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Entry tags:
- !event,
- !tdm,
- alien stage: till,
- arknights: flamebringer,
- arknights: mizuki,
- cookie run: pure vanilla cookie,
- cookie run: shadow milk cookie,
- cookie run: white lily cookie,
- elsword: add,
- elsword: ain,
- final fantasy xvi: dion lesage,
- final fantasy xvi: joshua rosfield,
- gravity falls: dipper pines,
- infinity train: min-gi park,
- original: kiera canorus,
- original: luca aurelius,
- original: sidney wolfe,
- original: valentine,
- trigun: livio,
- trigun: vash,
- trigun: wolfwood
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[This place appears to have an infestation problem. He completely drops the other snake as he looks down to find the one that's sunk it's fangs into his foot. He has a split second to send a message to his other half and so:]
Hoo hoo, reeeeeally sorry about this one Vanilly-
[There comes the pain. That sure is a scream of agony that is both vocal and seared through his very being rattling through his Soul Jam as the venom pumps what feels like molten honey through his veins, climbing up his leg until it lights his spine and nervous system on fire.]
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( lily can do little but watch, it happens so fast- one moment he and one of the snakes are both in the air, the next he's bitten and screaming and she knows she failed. )
NO!
( she sweeps the area clear with a push of magic, landing beside shadow milk- his foot, okay, she can work with that.
unceremoniously, lily scoops him up and hops back to the staff. maybe its adrenaline, maybe she's just that fast (its the adrenaline) but the next thing they know, shadow milk is on a bed in the clinic and lily is a hurricane going through the supplies. )
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[He barely has any memory of what happens after that, he does not recall the trip to the clinic, White Lily carrying him, or being put in the bed. All he feels is this horrible pain clawing through his body and the deep, bone cold chill that seems at odds with the fire in his blood. This is miserable, this is worse than Death. He doesn't think he's felt anything worse than this since maybe when his Soul Jam had been split in two.]
[He's simply no longer present, barely responsive. In fact he might be worlds away from the clinic right now with the sort of things he's begun mumbling.]
..I-I gave you ...what you wanted...why. Why do you reject-
[Should Lily come check on him, he's already deep in hallucination territory. His fever is strong and- ...there is something strange about his right eye. The bright cyan it was before seems to have shifted into a golden color.]
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as she works quietly, steadily, she can't help but worry.
lily eventually wraps the bite with a bandage, and then...
...
she sits beside him, gently pushing his hair out of his face. the gold... ... so much she doesn't understand. )
They aren't here, Shadow Milk. You're safe, now.
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[But for now, he seems to be caught up in a memory. Pained though he is, his tone is strikingly different than the theatrics of the Jester normally.]
Truth... so easily discarded... can I give them nothing else...? I'm so ...so weary...
[It seems like maybe he's drifted off, before he stirs again.]
He's in pain-
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( lily tries to feed him more tea and medicine between his words, then eases him down into the bed once more, a warm damp cloth draped over his forehead and eyes. she listens as she brings out more blankets for him, and sits vigil. )
... Tell me. I'm listening.
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[His tone, again, sounds strange. Almost like a different person, someone who sounds to be in great conflict with themselves, but their voice is soft and imploring. Sad. Lost]
...I can no longer hear the Light of Knowledge ...it's dark.
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It is easier to accept the comforting, but nothing grows in comfort. It's perhaps the first harsh truth people must learn. But they don't.
( she's quiet, moving the blankets closer to his chin. be warmed, you wretched clown. )
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[And then he takes a harsh breath and falls silent. Sleeping, though fitful.]
[He will sleep for some time, exhausted from the pain and poison. Will Lily stay with him? Or will he wake up alone?]
cw: suicide ideation
( she doesn't know what to think, or feel right now.
shadow milk has brought her nothing but pain, even powerless as he is. if not for him, elder faerie would be alive. if not for him, she would still be dead. if not for him, vanilla would not have had to face such a crippling pain that he rebaked. if not for him...
...
she's losing vanilla, even now. she can feel it.
but he is in pain. alone. lost and afraid, and perhaps reliving the worst days of his very long life in his mind.
it hurts. she doesn't want to pity this man, understand him. she doesn't want to see him, know that her husband would spend his time with him. she doesn't want to care.
but he will wake up to her tending to him still, an unreadable expression on her face. )
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...I think I'm officially over having a body, thanks.
[He says it to no one in particular. to himself. He often talks to himself because he has spent for very many eons alone it's just what he does. He doesn't catch Lily nearby until she moves a certain way and the fabric of her clothes catches his eye.]
[He goes very still.]
[What...oh. Oh that's right, the snake got him. Ugh, and after he had dodged what, two? Was trying to do a good turn and catch one of them? But his FUCKING magic failed him. AGAIN.]
[Very tentatively he tries not to make a huge deal out of making absolute sure his soul jam is still where it's supposed to be, and that he is not tied down to the bed or something. This is the Guardian after all, so he shouldn't take chances.]
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( guardian, yes. but a healer first, right now. she doesn't even look up from what she's doing as she speaks. if he's awake, if it's anything like the others, there's still going to be some pain that won't go away. )
Lavender and chamomile will help ease the pain, but that's it. Are you able to stomach anything right now?
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[He's deeply uncomfortable being this much at her mercy, and it shows, honestly.]
You ...you really weren't exaggerating, were you? Gotta say, zero-star review for that experience.
[A Pause.]
...Can't guarantee it. Maybe. Wait- [Something else also suddenly hits him.] Vanilly- he got a front seat ticket to that whole mess, Guardian. Has anyone checked on him?
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( she's not going to tell him to his face that him passing out helped, but like. it did. )
But I wasn't going to leave you unattended- as my patient, before you can get up in arms.
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[And also ...if he had snatched an ounce of lucidity during that he likely would have told her to put him out herself.]
Hn.
[You can he was thinking it the moment she clarified, but rather than snipe out some scathing retort, he just sort of ...watches her cautiously before settling back down in bed.]
Unmatched professionalism, I have to say.
[Does he feel so poorly that he's unwilling to kick a hornets nest for once? Or is there something else? hard to say.]
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but unmatched professionalism is accurate, because she isn't saying anything. )
I take this very seriously, yes.
( ... so if it is the former, she's not taking the bait this time.
lily comes to sit at the bed side. )
I need you to try and take some tea. No more than you can handle, currently. Can you sit up, or would you like assistance?
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[He knows who he is and what he has done.]
...I can sit up fine.
[And he does try, though he winces, obviously still in pain. Ugh, he still hates this.]
Why are you helping me?
[It's not accusatory, but it is very confused.]
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( simple, isn't it? )
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[The answer does stymie him a moment before he sighs and weakly waves a hand.]
Faaaair enough!
[Though it makes him feel weird. He did help her, and even he isn't sure why exactly. Sure he can blame it on long-term self preservation, but he also knows something else had acted in that moment, too and he deeply doesn't want to address it.]
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[He will hold his hands out. If he can't fucking hold a mug of tea then he is going to peel himself out of this body in indignation. This helplessness is not something he is enjoying very much.]
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[The relief is palpable, though. It takes the edge off, and for someone inexperienced with feeling pain this acute in thousands of years, it makes a world of difference.]
...What are they? The snakes?
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It was... to spite Vanilla, after he'd freed our captor's most beloved toy from corruption.
But this is not one of us- it looks like several small golems, and the poison seems weaker than what was experienced back then...
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not really here
[ And wherever Pure Vanilla is at the time, he's going to drop like a sack of bricks to the sudden pain and the screaming in his head, and across his soul. Oh how he wishes he could close the connection, even just a bit now, but no. No they went and blasted the door to that off it's every hinges.
What a swell time we're having here, folks. ]