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- !event,
- !tdm,
- alien stage: till,
- arknights: flamebringer,
- arknights: mizuki,
- cookie run: pure vanilla cookie,
- cookie run: shadow milk cookie,
- cookie run: white lily cookie,
- elsword: add,
- elsword: ain,
- final fantasy xvi: dion lesage,
- final fantasy xvi: joshua rosfield,
- gravity falls: dipper pines,
- infinity train: min-gi park,
- original: kiera canorus,
- original: luca aurelius,
- original: sidney wolfe,
- original: valentine,
- trigun: livio,
- trigun: vash,
- trigun: wolfwood
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At once, the guilt hits him. Not only has he been taking up their space, but he's clearly brought no small amount of grief to the man before him. He can't help but be reminded of his own desperation some time prior, how he had begged Joshua to keep him from such grief. Now, he had done the same.
And yet despite his growing feelings of internalized anger and self-loathing, something warm yet rises up. Joshua still manages to look near ethereal while sleeping. It isn't quite peaceful, considering the fact that he looks so tired, but it's something close to that.
He doesn't realize he's reaching out until it's too late. His fingers stroke the same spot they had before, though without the cruelty of streaking blood over his face. This time, he isn't lost in the feeling of desperation and pain. Instead, he feels warmth and... something he doesn't dare name, trickle through him.
His fingers continue back into Joshua's hair, tucking stray strands behind an ear. He doubts it comes anywhere near soothing the grief that's been shouldered for however long Dion slumbered, but he can yet hope it provides some kind of respite.]
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But he knows exactly where he fell asleep, at least, and so he turns his eyes up to glance at Dion, to check on him and see if his expression is marred by discomfort again.
But what he sees makes him bolt upright, eyes widening as he sucks in a breath. ]
Dion--!
[ Oh, Founder, he's awake! His expression splits into a smile so wide it aches, and he pushes quickly to his feet, the blanket falling from his wings in the process. ]
By the Founder-- Are you in pain? Ah, let me get you some water--
[ It's absolutely not an excuse to turn away, but as he moves to cross the floor to the pitcher, he subtly lifts his hand to scrub at his eyes with the heel of it anyway. The relief is too much to bear in combination with the exhaustion. ]
You must be parched. I haven't been able to get you to drink much.
[ At least when he returns with the cup, he has successfully banished the hint of tears. ]
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But hey, the good news is that there's no chance Joshua will be caught with tears in his eyes.
When his head clears, Joshua is halfway across the room on the return journey, water in hand. He's grateful to accept it, realizing the moment he sees it that yes, he is parched. It's a miracle he doesn't down it all at once. Dion knows he's liable to make himself ill if he tries.
Once the water is set aside, he takes the time to sift back through everything that had been said. Only now does he realizes why being in the room is so strange.]
The clinic... why am I not - [He pauses, eyes widening for just a moment. Something warm surges through him as those words settle within his chest. I haven't..., Joshua had said, as if...]
How long has it been? Have I been in your care solely?
[No wonder Joshua looked so exhausted.]
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Though, as the realization dawns on Dion's face... Joshua realizes he's worrying his fingers, and drops his hands to turn and pick up a vial of medicine. Just in case. ]
It has been three days. I did not want to take up a bed in the clinic when there are others that may need them, so I have been bringing supplies here.
[ As he says it now, he realizes it might sound... odd. Would it not be more efficient to have the supplies and Dion in the same location in the first place? He frowns at himself - in hindsight, now that it's being called out, he could have probably made a better decision there... ]
I have tended to your bite wounds - no magic - and have been administering medicine and painkillers as I thought they were needed. How are you feeling? Do you need anything?
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So much that you have done, all for me. [It's a thoughtful murmur, as if he's struggling to comprehend it himself.] And, on top of all that... you listened to my request despite how grave it all was.
[He's touched. He can only guess how difficult And yet one thing is for sure — Dion is already wiggling toward the edge of the bed, trying to stand.]
You must rest. You look as if you have not slept in these three days, and I am surely recovered enough to take the couch.
[Though Dion is resolved, his body is not yet recovered by any means. He finds himself swaying uneasily, his knees weak. He sits down on the bed just as quick as he rose.]
Just... in a moment.
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There are few in his life that he would go to these lengths for. Clive is one of them. Dion is another. ]
I am your healer. I did what I must. Within reason, of course.
[ Like "hardly sleeping or taking care of yourself" is within reason. But he'd gone through the same while waiting for Clive to return from the Garden. This is par for the course.
He can hear Dion shifting on the bed to get up, though, and turns, just in time to see him take his seat again. He pulls in a breath and sets down the vial of medicine, rushing to his friend's side, flush be damned. His hands hover for a moment, then come to rest lightly on Dion's shoulders. ]
You are still weakened. Understandably - your body has not had sustenance in three days, and you are likely dehydrated. Please, do not rush. We could even return to your room, if you like, but you need your strength first before you do aught else.
[ Maybe there is something that he can make in the kitchens... Something quick. If he's lucky, someone may be making something that he can borrow a bit from. Broth, perhaps - it would be easiest. Or salted biscuits. ]
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For a man of honor such as Dion, it is a monumental gesture in his honor. The result is something powerful welling within his chest. It's sharp in the best of ways, pressing hard against his ribs. His heart flutters beneath the pressure, and he finds himself stricken nearly speechless. He can only repeat one simple thing:]
My healer.
[Even if Dion knew the lengths that Joshua pushed himself to, he would not be able to criticize him. He had already asked the world of the poor man. What else was he meant to do but what he had?
In any case, he holds out a hand to stay Joshua's words. He's shaking his head before he has begun speaking.]
If you will permit me another night in this room, I think it would do us both well. [Swiftly he realizes the innuendo of his words and rushes to add:] Rest is what both of us need in this moment. Sustenance first, of course, but you need not worry about trying to transport me elsewhere. I do not want to strain you any more than I have.
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Founder, what has gotten into him? He is to give Dion space to adjust and settle, he told himself this, told Clive this, but the way his heart aches in such a warm way makes him want to scatter that patience to the wind.
He is suddenly keenly aware of his stance, hands on Dion's shoulders and close enough to where his legs are only inches from bumping the prince's knees. With a breath, he removes his hands, standing straight again and clearing his throat. ]
If you are certain... then you are more than welcome to stay. I simply did not wish to keep you confined.
[ He glances at the floor for a moment, thoughtful. Then to the foot of the bed, then the window, then back to Dion. Right. Food, first. Anything else, later. ]
Wait here. I will go down to the kitchens to see what is available.
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— only for Joshua to swiftly pull away. Reality invites its way coldly into Dion's mind, reminding him that whatever he feels, it is more than likely one-sided. And though as far as he is concerned, his goodbyes had already been said to Terence, he still cannot help but think of the man.]
Naturally - [If he sounds distracted, no he doesn't.] But yes, the kitchens. That would be wise.
I am not picky, so please, do not strain or stress yourself.
[And while he's gone, maybe Dion can get his head on straight.]
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The "Naturally" makes him wince subtly, though. Of course, Joshua. What a thing to say. Where else will Dion go? He has no choice but to wait here, you fool, he can hardly stand. ]
Yes. Of course. Please continue to sip your water - I will return as quickly as I can.
[ And with that, he departs the room, heading down to the kitchen to see what can be found.
Luckily for them, there is an easy option. A pot of wonderful-smelling soup sits simmering on the stove, and while Joshua doesn't know whose it is or what is in it, he is quick to ladle some into a bowl. Meat and vegetables - he winces at the presence of carrots, but spoons a couple in regardless. This is for Dion, not for him, and while he does focus more on obtaining the broth than the solids, any nutrition will be good for him.
He's gone for about ten minutes before he returns to the room, holding a tray with the bowl and a piece of bread on it. Unfortunately for him, any clarity of mind he had obtained while focusing on gathering the food is immediately dispersed as his eyes rest on Dion, and everything he had felt prior to leaving begins to build right back up. ]
Here you are. Mind the bowl - it is hot.
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Joshua's skin beneath his fingers, the hair as he twined through.
Despite his best efforts, the thought still races through his mind as Joshua returns. It's a small miracle that his ears aren't flushed with the thought of it. He forces himself to begin the action again, focusing on the rattle of the bowl, the smell of the soup, even as he reaches out to accept the offering.
His eyes quickly avail, however, that there is only one bowl to be had.]
Joshua. [His tone isn't chiding, but concerned.] When was the last time you ate.
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There is only one bowl to be had and Joshua didn't consider the implications of only bringing one bowl.
Founding Flames, he's exhausted. He laughs softly, a bit on this side of ashamed despite the clear tone of concern rather than disappointment. ]
Not to worry. I ate before I fell asleep.
[ Or, at least, that's what he recalls. His stomach isn't screaming for sustenance, at any rate, but with the curse now spread there, who's to say it even would? ]
Please, do not worry about me. I will be all right. Eat. Gather your strength.
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Bring me a mug. [It is not an ask, but a demand. While he waits, he reaches for the bread that had been brought and splits it in twain. He finishes just in time for Joshua to return, and snatches the mug before he can protest. He has no doubt that it's obvious what he intends to do.
He doesn't wait for permission, instead carefully pouring half of his soup into the mug. He nods to it sternly.]
For you. [And before anything else can be said.] My appetite is yet to fully return. I have no doubt that this will be enough to satisfy me. Moreover, I would not be able to eat knowing you might yet be languishing.
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... yes. Of course.
[ He nearly asks why, but as he turns to hand it to Dion, his question is all but answered. The bread has already been broken, and he is hardly surprised that some of the soup is poured into the mug as soon as he has his hands on it.
This, too, brooks no argument. He knows it. So, Joshua sighs softly, picking up the mug but leaving the spoon for Dion. ]
Thank you.
[ Dion has the bed, so he takes the seat beside it, not really thinking as he lifts the mug to his lips to take a sip.
And immediately bites down on a piece of carrot, much to his dismay. The look he gives his mug is an odd combination of a grimace and a kicked puppy. Politely, once the broth has been properly swallowed around the offending vegetable, he turns his head to spit the carrot into the trash bin beside the bed. ]
Founder, I forgot about the-- Dion, may I borrow your spoon? Just for a moment.
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As it is, he barely restrains a smile.]
Ah, of course. [He reaches out with his spoon, then uses it to motion Joshua all the more forward.]
It seems I've already failed in my sacred duty. [Perhaps it's wrong for him to joke in this state. He hopes Joshua will forgive him for it all the same. He'd like to think it's helping, at least. ] But pray, let me make it up to you.
[If Joshua will let him, he'll be the one to do all the scooping, thank you.]
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He does, of course, tipping his head aside curiously. ]
Your...?
[ ... oh. Oh, what he'd said the night they were all reunited here. He lets out a soft, surprised laugh, shaking his head slightly. Dion doesn't have to do this, but he can tell that this is in jest. As their conversation had gone the night they walked home from the bar.
It's... nice. He enjoys it. It's charming, to see Dion so relaxed, and particularly so after being so ill. He sets his mug on the tray, nodding. ]
Of course. Please, feel free.
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So... he sets to diligently scooping away each carrot, setting it upon his own plate. Joshua will have more than one reason to be pleased about it. Not only will he be free of the pesky vegetable, but Dion will have yet more sustenance to enjoy.
As the last carrot is scooped up, Dion shoots a glance through his lashes up toward Joshua. The smile he offers should be teasing, but it feels softer and more tender at the edges than it rightly should.]
You are saved. [He turns away, spooning one of the carrots into his mouth.] And I am all the richer for it.
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But the smile he's offered as the effort is completed is so gentle that it makes his heart flutter anew. He can't help but return it, and he reaches out to take his mug and the half piece of bread. ]
Well, thank the Founder for that. Thank you, Dion.
[ He lifts the mug to his lips, settling back in the chair while making sure his wings are situated over the back of it, rather than being squashed by it. It's a good soup, all told. The broth is richly flavored and just a touch salty, good for warming the bones in the cold. It serve Dion well. ]
Are you still experiencing aches and pains? Your sleep was incredibly fitful. I wouldn't be at all surprised if you felt worn out at the very least.
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Moreover, he can't help but think about his conversation with Ezell. Even if Dion had felt he'd resolved things with Terence, there was still a lingering sense of duty there. Yet if what the man had said that night was true, love was not something that actually needed to be divided. He was no worse of a person for feeling the way that he did. It's a strange revelation to have now, of all moments, but he supposes it makes sense. Once more, he'd been on death's doorstep. It wasn't the first time clarity had come to him as a result of that.
Nevertheless, it's not something he intends to act upon right away. There was a right way of doing these things, and part of that would involve speaking to Clive and asking for permission. He wouldn't dare cross this line unprovoked without doing so.
Naturally he realizes he's been silent for far too long. He blinks once, before sheepishly glancing toward Joshua. He'd said something hadn't he? Dion searches back through his mind and — ah, yes.]
I will admit that I am sore. It is of little surprise, considering the state of my dreams. But it will pass, as most muscle aches do. You needn't worry.
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That is good to hear. Though, I do have more oral pain medicines, should you need them.
[ He takes another sip of his soup, this time getting a small chunk of potato to chew. As he does, he busies his fingers tearing a chunk off his piece of bread. ]
They... did leave a mark. The snakes. You will see it when the bandages are removed.
[ He frowns at this, clearly troubled. ]
It is that false god's mark, I am sure of it. This is his doing.
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[He wwatches Joshua eat, relieved to see that it's not a matter of simply humoring Dion. He seems to be enjoying the meal, despite whatever minimal appetite he might well possess.
His eyes drop to the new bandages on his arm. His mouth twitches into something close to a scowl.]
It will join the legion of scars from my other enemies. And I will regard it with the same attention I give the others — minimal.
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I will let you off easily, then, so long as you can promise me you will take something if the ache is too much. We are allowed to afford ourselves a kindness from time to time.
[ The hunk of bread gets dipped into his mug, but he eyes Dion as he eats it, careful not to drip broth on himself. It's probably for the best not to give it too much attention - it gives the thing power, after all. But even so, the fact that both his brother and Dion have been harmed by that thing in the woods...
He doesn't like it. He has always chosen the better way, has always chosen kindness, but not when it comes to gods going after Clive. And now, not when it comes to Dion. ]
If you insist. Though, I might ask Beiwe if there is a way to remove it. I know not whether it might inflict the corruption, but it is better safe than sorry.
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If it gets any worse, I shall. I would hate to add to the stress of my dearest healer.
[Where Joshua's thoughts are troubled, Dion grows curious. He's heard whispers of the word "Corruption" throughout town, but he has not yet pried. A glance down at his bandaged wounds does make him worry, but he's certain that if there were a risk, Joshua would have made it known by now.]
Whatever puts your soul at ease. I will gladly accept whatever treatment you and yours deem necessary.
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It takes a moment before he realizes that he's been possibly staring at his bread a second or two too long, so he puts the bite in his mouth and focuses on chewing it. The flush on his cheeks is clearly just a trick of the light. ]
Of course. They are not difficult to take on your own, so I would be happy to send them along with you when you return to your room, if you like.
[ Hmm. He will have to commune with Beiwe, then. Probably tomorrow, during the day. She is a sun goddess, after all, and it feels somehow rude to contact her at night. ]
I will always take the side of caution when it comes to possible corruption. It... isn't pleasant. It allows that thing in the forest to control you, to see what you see and hear what you hear. So, it is wise to make certain we are not dealing with it.
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I suppose I should return to my own quarters before long.
[He glances at Joshua's own bed and makes a face. He recalls both excrutiating heat and bone chilling cold. He can only imagine the state it's left the bed in.]
I suppose you will not let me offer to clean the sheets before I go, will you?
[His attention shifts back to the thought of corruption. He... doesn't like what he hears. He draws his wounded arm ever closer to his body. No, he would sooner hack off his limb than let himself lose control ever again.]
In that case, I would be immensely grateful if you would do so.
[He's sure he doesn't need to elaborate as to why.]
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