[the child on their hands and knees freezes. that voice is that of a stranger's, but still... familiar, somehow, like something out of a recurrent dream. their gut tells them to take comfort in it, but they're nonetheless filled with terror by its presence here.
on the other hand, the empress doesn't seem fazed in the slightest, not sparing luca so much as a glance. though at the wave of her hand, the soldier releases their grip on the child.]
Now, what is it that will you do about this?
[there's a tense pause, in which the child swallows blood and fights back a grimace at the taste. their gaze travels up to the silhouette of the man defending them, and their breath catches at the color of his wild hair. that same feeling overtakes them; they belong with him, but he does not belong here.
regardless of whether or not luca responds to the empress, they speak again from behind him, quiet but resolute.]
... I will never again take for granted what you provide.
[At first, the Empress ignoring him fills Luca with more rage. The heat that radiates off of him grows, and he thinks to release the flame at her, simply for her indignation. Something stops him, a whisper within his head that perhaps things aren't as they should be.
Instead, he drops the flame to the ground, casting a line in the sand between himself and the ghastly woman. It's protection, he reasons, keeping him safe as he turns his attention to the child.]
You don't have to listen to her. You don't have to follow her.
[from her throne, the empress laughs once under her breath -- whether at the child's response, or luca's wall of fire, he can decide for himself. when her eyes leave the child, they seem to lock with his, gold icy cold compared to his molten. it's an uncaring chokehold of a stare, one that luca saw kiera channel upon his return to renova.]
I grow tired of you and your brat.
[but also like before, the person she addresses is in the past. a human man with hair and eyes the perfect match of kiera's steps forward from behind them, hauling the child back up. as he starts to drag them out of the throne room, the memory flickers, a translucent version of the child pulled by their scowling father and his barely contained rage and humiliation. the rest of those present slowly fade as well, empress included, until luca and the young kiera are left alone in the soft glow of the castillan rainforest.
blood still smeared on their face, they look up at him, fear and confusion in their gold and indigo eyes, unchanged by any glamour, not hidden by any patch. when they find their voice, it's nothing like when they addressed her. it trembles, and comes out so softly that luca wouldn't be able to hear if it weren't for the dead silence.]
[There's a moment where Luca moves to follow, before he realizes that the vision has split. The world shifts around them, until he finds himself in a familiar, yet still alien, environment. He doesn't startle at this change, though. His focus, instead, goes to the child on the ground.
He kneels beside them before they can even speak. He doesn't reach out just yet, for fear of startling them, but he waits patiently. Their voice is soft just like he remembers, and yet it hurts to hear it so. It had been ages since Kiera had sounded just like this, since Luca swore to protect his new sibling at all costs.
That didn't, wouldn't change, even here in the past.]
I know you didn't. Not where you were born, nor with what you were forced to do. No one could ever hold that against you.
[He extends his hand, palm up.]
No matter what you did, you always have a home with me. That will never change.
[they search him for a long moment, as they struggle with themself. struggle to give in to the warmth in his gaze, to recognize the wine-colored waves of hair, the ruff of crimson feathers...
all at once, their eyes widen and (forget the hand) they throw themself against him, arms tight around him, face buried in his shoulder. they haven't clung to him like this since they were almost so young. they haven't cried so hard, either.]
Luca! [there's relief at first, comfort, but it gives way back to fear quickly. despite remembering, they're still as a child. the child they never had the chance to be.] Luc, you -- you shouldn't be here. You should never be here. She'll hurt you. She'll take you away from me.
[This is far better than he could have hoped for. Both arms quickly wrap around Kiera, holding them close. He doesn't give a damn about the blood they're stained with (it's only an illusion after all) and only a fraction of a damn at how small they feel in his arms (it's an illusion, but damn the bitch to hell for making them feel this way.]
She won't hurt me. Or you. I won't let her. [He isn't just talking a big game. Loath as he is to lean away from their embrace, he does so just enough to show them a flame cupped within his hand.] Castilla's always hated me for the risk I posed, right? Might as well make them recognize it for what it's worth.
[But that can come later. He goes right back to holding them, flame gone completely.]
You're safe. I'm not leaving you alone. Not again.
[as much as they should fear fire, they remember learning to embrace luca's flames. the hearth. safety. family. kiera doesn't flinch away, but they also aren't entirely comforted.]
I'll never be safe. No matter how far I go, or -- or how much I hide. You can't fight her, Luca, she'll kill you. Promise me you won't. Promise.
I have no intention of seeking her out. [He can't bring himself to promise it outright. If the woman were to come back, to try to snatch Kiera away, there was no guaranteeing he wouldn't lift his blade.]
I have to protect you. I've done a shit job of it the last few years, I know, but...
[He squeezes them as careful as they can. He remembers the late nights. The nightmares. They didn't have to share a bed, but they did more often than not because Luca wanted them to know they were safe.] I'm your big brother. I swore I'd keep you safe.
[luca's in luck -- in the child-brain, they don't fully register the lack of a true promise. they just cling to him, trying to hold on to that sense of safety. but it's hard, here.]
I don't want you to protect me. I don't want you to get hurt for me. I just -- want to go home.
Don't worry, I'll get you home. Warm and safe by the hearth, with Giselle and Father to tend to you.
[It hurts his heart to say, knowing that none of that is possible. But perhaps, as long as they find themselves within this dream, it would be easier to believe. Kiera seems lost enough in the illusion, at least. And with nothing more to do, he's scooping them up. It's the first time he's ever been able to do this. They've always either been the same height, or Kiera far taller than him.]
[ironically, this reminds them of cyrus, and not simply because luca just mentions him. though their father was never physically fit enough to carry her like this, a close snuggle in bed following one of those nightmares or on the sofa as a family wasn't too far off. the window in which kiera allowed it back then was so narrow; by the time she was comfortable enough to consider the aureliuses her true family, she was soon to be too big for such childlike things.
they know enough to understand that luca's words are a lie; there is no father, no home to return to. but maybe, at least just for the time being, they can let themself pretend. let herself imagine the warmth of their father's presence, picture his face, as he was both when they were children and on the verge of adulthood, not knowing at the time that one of those days would be the last she saw him alive.]
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on the other hand, the empress doesn't seem fazed in the slightest, not sparing luca so much as a glance. though at the wave of her hand, the soldier releases their grip on the child.]
Now, what is it that will you do about this?
[there's a tense pause, in which the child swallows blood and fights back a grimace at the taste. their gaze travels up to the silhouette of the man defending them, and their breath catches at the color of his wild hair. that same feeling overtakes them; they belong with him, but he does not belong here.
regardless of whether or not luca responds to the empress, they speak again from behind him, quiet but resolute.]
... I will never again take for granted what you provide.
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Instead, he drops the flame to the ground, casting a line in the sand between himself and the ghastly woman. It's protection, he reasons, keeping him safe as he turns his attention to the child.]
You don't have to listen to her. You don't have to follow her.
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I grow tired of you and your brat.
[but also like before, the person she addresses is in the past. a human man with hair and eyes the perfect match of kiera's steps forward from behind them, hauling the child back up. as he starts to drag them out of the throne room, the memory flickers, a translucent version of the child pulled by their scowling father and his barely contained rage and humiliation. the rest of those present slowly fade as well, empress included, until luca and the young kiera are left alone in the soft glow of the castillan rainforest.
blood still smeared on their face, they look up at him, fear and confusion in their gold and indigo eyes, unchanged by any glamour, not hidden by any patch. when they find their voice, it's nothing like when they addressed her. it trembles, and comes out so softly that luca wouldn't be able to hear if it weren't for the dead silence.]
... I didn't have a choice.
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He kneels beside them before they can even speak. He doesn't reach out just yet, for fear of startling them, but he waits patiently. Their voice is soft just like he remembers, and yet it hurts to hear it so. It had been ages since Kiera had sounded just like this, since Luca swore to protect his new sibling at all costs.
That didn't, wouldn't change, even here in the past.]
I know you didn't. Not where you were born, nor with what you were forced to do. No one could ever hold that against you.
[He extends his hand, palm up.]
No matter what you did, you always have a home with me. That will never change.
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all at once, their eyes widen and (forget the hand) they throw themself against him, arms tight around him, face buried in his shoulder. they haven't clung to him like this since they were almost so young. they haven't cried so hard, either.]
Luca! [there's relief at first, comfort, but it gives way back to fear quickly. despite remembering, they're still as a child. the child they never had the chance to be.] Luc, you -- you shouldn't be here. You should never be here. She'll hurt you. She'll take you away from me.
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She won't hurt me. Or you. I won't let her. [He isn't just talking a big game. Loath as he is to lean away from their embrace, he does so just enough to show them a flame cupped within his hand.] Castilla's always hated me for the risk I posed, right? Might as well make them recognize it for what it's worth.
[But that can come later. He goes right back to holding them, flame gone completely.]
You're safe. I'm not leaving you alone. Not again.
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I'll never be safe. No matter how far I go, or -- or how much I hide. You can't fight her, Luca, she'll kill you. Promise me you won't. Promise.
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I have to protect you. I've done a shit job of it the last few years, I know, but...
[He squeezes them as careful as they can. He remembers the late nights. The nightmares. They didn't have to share a bed, but they did more often than not because Luca wanted them to know they were safe.] I'm your big brother. I swore I'd keep you safe.
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I don't want you to protect me. I don't want you to get hurt for me. I just -- want to go home.
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[It hurts his heart to say, knowing that none of that is possible. But perhaps, as long as they find themselves within this dream, it would be easier to believe. Kiera seems lost enough in the illusion, at least. And with nothing more to do, he's scooping them up. It's the first time he's ever been able to do this. They've always either been the same height, or Kiera far taller than him.]
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they know enough to understand that luca's words are a lie; there is no father, no home to return to. but maybe, at least just for the time being, they can let themself pretend. let herself imagine the warmth of their father's presence, picture his face, as he was both when they were children and on the verge of adulthood, not knowing at the time that one of those days would be the last she saw him alive.]