[netbook] end of the month/after mansion rescue, cw: dissociations

[thebladebringstheflame]

this is flamebringer

is anyone else having a hard time remembering fuckall from the mansion? i remember going in and seeing some fucked up shit and then suddenly i was home.

[.......someone had a full dissociative episode and has not realised that's what that was.]

Comments

[thebladebringstheflame]

listen dip i fucking accidentally murdered the real sesa when i was trying to help with the doppelganger situation. nothing is going right. at this rate i have to sigh and say "yeah i don't know who's who anymore" and just roll with the punches.

[start_again]

yikes

[He feels a little better about his doppleganger killing Dipper now, at least?]

[thebladebringstheflame]

yeah that's about where i'm at

[start_again]

Is he back alright now at least?

[thebladebringstheflame]

yeah last i knew.

[ghostharasser]

Yikesx2

[thebladebringstheflame]

really appreciate the sentiment here guys.

[ghostharasser]

Sorry, man. That IS really unlucky but I am also a little surprised more people didn't accidentally get got the same way. It seems like the kind of set up to really quickly incite friendly fire on accident.

[thebladebringstheflame]

isn't that what the dickbag in the forest wants? i guess we are lucky in that regard. still feels like shit either way. i couldn't tell mamika apart from the crowd either until wolfdude and i discovered her fucking corpse WEEKS later.

[ghostharasser]

Ugh, that asshole probably had a good time this month. If I could I would break every part of his face myself.

Anyway, I know this is going to sound wild coming from me, ""A Kid"", but ...if its something I've had to learn living in places like this its that ...blaming yourself too harshly on what sick horrors these places put you through is both what they want, and it takes away from who's REALLY at fault here. Hint: it isn't you. It's the forest.

I get feeling like crap about it because I feel like crap for getting murdered in the first place, but we really couldn't have known what this place was going to throw at us. My family even TRIED to be ready for it and it still didn't do us any good.

If anyone blames ANYONE for the crap that happens in October, there's something wrong with them. You did the best you could and that's all any of us could do.

[theuniverseleads]

[they quietly underline Siffrin's yikes so no one knows its them but like. yeah. felt.

... it does make them feel a little better, too.]

[quirkynote]

Not possible. Sesa is both great AND powerful.

[thebladebringstheflame]

sesa is a pacifist with a grenade launcher. i mean the guy no offense but he absolutely was not prepared for anything i threw at him.

[quirkynote]

[...her whole life is a lie.]