[netbook] end of the month/after mansion rescue, cw: dissociations

[thebladebringstheflame]

this is flamebringer

is anyone else having a hard time remembering fuckall from the mansion? i remember going in and seeing some fucked up shit and then suddenly i was home.

[.......someone had a full dissociative episode and has not realised that's what that was.]

Comments

[timidheart]

I don't know if this is true of just the mansion, but I often find when something is too horrific to comprehend, I simply let my body move on it's own and sometimes I find myself else where.

[theuniverseleads]

I'd rather not remember any of it.

[except for maybe one small part. but like, mood.]

[thebladebringstheflame]

cool definitely answers the question thanks

[theuniverseleads]

You're welcome~

[charlastan]

SOUNDS NORMAL TO ME!

THEN AGAIN, FORMER AMNESIAC HERE. I'M PROLLY NOT THE GUY TO ASK, HAHA

[thebladebringstheflame]

i'm great at comprehending horrid shit. my entire life is a series of horrid shit.

[thebladebringstheflame]

was it amnesia because you hit your head hard or was it amnesia like something sucked your memories out

[start_again]

I don't remember a lot of it but I was kinda dead and also my memory isn't great to begin with.

[timidheart]

Perhaps you found your threshold for the horrid.

Or perhaps that mansion was simply messing with you. I have not heard great things about it from others. I did not enter myself.

[charlastan]

NEITHER? IT WAS MORE LIKE AN ARSON IN MY BRAIN.

[ghostharasser]

Bro, I spent like two weeks with my brain being scrambled eggs in that place it-

sorry Grunkle Stan

It fucking SUCKED.

[quirkynote]

Memory gaps after experiencing... [She can't bring herself to rewrite the fuck word.] ...something unpleasant is usually your brain's way of dealing with a traumatic experience.

Regardless of how well you believe you handled the situation, your brain disagrees and is trying to do you a favor.

[thebladebringstheflame]

at this rate i can't keep track of who died and who lived and whatnot. i fucked up telling who's who enough times.

i'm guessing you're one of the ones that died based on that huh :/

[thebladebringstheflame]

so are you good now or is your brain still the victim of arson

[charlastan]

[Next to Dipper's OUTRAEGOUS CUSSING, OUT HERE IN FRONT OF HIS GRUNKLES, there's a doodle of some cartoon-y cussing. Probably just to pick on him!]

[ghostharasser]

All I can assume is they were all threatened by how fast I figured out their stupid evil plan and had to take me out as fast as possible.

[Not really, this is a bit, but also he doesn't want anyone being too upset about him? It's fine, he's fine now. People get stabbed!!]

Anyway, it sounds like it turned into a murder free-for-all so I wouldn't beat yourself up too bad about it.

[charlastan]

I'M GOOD! GOOD AS I'M GONNA GET ANYWAY

[A very normal and reassuring thing to say!]

[soundsurfing]

not the mansion man but from before hand

first time havin yer brain shut the fuck off?

[thebladebringstheflame]

yeah i wish i knew. i came out with wounds i don't even remember getting so whatever. there was some fuckass ghost making me feel sluggish and weird but beyond that i have no idea. i don't even know if i killed it or not.

[soundsurfing]

YOU GOT KILLED?! WHO THE FUCK I GOTTA MESS UP BRO

[thebladebringstheflame]

you get a pass. i think? you were one of the dead ones too huh

how many fucking people died this is nuts

[ghostharasser]

[Wait who is-]

BEAT!?!

[thebladebringstheflame]

what the fuck. this is news to me. i didn't realise brains did that. mine picked the worst time to suddenly pussy out on me.

[soundsurfing]

thats my name!! now who the fuck am i messin up!!

oh yeah hi im back was wonderin where you was like the fuck yo

[thebladebringstheflame]

listen dip i fucking accidentally murdered the real sesa when i was trying to help with the doppelganger situation. nothing is going right. at this rate i have to sigh and say "yeah i don't know who's who anymore" and just roll with the punches.