplates, and then nods silently. his own chest feels tight, heavy. it's hard to walk, to breathe, to live. how will he talk to White Lily now? perhaps he would find a way.
they head for the inn, and he is still wanting to know what is going on. he wants to ask her if she knows more about where they currently are, this world, how they came to be here, about the horrors she has endured. but Elder Faerie can't bring himself to speak of these things. he will just let her talk when she wants.
Just a bit longer, then. I'll bring you there, and make you some tea. And then... there will be paper and pens.
( it will be a bit- cumbersome, but it will let them talk, at least.
...
she misses his voice. she'd already thought she wouldn't hear it again save for her dreams- her dreams and her nightmares. and now... he is here. in her arms. and she cannot.
vernal- the creature- follows along as she slowly guides him to the inn. it is a painfully quiet walk; it has no choice but to be.
as they go, elder faerie may see all sorts of fantastical creatures- a large cat five feet in length with the wings of a butterfly frolicking in a large garden, squirrels that look like their tails are sprigs of hyacinth, foxes with flowers growing out of their fur. it is a magical place- or it would be, if not for the heavy oppressive feeling smothering the air.
the inn is a large wooden building that smells of home and spices. there is no receptionist at the desk and the fireplace burns a brilliant light that never seems to dim or flicker. lily guides him to a chair, and presses her forehead against his own as her hands squeezes his before pulling away. )
[it's quite a wonder, this world! he would like to study these creatures, but it will have to wait. there are more pressing matters at hand.
once he's seated near the fire, the former King lets out a steady breath. he is a bit winded, but he supposes he'll regain his strength as time goes on. when White Lily pulls from him, he nods to show he understands, but he doesn't speak. he won't go anywhere]
( in takes six minutes. it feels like six hours, the way dread and anxiety and relief mix in her heart and soul. she knows just how he takes his tea, the kind he likes- it's not the same thing in this world, but she knows a close enough blend.
when she returns to his side, it's with two teacups and a notepad and pen filched from the receptionist's desk- she offers him both a cup and the writing utensils. )
Take your time. There is... a lot, both about home and our time here so far. I'm here.
( vernal... hops right into his lap, beaming up at him. he's here too! )
--Ah! This is Vernal. He is- um. He is a creature born of magic. He's attached to my soul, and thus while he is his own being, he also reflects my own thoughts and feelings.
( she reads his first question and wishes she had a better answer for him. )
I am... not sure. You are not the first to come here after having passed, and I am sure you will not be the last. But we do not know what awaits you if we can manage to return home. It is... assumed that should you leave this realm, you will return to whatever afterlife you had joined.
I'm sorry that I don't have a better answer for you. But- if there is a way...
( if there is a way.
please, let there be a way. let her be selfish and rewarded for it, just once. let her have all that she loves in her hands and let her be wise enough to hold on to it and blessed enough to keep it.
he hands her the next question and this is... where she hesitates. )
... Originally Pure Vanilla Cookie, Dark Cacao Cookie, and three others I do not believe you'll know, Clotted Cream Cookie, Sparkling Cookie and Time Keeper Cookie were here. They have been lost to the woods, but... there is also two others. Shadow Milk Cookie and Pavlova Cookie.
... They are our allies here. And with Pure Vanilla's care and guidance, Shadow Milk has... made steps towards change. I did not believe it myself. Not until we were left to mourn Pure Vanilla together, alone.
[ha........... he takes this information in, but looks surprised at the idea of Shadow Milk even attempting to change. of course, stranger things have happened. after all, he is dead, supposedly. was, and now he's here. in a new humanlike body.
he folds his hands for a few moments, thinking about what to ask next, what to say. then, there is a slow nod. he writes:
"While I am skeptical, I do not disagree that you and he, and the other, should remain united. If you truly wish to live here as allies who work towards a common goal, then I shall support you."
( hesitantly, she reaches for his hand, her own tea having been neglected. )
I have watched him myself. He is... growing. I won't ask you forgive him. Creators know you've endured so much at his hands. But Pure Vanilla inspired something in him, and he is chasing it. Please trust me in this, at least.
and only you, for now, but that goes left unsaid. he turns his hand to take hers. Elder Faerie no longer fears death, himself, what he fears, now, is much worse. but that's fine. he'll manage. all he must do now is protect White Lily.
he writes another question:
"Will you tell me more about the monster that punished you?"]
( will he when he learns how far mutual comfort in the depths of grief has turned into genuine affection? the thought terrifies her. but... he would be valid to hate her for it, too.
she is quiet, thinking. )
This world is beholden to three gods. Beiwe the Golden Sun, her wife Ourania the Silver Moon, and a third, Beiwe's brother... the Fallen Sun, who must go unnamed lest we empower him more. When he fell from divinity, it was the start of a divine war, and he was sealed away within a temple that would become home to a grand forest.
Centuries ago, a merchant by the name of Callisto and her crew broke into the temple seeking treasures and artifacts- and they freed him on accident. He has taken root in the forest, and it is part of him now. He pulls us through a rift between worlds to toy with us again and again, with no end in sight.
Every few weeks he strikes, tormenting us in new ways. ... He also... can infect people with a corruption, where he can taint their mind and harm them from afar, usually shown through... plant growth on their person.
He has worked a deal with a native child, Nene, where if one dies, her mother can resurrect them... but it has a cruel cost that he collects himself. No one knows the details of this, as Nene has stated that talking about it will break the deal.
[listen, Lily, you can love whomever you want. far be it from him to judge her.
but, alright. he listens to her words, uttering a soft "Tch" out loud when White Lily mentions the torture. he must glean whatever knowledge he can in a short period of time. thankfully, he has White Lily, now, and she seems to be fairly knowledgeable on the situation]
I see.
[hm. again, he's not sure what to write, or what questions to ask at this point. what does he want to know about most of all?
"He seems incredibly powerful. That worries me."]
i just realized i forgot affogato cookie was also in the cast for a while i am the WORST
He is. He... managed to render Shadow Milk Cookie completely powerless upon his arrival. He knows our minds better than we do, uses our darkest depths to haunt us.
[he is exhausted, taking up his teacup again to sip. a long sip, then a nod, then he sets the cup down.
he picks up the pad and starts writing:
"Even Shadow Milk Cookie? Whatever the case may be, you should do your best to not anger it again. I shall attempt to find out more information and, perhaps, a weakness."
then he hands her the paper. he just got here and he's already trying to strategize]
( oh, her friend... she wishes she could ease it for him. vanny would know what to do. )
Even him, yes. He's recovered a bit of power, but- there is still a chokehold on him. ... I fell into a trap, when I died. Sometimes- sometimes when we are killed in it's games with us, it isn't counted as a proper death and we simply wake up in our beds, injured but alive. We had thought it would be an improper death.
... Oh, this all must sound so... its a part of a very long story.
[proper death and improper death? the anguish in Elder Faerie's eyes is easy to see. he can't believe that any Cookie had to go through this, particularly his lily.
he glances away, covering his mouth with his hand for a moment. he is sad, but also frustrated? boiling with rage without showing it. but she can probably feel it. she knows him better than most]
It's alright.
[he finally says, then remembers she cannot hear him and writes it down properly:
"It's alright. What you are telling me is that there are many ways to crumble here. I understand. What I do not understand is how this Forest can pick and choose Cookies and other beings and bring them into its clutches. What gives the Forest its power?"]
( lily is quiet for a moment before finally taking a sip of tea. )
... It starts with the story of a man named Aldric. After a plague claimed his wife and youngest son, he had thought that... if there had been better trade routes across the continent, perhaps medicine could have reached his hometown on time. So he set off to make an official route that involved going through the forest...
... Little did he know, the forest was the home to a temple. And within that temple, an ancient god had been sealed. He made his route through the woods, but ultimately he felt more at home in a new settlement than he did his old home or the city with medicine, and thus Aldric's Grove came to be. But several years into the town's creation, a woman named Callisto and her crew appeared. They called themselves merchants, but... they were more treasure hunters.
They broke into the temple, and the god was freed. For years he tormented the town, taking his anger out on them. Eventually, the townsfolk were bespelled by other villagers- should they crumble, their souls would escape to another universe rather than become the god's fuel and power. ... And then the town was massacred. But the god got bored after centuries trapped within the forest, which has become an extension of his power, so he began reaching through the cracks of reality into other worlds.
... Those people who lived in the town... are the only ones he can pull from across dimensions once more. We... are the reincarnated citizens of the town of Aldric's Grove.
[he listens quietly, finishing off his tea. the more he hears, the more distraught he becomes. reincarnation, huh? White Lily is correct, it does sound unbelievable... but not unheard of. his brows furrow in thought. he is so tired, but he wants to know more.
after another confirming nod, he takes up the pen and pad of paper and writes:
"I believe you. You have become quite knowledgeable of the workings of this world. I am proud of you, though I also am sorry you and the others had to suffer for it. How long have you been in this world?"]
I have been here for a year and one turn of seasons. It's hard to track time here, with days and nights blending and sometimes... repeating. It's a strange world.
( ... stars, she's so tired thinking about it. but she rereads the praise and smiles a little. it feels like she's done nothing sometimes, so having recognition from someone who knows her best... ... she needs to earn it. but it still makes her happy. )
I think it's mid-autumn right now. It was summer when I first woke up here...
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wait. what????????
Elder Faerie stops moving, stops wiggling in the coffin. he stares, his lips twitching from a smile before settling into a thin line. he speaks slowly, afraid]
Cannot... hear... anymore?
[his eyes do flick to the little creature, but his focus goes back to White Lily in an instant]
cw ear trauma allusions
( she doesn't respond, but she pushes her hair out of the way on one side- a foreign ear, with light scarring spreading towards her face almost from within. once she knows he's seen it, she lets her hair fall once more, not responding to his words- she's not quite adept at lipreading, just yet.
instead she walks over quietly, bending just enough to offer a hand to assist. )
... This place is... terrible and wonderful. The people are kind, but our captor is cruel, crueler than anything I could ever imagine. The pain it inflicts... and yet it does not let us stay dead, yet still punishes us for dying at all.
My hearing was my price to pay. It chooses at a whim. ... Or perhaps it is- calculated...
Come, this way. To town...
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White Lily Cookie--!
[she cannot hear him. she cannot hear him!
he wants to cry for her, but he won't. she doesn't need his pity, he, who only just arrived. so he goes silent as they walk to town together. well, he's still a little wobbly on these legs, with this new weight. and his wings don't seem strong enough to lift him anymore]
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( the weight of his steps is easy to notice, and she looks up at him, linking their arms together for support. )
... I'm sorry. I must sound like a madwoman. And you... you need your rest. The inn is closest. Would you like to go there?
( it's both closest and... she cannot just drop him into her home with shadow milk and pavlova both there- not without warning.
oh, how is she going to explain the changes that have happened in this place? will he believe her? will he hate her for the hand extended? something in her chest tightens. )
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they head for the inn, and he is still wanting to know what is going on. he wants to ask her if she knows more about where they currently are, this world, how they came to be here, about the horrors she has endured. but Elder Faerie can't bring himself to speak of these things. he will just let her talk when she wants.
his arm tightens against hers. protective]
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Just a bit longer, then. I'll bring you there, and make you some tea. And then... there will be paper and pens.
( it will be a bit- cumbersome, but it will let them talk, at least.
...
she misses his voice. she'd already thought she wouldn't hear it again save for her dreams- her dreams and her nightmares. and now... he is here. in her arms. and she cannot.
vernal- the creature- follows along as she slowly guides him to the inn. it is a painfully quiet walk; it has no choice but to be.
as they go, elder faerie may see all sorts of fantastical creatures- a large cat five feet in length with the wings of a butterfly frolicking in a large garden, squirrels that look like their tails are sprigs of hyacinth, foxes with flowers growing out of their fur. it is a magical place- or it would be, if not for the heavy oppressive feeling smothering the air.
the inn is a large wooden building that smells of home and spices. there is no receptionist at the desk and the fireplace burns a brilliant light that never seems to dim or flicker. lily guides him to a chair, and presses her forehead against his own as her hands squeezes his before pulling away. )
I'll be right back. I promise.
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once he's seated near the fire, the former King lets out a steady breath. he is a bit winded, but he supposes he'll regain his strength as time goes on. when White Lily pulls from him, he nods to show he understands, but he doesn't speak. he won't go anywhere]
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( in takes six minutes. it feels like six hours, the way dread and anxiety and relief mix in her heart and soul. she knows just how he takes his tea, the kind he likes- it's not the same thing in this world, but she knows a close enough blend.
when she returns to his side, it's with two teacups and a notepad and pen filched from the receptionist's desk- she offers him both a cup and the writing utensils. )
Take your time. There is... a lot, both about home and our time here so far. I'm here.
( vernal... hops right into his lap, beaming up at him. he's here too! )
--Ah! This is Vernal. He is- um. He is a creature born of magic. He's attached to my soul, and thus while he is his own being, he also reflects my own thoughts and feelings.
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Hello, Vernal.
[he says to the creature before quickly writing out the first thing he can think of:
"Am I still dead?"]
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I am... not sure. You are not the first to come here after having passed, and I am sure you will not be the last. But we do not know what awaits you if we can manage to return home. It is... assumed that should you leave this realm, you will return to whatever afterlife you had joined.
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"I appreciate your honesty. I suppose I shall cross that bridge when I come to it."
he hands her this note, first. then writes another question on the next piece of paper.
"Are you here alone?" and gives her that, as well]
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( if there is a way.
please, let there be a way. let her be selfish and rewarded for it, just once. let her have all that she loves in her hands and let her be wise enough to hold on to it and blessed enough to keep it.
he hands her the next question and this is... where she hesitates. )
... Originally Pure Vanilla Cookie, Dark Cacao Cookie, and three others I do not believe you'll know, Clotted Cream Cookie, Sparkling Cookie and Time Keeper Cookie were here. They have been lost to the woods, but... there is also two others. Shadow Milk Cookie and Pavlova Cookie.
... They are our allies here. And with Pure Vanilla's care and guidance, Shadow Milk has... made steps towards change. I did not believe it myself. Not until we were left to mourn Pure Vanilla together, alone.
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he folds his hands for a few moments, thinking about what to ask next, what to say. then, there is a slow nod. he writes:
"While I am skeptical, I do not disagree that you and he, and the other, should remain united. If you truly wish to live here as allies who work towards a common goal, then I shall support you."
he doesn't really have a choice]
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...
( hesitantly, she reaches for his hand, her own tea having been neglected. )
I have watched him myself. He is... growing. I won't ask you forgive him. Creators know you've endured so much at his hands. But Pure Vanilla inspired something in him, and he is chasing it. Please trust me in this, at least.
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and only you, for now, but that goes left unsaid. he turns his hand to take hers. Elder Faerie no longer fears death, himself, what he fears, now, is much worse. but that's fine. he'll manage. all he must do now is protect White Lily.
he writes another question:
"Will you tell me more about the monster that punished you?"]
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( will he when he learns how far mutual comfort in the depths of grief has turned into genuine affection? the thought terrifies her. but... he would be valid to hate her for it, too.
she is quiet, thinking. )
This world is beholden to three gods. Beiwe the Golden Sun, her wife Ourania the Silver Moon, and a third, Beiwe's brother... the Fallen Sun, who must go unnamed lest we empower him more. When he fell from divinity, it was the start of a divine war, and he was sealed away within a temple that would become home to a grand forest.
Centuries ago, a merchant by the name of Callisto and her crew broke into the temple seeking treasures and artifacts- and they freed him on accident. He has taken root in the forest, and it is part of him now. He pulls us through a rift between worlds to toy with us again and again, with no end in sight.
Every few weeks he strikes, tormenting us in new ways. ... He also... can infect people with a corruption, where he can taint their mind and harm them from afar, usually shown through... plant growth on their person.
He has worked a deal with a native child, Nene, where if one dies, her mother can resurrect them... but it has a cruel cost that he collects himself. No one knows the details of this, as Nene has stated that talking about it will break the deal.
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but, alright. he listens to her words, uttering a soft "Tch" out loud when White Lily mentions the torture. he must glean whatever knowledge he can in a short period of time. thankfully, he has White Lily, now, and she seems to be fairly knowledgeable on the situation]
I see.
[hm. again, he's not sure what to write, or what questions to ask at this point. what does he want to know about most of all?
"He seems incredibly powerful. That worries me."]
i just realized i forgot affogato cookie was also in the cast for a while i am the WORST
He is. He... managed to render Shadow Milk Cookie completely powerless upon his arrival. He knows our minds better than we do, uses our darkest depths to haunt us.
He is cruel.
i am so sad i missed the cookie takeover
he picks up the pad and starts writing:
"Even Shadow Milk Cookie? Whatever the case may be, you should do your best to not anger it again. I shall attempt to find out more information and, perhaps, a weakness."
then he hands her the paper. he just got here and he's already trying to strategize]
we were powerful....
Even him, yes. He's recovered a bit of power, but- there is still a chokehold on him. ... I fell into a trap, when I died. Sometimes- sometimes when we are killed in it's games with us, it isn't counted as a proper death and we simply wake up in our beds, injured but alive. We had thought it would be an improper death.
... Oh, this all must sound so... its a part of a very long story.
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he glances away, covering his mouth with his hand for a moment. he is sad, but also frustrated? boiling with rage without showing it. but she can probably feel it. she knows him better than most]
It's alright.
[he finally says, then remembers she cannot hear him and writes it down properly:
"It's alright. What you are telling me is that there are many ways to crumble here. I understand. What I do not understand is how this Forest can pick and choose Cookies and other beings and bring them into its clutches. What gives the Forest its power?"]
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Well. That is...
Going to sound very unbelievable.
( lily is quiet for a moment before finally taking a sip of tea. )
... It starts with the story of a man named Aldric. After a plague claimed his wife and youngest son, he had thought that... if there had been better trade routes across the continent, perhaps medicine could have reached his hometown on time. So he set off to make an official route that involved going through the forest...
... Little did he know, the forest was the home to a temple. And within that temple, an ancient god had been sealed. He made his route through the woods, but ultimately he felt more at home in a new settlement than he did his old home or the city with medicine, and thus Aldric's Grove came to be. But several years into the town's creation, a woman named Callisto and her crew appeared. They called themselves merchants, but... they were more treasure hunters.
They broke into the temple, and the god was freed. For years he tormented the town, taking his anger out on them. Eventually, the townsfolk were bespelled by other villagers- should they crumble, their souls would escape to another universe rather than become the god's fuel and power. ... And then the town was massacred. But the god got bored after centuries trapped within the forest, which has become an extension of his power, so he began reaching through the cracks of reality into other worlds.
... Those people who lived in the town... are the only ones he can pull from across dimensions once more. We... are the reincarnated citizens of the town of Aldric's Grove.
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after another confirming nod, he takes up the pen and pad of paper and writes:
"I believe you. You have become quite knowledgeable of the workings of this world. I am proud of you, though I also am sorry you and the others had to suffer for it. How long have you been in this world?"]
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I have been here for a year and one turn of seasons. It's hard to track time here, with days and nights blending and sometimes... repeating. It's a strange world.
( ... stars, she's so tired thinking about it. but she rereads the praise and smiles a little. it feels like she's done nothing sometimes, so having recognition from someone who knows her best... ... she needs to earn it. but it still makes her happy. )
I think it's mid-autumn right now. It was summer when I first woke up here...
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he writes again:
"Such a long time. And so many horrors. I am so sorry."]
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i hc the main singer to be lily....