[ While Enciodes is not overly observant in the sense his hearing and smell are superhuman or anything like that, that doesn't mean he isn't incredibly aware of his surroundings. He has an armful of maps that are drawn with several trade routes and various costs of transportation and the potential of setting up tracks or even a train station in the Grove. He is doing that hot girl shit.
But even though he's moving with a purpose to go talk to Aldric, he has time to see that big ol' nerd hiding behind the tree. He even lights up the moment he does. ]
Ah, Gnosis? You're not picking up mushrooms off the trees again, are you? [ Or the any number of excuses he'd made to hide from Enciodes- ] If you're not busy, would you like to walk with me?
[Oh, if he had feathers in this life, they would've been standing on end. Fuck.
Gnosis... is very much not put together. He's wearing his usual suit jacket top, yeah, his parents have a Specific Idea of how historians should look that he's definitely embodied — but that does not equate "put together". In fact, there are leaves on his shoulders as he pops his head out from behind it, cheeks slightly dusted pink.
The letter is still in his hands as he emerges, but he tries to hold it in such a way that it hides the address.]
I. [Hhh] Yes. I'm not busy.
[He clears his throat and strides forward. There's a crow feather in his hair. Help.]
The usual. Trying to establish good commerce and plant seeds for a thriving economy. [ Capitalist bullshit- ] But I would adore your company all the same. I feel like it's been a while since I've seen you, but perhaps working hard just makes the days feel longer.
[ He reaches a hand out to pull the feather from his hair, and brushes it aside to show his face a little more. ]
[Gnosis is a pathetic, useless, flustered mess of a man. Ha ha help,, the way he turns red and tries to play it off immediately... He's down horrendous right now. And always. The millions of love-note drafts will say that much.
God, he's sexually attracted to a capitalist. This is DIRE.]
It'll just fall back to where it was in a moment. [Looking off to the side, because he thinks if he looks Enciodes in the eyes he'll combust.] I've largely been engrossed in recording history, so I suppose this venture will do well for that, assuming you don't mind that I memorize yours.
[He did not mean for that to come out as rizz-adjacent as it did, but.]
[ Enciodes is practically beaming at Gnosis. He's so cute. Enciodes is always brimming with confidence and charm - truly the only way capitalists survive because otherwise they'd be purged. Anyway-
He laughs, giving Gnosis a gentle nudge with his shoulder. ]
Shouldn't be hard, since I do consider you a part of my story.
[Gnosis wobbles off to one side, tightening his grip on the letter. He swears his face is burning so hot that his glasses are about to fog up. Out of a nervous habit, he adjusts them a short second later. They did not need to be adjusted.
Whew. Okay.]
Please. I've barely done anything notable where you're concerned. I have zero experience in economics, and I keep to myself far much for you to feel that way. ...the time I was in your yard picking mushrooms does not count.
Hm? Do you think that matters if I said I consider you a part of it, anyway? [ Desperately trying to flirt with an autistic boy. Enciodes genuinely cannot tell if Gnosis is just not picking up on it, or if he isn't interested. Judging by his blush... ]
"The time". The singular time? How about the other five times, then?
Those were... [thinly-veiled excuses as to why he was in Enciodes' yard? God that sounds so creeeeepy ugh. He swears he only goes into the front yard to bravely knock on the door and talk to the man, but every time Enciodes finds him first. ...like the first time he really did get derailed by a mushroom but still!] ...l-look, research is important to me. If I don't catalogue the species, we won't know the ecological history...
[Wheeze.]
You'd get a kick out of reading a report in the future that says "the strange man in Enciodes' yard was picking mushrooms again", wouldn't you?
[Gnosis is going to go "flying" (read: stumble an inch or two to the left) before he rights himself. Thanks.
He looks incredibly nervous all of a sudden. What do you mean you like him enough to want him to come over?]
Well, I... I do have a lot of history to study, and I tend to lose track of time...
[Wheezes.
He suddenly stops walking, boldly grabs Enciodes by the wrist, and then just. Shoves that love letter against his chest, bright red and looking at the ground as he does it.]
I meant to give you that. Just— just take it before I change my mind and throw it in the trash with the other thirty drafts of it.
[ Well, all of the maps immediately fall onto the ground. His arms are free now! He fumbles for a moment to get the love letter open and pull it out. He wants to be delicate with it, truly, but he's so excited.
He's gotta read it quick before Gnosis leaves! In fact, just to make sure he doesn't, Enciodes is gonna hold Gnosis' hand once he's got a hand to do so with while he reads. ]
Gnosis, panicked, scrambles to pick up the maps in some bid to distract himself while Enciodes reads his 30th draft of a love letter.]
Enciodes Silverash,
It's been 738 days since I first fell in love with you. You're the first person to make me feel something so ridiculously sentimental and real. I had thought myself immune to such things until the moment our eyes locked for the first time.
I've been rehearsing how to tell you this in my head for too long, and writing drafts that have gone nowhere fast, in some bid to tell you how I feel. If you're reading this one, it made the final cut, though I'm sure I'll eventually regret not throwing it in the garbage for all the embarrassment this entire thing brings me. Realistically, I should have invited you on a date (and you may consider this a formal invitation, if you'd like), but something about you makes my mouth dry up and my throat seize. I cannot properly speak when you're around, or think, or do anything other than make a blubbering fool of myself.
Your charm and wit are unrivalled, and I wish so dearly to hear them every day, but it's the fear of rejection that keeps me from saying anything. I know how childish it must seem to you, the man who has everything, who's so put together that the rest of us look like imbeciles in your presence, for me to confess via letter... but I'm no wordsmith, and I'm far more likely to trip into the river or fall flat on my face if I try verbally.
Accept my formal apology as well for this disaster. I assure you, the other letters are worse.
I love you. Please burn this if you don't return the sentiment and never look at me again.
[ Excuse him while he reads over it twice, just to make sure he's reading everything right. Oh, he had known there were some feelings there. He's not oblivious, after all, but he figured it was just a little baby crush. Something he could subtly tease him about, but... hhh. This is a lot!!! And Enciodes finds himself being flushed himself.
He looks up at Gnosis at last, opening his mouth to say something, closing it, holding the note to him...
...
He closes their distance and immediately presses his lips to Gnosis'. ]
The maps are on the ground again. Gnosis is unfortunately too stunned to try holding onto Enciodes until it's far too late. Whenever they break apart, he feebly reaches for Enciodes' hand with both of his and just sort of nervously holds it, wheezing out a sigh.
[ Enciodes gives the heartiest of laughs, shaking his head. ]
I dropped them first, you goob. It's alright, I'll pick them up in a moment.
[ He is not letting go of Gnosis. Not right now, anyway. ]
...Have you really waited so long to tell me? You know, I've had quite the yearning for you for some time, but I feared your avoidance meant you were unsure.
The avoidance was merely because I'm terrible at confronting my emotions. [It's very much easier to hide and pretend to pick mushrooms than it is to explain to a man you want to kiss him on the mouth!!!] I was terrified you'd hate the idea. You're noble and put together, and I am...
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But even though he's moving with a purpose to go talk to Aldric, he has time to see that big ol' nerd hiding behind the tree. He even lights up the moment he does. ]
Ah, Gnosis? You're not picking up mushrooms off the trees again, are you? [ Or the any number of excuses he'd made to hide from Enciodes- ] If you're not busy, would you like to walk with me?
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Gnosis... is very much not put together. He's wearing his usual suit jacket top, yeah, his parents have a Specific Idea of how historians should look that he's definitely embodied — but that does not equate "put together". In fact, there are leaves on his shoulders as he pops his head out from behind it, cheeks slightly dusted pink.
The letter is still in his hands as he emerges, but he tries to hold it in such a way that it hides the address.]
I. [Hhh] Yes. I'm not busy.
[He clears his throat and strides forward. There's a crow feather in his hair. Help.]
Where are you off to?
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[ He reaches a hand out to pull the feather from his hair, and brushes it aside to show his face a little more. ]
There. That's better.
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God, he's sexually attracted to a capitalist. This is DIRE.]
It'll just fall back to where it was in a moment. [Looking off to the side, because he thinks if he looks Enciodes in the eyes he'll combust.] I've largely been engrossed in recording history, so I suppose this venture will do well for that, assuming you don't mind that I memorize yours.
[He did not mean for that to come out as rizz-adjacent as it did, but.]
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He laughs, giving Gnosis a gentle nudge with his shoulder. ]
Shouldn't be hard, since I do consider you a part of my story.
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Whew. Okay.]
Please. I've barely done anything notable where you're concerned. I have zero experience in economics, and I keep to myself far much for you to feel that way. ...the time I was in your yard picking mushrooms does not count.
[It kinda does, though.]
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"The time". The singular time? How about the other five times, then?
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[Wheeze.]
You'd get a kick out of reading a report in the future that says "the strange man in Enciodes' yard was picking mushrooms again", wouldn't you?
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You should come over more. My sisters would love to see you again, you know. But you're always busy doing "research" and such.
And I suppose I'd like to see you more, too.
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He looks incredibly nervous all of a sudden. What do you mean you like him enough to want him to come over?]
Well, I... I do have a lot of history to study, and I tend to lose track of time...
[Wheezes.
He suddenly stops walking, boldly grabs Enciodes by the wrist, and then just. Shoves that love letter against his chest, bright red and looking at the ground as he does it.]
I meant to give you that. Just— just take it before I change my mind and throw it in the trash with the other thirty drafts of it.
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...My hands are a little full right now. Should I... read this when I get home? Do you want to just tell me what's inside?
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It's— it's a love note, and you don't have to read it, you could even burn it if you wanted...
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He's gotta read it quick before Gnosis leaves! In fact, just to make sure he doesn't, Enciodes is gonna hold Gnosis' hand once he's got a hand to do so with while he reads. ]
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Gnosis, panicked, scrambles to pick up the maps in some bid to distract himself while Enciodes reads his 30th draft of a love letter.]
Enciodes Silverash,
It's been 738 days since I first fell in love with you. You're the first person to make me feel something so ridiculously sentimental and real. I had thought myself immune to such things until the moment our eyes locked for the first time.
I've been rehearsing how to tell you this in my head for too long, and writing drafts that have gone nowhere fast, in some bid to tell you how I feel. If you're reading this one, it made the final cut, though I'm sure I'll eventually regret not throwing it in the garbage for all the embarrassment this entire thing brings me. Realistically, I should have invited you on a date (and you may consider this a formal invitation, if you'd like), but something about you makes my mouth dry up and my throat seize. I cannot properly speak when you're around, or think, or do anything other than make a blubbering fool of myself.
Your charm and wit are unrivalled, and I wish so dearly to hear them every day, but it's the fear of rejection that keeps me from saying anything. I know how childish it must seem to you, the man who has everything, who's so put together that the rest of us look like imbeciles in your presence, for me to confess via letter... but I'm no wordsmith, and I'm far more likely to trip into the river or fall flat on my face if I try verbally.
Accept my formal apology as well for this disaster. I assure you, the other letters are worse.
I love you. Please burn this if you don't return the sentiment and never look at me again.
~ Yours
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He looks up at Gnosis at last, opening his mouth to say something, closing it, holding the note to him...
...
He closes their distance and immediately presses his lips to Gnosis'. ]
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The maps are on the ground again. Gnosis is unfortunately too stunned to try holding onto Enciodes until it's far too late. Whenever they break apart, he feebly reaches for Enciodes' hand with both of his and just sort of nervously holds it, wheezing out a sigh.
This is an adult man btw.]
U-um. [WHEEZE] S-sorry for dropping your maps.
[Gnosis.]
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I dropped them first, you goob. It's alright, I'll pick them up in a moment.
[ He is not letting go of Gnosis. Not right now, anyway. ]
...Have you really waited so long to tell me? You know, I've had quite the yearning for you for some time, but I feared your avoidance meant you were unsure.
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[Sucks in a breath through his teeth.]
...kind of a disaster, honestly.